Glossary 3 - 3
SurvivalValue HoneyHive
Sapiens abletoimagine anything Honeyhive museum of royalwaxtreat
killingcavebear with walkingstick memories packedeep in then&when
eatinganything asif organic escapinglure of vomitsweet
thinking I know bywhat I'veheard within crampedcells of self'sdefeat.
livingasiflove a worldofword.
Queenofall in memorymaking
Condor creatingillusions realworldforesaking
Condor onehundredmiles givingupbeing only&one
withoutflappingwings. escapingtosavor yellow warmingsun.
Air.
Escapinghive of permanence
Worm as soil'slung flyingoverthrough each farmer'sfence
withits burrowingappetite. findingwithoutseeking succulentflower
Earth. beingeachbreeze &nature'spower
Jellyfish in oceancurrent to pollinatemeadows modest&great
being unmovedmovement. becomingflower &itsfruit
Water. till finallytransforming becomingseed
then ontobecoming livingroot.
And you&I eating rawsun
being bothwisdom&folly. No drone of self'sinsemination.
Fire. No sterileworker of transformation
unknowingfolly of reproduction
Greed of desringmirrorimage in selfindulgence.
Need becoming greed.
Safety becomingdefense becomingoffense. Becomingwindwhirr pollinatorperfect
Mate becomingsate as primaldesire. subject towhim in willessbeing
object toeach unknowingegg
Sapien's threeimperatives lost ineachall fragrancefreeing.
gonehorriblywrong.
Lesself of thisnow'smoments unmeasured
Feedingmemory'sappetite. enjoyingforgetting life'smostreasured
Savingself as cellularbeing sloughs. fillingsosweetly my myriadsenses
Reifyingother in desire'sfire. with floatingspringfields in presentenses.
Imperativesbecoming Sailed
my selfservingsuffering. Thatship has sailed
cloninghasfailed
Leaf toprovide for thelarge
Leaf becomingcaterpillar. whatitdoes for thesmall.
Caterpillar becomingbutterfly.
Butterfly becomingpollinator. Parasites&mutation
Pollen becomingblossom. simpleneed for variation.
Cloning as simplyfutileflirtation
Seedleaftreecatterfly with personalimmortality.
sunrainsoilsky
in tranform'selemental Stuckwithsex
simplicity I mustdo mybest
failingsapiencomplicity. toshare withtherest
whilebeing less.
**Pond**
Ground winterhard grass shortdead mytoppedball bottoming foreversilent
waterhole downwind downhill toopond inbosom of unpardoning unpartingsea.
fountain frozenoff fogsburied inmud
myswing at onewith ElmerFudd. Afterbriefwake a rudeawakening
that a beachdrop pitch wouldstillbe a bitch
Steppingup to fourthole afterthird futiletry &still pondwater with waternowstill
toreach golfpinnacle mislabeled as "par" stillinevitably thegreen's coldcup tofill.
sounding soroutine butcausing asigh
whenscoresofstrokeslater myscore soaringhigh. So lying"two" whiletrying tobefree
of fearof slantface &height of flight
Teemarkers setshort but notnearlyenough makingswing selfless ballstruck luckyclean
for chillcompactedswing &rockhardball. archingently overwater trap &green.
Makingattempt through winter'swhippingcrosswinds
to lagoonlip layup a steelynervetossup. Afterchip &skip &runrunrun
Zeno'sputt leavingmyjob halfthen halfdone
Toppingdrive to bouncebouncebounce&roll eyeingundulating snakingeightfooter
sendingball halfwaydown uninvitinghill making a stroke I couldn'thavestruckgooder.
leaving a lie slopingstraight todepthsofhell
pinraisedtoheaven a hacker'sdeathknell. Struttingfromgreen onthat singleshotfix
carding mystandard parfoursix
With downhill lie a longirontry shovingscorecard inpocket behindmy goodknee
creating foraninstant a fountainofme beforelimping to nextproblem in topography.
Chlorophyll Cave
Chlorophyll greenwithenvy Soluterichseepage throughroofofcave
that motherearth is dripheld for a moment beginningrowth
soddenblue downward
breathingblue driplettingo becomingrowth
borrowingsun upward
as cobalt hue. becomingatonce
stalactite
Yetbeing fathersun's intermediary stalagmite.
fasteningflaming as energyfairy
in molecules only a bee canimagine Meetingascolumn
&only rootedbeing canconjure connecting thoughtseparation
certainlynoreason for envy or slur never morelessthan
in a worldmoving by sugar'simprimature. elementalbreath
&transform aslove's revelation.
Yet inpassing brookingno selfishclinging
to chlorophyll'smuted melodiousinging. Milk
Pigmentsmasked duringsapien's lastblast Becoming my mother'smilk
as furnace of sentientbeing. suckling on&on&on
till lip&teat asone heartbeat
Orangeyellowred releasedfromdead after seemingisolation
bydeath oflife ofgreen by umbilicalseparation.
flamingcold duringfallingtemp
homagetohue when cellularlifethrough CellularBeing
&allthat'sleft is scattered&inert Cellularbeing as blindunseeing
me &memory of you. risingfrom elementalocean
bursting as transform'sfaithlessdevotion
Becoming becoming reality's wonderouspotion
Becoming old without unknowing boilinginlove's cauldronoftransform
why prince&pauper are both/&. tobeconsumed neverevermore.
Lamentingnot desire'sdeath
before eachcell has surrendered
whatit hadborrowed withoutpromise Lacking
of failure or success. Lackingevolution there's no easysolution
totransform's simplyintricate design
Age as youth in transform'srippling with elementsobeying&organismswaying
stippling earthairfirewater inwinds of nature'slaws.
with autumnspringwintersummer
lessordered than instantaneous Addingsupernatural
within notime butnow. merelycasting desire'spall.
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Stallions I'd broken Lions inmydream.
&penned for my brieflifetime Whereinhell didthey comefrom?
atlast runningfree. Whatdid I donow?
Sourwoods Poplars bare. Sand as singlesource Stats &now Occam.
Now the mightyoak flaunting flowingthroughtransform unmoved Using two "C's" inhisname.
splendorfromabove. being stillmovement. Slicing his ownwrists.
Shadowlightdancing Occasionaleaf
throughframes of studywindow. through windowshadowdancing
Lifedeath atmyknees. fallingfast&black.
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PorchLight Necessity
Porchlight isto Doing
underside of leaves thrallofthought
whatsun is a necessarypairing
to darksideofmoon when necessity is deemednecessary
or myMondaymood. bythought
with subsequentnecissity
True that springair is intoxicating for action.
&myweek is halfover
withMonday as memory. Brain does
withoutever leavingskull.
Yetstill there's a problem
of nature Muscleswithin reflexesdull
of nurture action becomingtastless
of some developmentalflaw appetite an emptyhull.
or flukeofphysics
(science being sohard on That hull
alternaterealities) myself inlull
that mysun shallneversee paying forthe performance
the fallibility ofall that'sme or
or potential for freshbreath leavingtheater.
below photosyntheticsurface ................
&envy ofday fornight. Inputonly no motoresponse
associationeurons firingovertime
Can earthmoon efferentneurons nil
in privatepirouette until
yieldtostar of my smallbeing? self intraining bursting straining
tobebeyond conditionedbrain.
Can thatstar bouncelight
tolight myporch Lesselfdefaulting to allother
lettingmeread allnight &onlythen withoutwill
below topsyturvytwigs won't therebe anythingbut
withtheir downsideup leaves ripplingstippling still.
beingbathed so secondhand
in fossilburn &ironicturn SpecialCase?
of power usedinpatience Transform admitting no beginningending
with my lessself slumbering interstellardust gravity
dreamingslowly nebula spark star
of nothingbut this springeve creatingsolarsytem of elementalbeing.
&its end of alltime?
Encapsulatedstardust in flux
CrystalVase obeying randomrules
Beautifulflower in crystalvase respondingto proximalstimuli
scentless fruitless seedlessdisgrace enduring distalstill.
towhat wasonce wellrooted.
Transformcomposing
Beautifulflower in crystalvase a specialcase of individualsentience
witheach changeofwater a changeof face interstellardust gravity
bannedfromEden for behaviourappaling. nebula spark star
ember &out.
From I to eye toself totrash
from birthinearth butseed thatlasts
beyond singleflash becomingPan Culvert
as transform'sjewel of infinitespan. Stream
havingdisappeared
Aging into culvert
Living thenwhen. beneathroad
Dying. is the samestream
on eitherside of road.
Holdingmemories.
Dead. Whowouldposit
indeterminancy
Traininglost inourgame of hide&seek
ineach thisnow. withourfriend reality?
NewMoonHighTide
Wherewereyou when I neededyou Pull allseas bare eachbeach
full of light&life beamingabove? ohmoon of love&earth'sattraction
Whatyouleft was a darkexcuse tobecovenant ofour newlysharedbeing
a newmoon a nomoon for my firstlove. &ebb&flow ofour time&tide.
Hidinghigh in plainsight Borrowingsun fillingoursky
if sight candiscerndark lostinbright lightingnight morebright thanstars
nexto yoursouce in broadaylight yetfar toofar tolight our longingtouch
&dark&darker nearing eachnight. &be ourface of newlife inlove.
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I neededyou fullofmight Dearsun ourflame of elementalenergy
an oldrapscallion stuffedwithnonsense goddess of allove
of thoughtlesshead &heedlessheart let yourminion grace fromabove
lettingme looktoheavens for dreamsoflove with gentlyglory &eternalforebearance.
&answers to my selfishprayers.
Let eachlove'smoon be full
Butyouchose to show dark eachlove'stide be high
when I neededyourlight eachgrainofsand
tosee ifthislove wasreal. a crystalgracedgift
............................. soft tofoot
Wherewereyou when I neededyou warm tocheek
ohforce ofocean's push&pull? as love&lovers
lie in thisnow
Howcouldyou damp saltsands beneath your
ofour newmoonwalk softlight
forcingus to concrete&streetlamp'shrill &love's
&all that'sharsh&artifice stillvow.
yielding mockingpurity
ofour burgeoniniglove?
**GoingGreen** **Gradually**
I saw a conservationalist inthewild Gradually I'll decompose
pushingreen waybeyondreason. like an oaktree or a ship madefrom
an oaktree
Ratherthan throwingaway unknowingthat like tree&ship
his wellusedkleenex I'll transform into bean&dip
he folded&refolded or betteryet a potatochip.
searchingforaspot withoutsnot
yet havingfound that spotlesspatch Not a vacation
wipedface resultingin organicmustache a familyobligation.
(ofwhich I'msure hewasproud). Painfulduration.
Death Is SycamoreLeaf
Death is a monologueamong selfconscious cellsuits No whirlingbird in insectchase
diaper to shortpants to silktails to shroud or mating race in aerialplay.
all of oneself &eachself withitsvoice
livingdying asif there'sever a choice. No writhingsnake for sakeofsex
curling insearch of fecundunion.
Death as master of slavishself
walking&talking whiledragging time'schains No cornered windblown litterwisp
playingroles of family&faith havingflown fromsomediscarded pastry.
while hearingscraping as hymnalrefrains.
No cherubicgymnast with gravityasfool
Death is ringing in hardestskull in a glidingthrough thinair affair.
being constantlypounded against allother
asif ineffort itwillbe myfate No otter or dolphin in aqueousdreaming
asif effort canopen my gatelessgate. being flowingcurrent &careless care.
Death is fullness of partsplayedproud But withlittlewill &sadderstill
whileremembering allplay is finallyforgotten by signingend of season'sday
then forgettingthatforgotten emptinessfulfilled lonesycamoreleaf in streamingtumble
eachlife a weed eachweed untilled. winging thenfloating throughautumn's
wantonway.
Release
Finally unknowing lifedeath'smystery Gnawing
releasingallenergy trappedinme Eachtooth a truth
releasingeachmolecule that'sbeen thisfool withme gnawingonreality.
becoming freshnebula a fireypool
whichitwas &always willbe Eachfingernail a judgment
transform's elemental withme shreddingmymemories.
eternity.
Each truebelief swallowedwithmygrief
Asif end of mylifedeath thatmylife wasn'tpureed
iswasfire of allbeing'sbreath. for easiestconsumption
that I wasbetrayed
Asif my I couldeverconspire bymyassumption
to livedie beyond its funeralpyre that I mustbe
becomingspark of secondsun the choosen
asif therewas willtobedone one.
asif therewas a myriadone
being moreorlessthan Tooth&nail tuckingmytail
eachdyingsun. slinkingbackinto mycave.
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Yes its irony Eachmoment eachday
sun makingit hardtosee a birth a lifetime a death.
when risingsetting. Eachseason freshbreath.
Dotheyhavechildren Sportscores intruding My hourglass stilled.
orperhaps they're retirees? as I sit countingmybreaths. Nomatter howlong I stare
Isthepumpkin carved? Somuch for training. it doesn'treturn.
Nestled withinpines Pathspaved yelloworange.
a singlebranch glowingred. Leavesdropping softlydrifting
Heart of fall'spassing. refreshingfallscene.
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Reflection
Reflection from bathroomirror Myreflection mybeing almostrepugnant
becoming withage more&morestrange an unfortunateaggregation of beingborn
almostrepugnant. white middleclassmale educated urban&urbane
a shallowgenepool of sapiensocialartifices
Strange notonly because of saggingskin mymalise perhapsbeing intellectual survivor'sguilt
but of a speciesofvanity neverfeltbefore for livingsolongsowell havingavoided nearlyall
that I shouldpossesss a face&body sacrifices.
more&more seeming not tobelong tome.
Butmyfacade willsoonenough
Theseborrowed atoms molecules be relinquished toits rightfulfreedom
tissues organs &all myorganism's jewels within elementalbeing
giftedbynature girdledbynurture mydreamories disappearing into
asif in aging havingforclosed on myfuture eternaltransform's simplynaturalseeing
havinglost any vanityofpossession becomingagain what I am if I dare
forcingme into a foxholeconfession primal earthfirewaterair.
lettingo youthful myopia &burgeoningdesires.
DeathPIES HowCould?
Whyshould I be surprised Howcould transform'sconstantstorm
thatsapiens areonly beginningtorealize not evenbegin totry toconform
our roots arenot inourfruits. to mymemory'seye whileplanning
seeingsoclearly myself'sdesires waning?
Manipulation withonly self'shands
makingusbelieve inourdominion overlands Waves toohigh for fishing
beingwashed byoceans of transform. sendingme to wishing
wesapiens couldcontrol
Physicaldeath simplytransform nature'spulsingwhole.
withmymemory lostintheshuffle.
Neitherdivinebooks nor knowledgeablelooks
Intellectualdeath whenlosing depth canpredict everytick of eachthisnow
in self's fathomlessfantasies. livingwithin my randomgyre
as chesirecat&unholycow.
Emotionaldeath whenbody untethered
from disciplineafforded by trainingtostill. Feast
All languagebeing a feast of famine
Socialdeath whentouch farbeyondreach a longcooldrink of dessicatingseawater
distancedaunting especially inspeech. fromwhence allifebegan
&hungerforlife
Deathbeing an asymmeticillusion &thirstforlife
asif lifelimited by otherthan mymemory becoming osmoticdeath
with transform becomingabsentee as a suckingfromwithin
inlove's warmpulsingeffusion. byletters word sentences.
**Fool** **NotAgain**
Denoteconnote. Histhirdbook of plannedfive
(Y anextra N?) didn'tmake a profit.
Betterjustpantomime.
(R zoomonkeys ourmasters?) Wellthen whywrite
(R we tonguedzoomonkeys?) a fourthorfifth?
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"Saywhat youmean &mean whatyousay." Yetanother definition of
(Thatkind of meanness shouldbe a crime.) serialkiller.
(Y2N's again?)
**HighSchoolCruel**
Its hard tomakeout nolyrics Band notchancing roadtrip
to a dervishdance. fearing flagirls
So danceon deaf fool of threegrizzlies &onelamb
mywakingdream. might in a moment of gustatorystress
cannabalize the skinnyone.
**AtLast**
Atlast our weedwackerepaired Fearme home&lanscape wreckers
fearmenow wickedwildgrowth. for mywhirlingscalpel cutsurgically
Noawkward wheeledmower fearingnot contactwith your hardheartedallies
whose whirlingblade you baited&switched whileslicingclean cleaningcurtly
bidingitfarewell whereobstructions abound. your outofplace mockingface myriadspread.
Fearme cringingrowth Machine serving its medievalmaster armored in
aligning with &protected by leatherboots denimjeans longsleevedshirt
concrete stone brick treetrunk fence muffledears bespectacledeyes.
holdingfragrantflowerbeds ransom
whilefouling theirgrace withyour Me a leatherglovedsurgeon of targetedslicing
grotesqueflagrance. &mostsevere selection.
DivineLaw Stardust&Gravity
Noway myworld got thisway Itseems tome given stardust&gravity
by randomcreation &eternaldecay. eternaltransform becomes trivial
followingnaturally random butneverfree
Ofcoursenot dearsir. becomingbeing ineach thisnow
Ourworld's fullofrules what italways was is willbe.
notamenable to romanticfools.
Gravitytonebula tosparktosun
Our periodictable isn't a fable to solarsystem with a waterplanet
but a map of creation'sintegration. to evolution inits inexpiable run
tobecome whatwelabel as sapien.
Gravity gaslaws thermodynamics
leaving noroom for selfservingsemantics. Butfirst a single sin withmembrane as skin
creatingother from whatalways isall
That'snot what I meant then reproduction formingkin
you'releaving noroom for God. soclose sofar as self's firstfall.
Howcan your "naturalaws"
notseem a bit odd? Sin as separation mandatedmanifest
cellularbeing being certaindeath
I suspected asmuch. You won't trust yourtouch so sapien createSaviour in divinefinesse
in a worldofself whilestuck in memories. immortalself being desirebeyondbreath.
Whycan'twe simplycall nature'slaws divine Thusbisected thusprotected
then thoughinterred inmycellsuit sofragile thinkingbeyond corporealsurvival
I won'thavetodecay in death'sfinalchill? but ravenouself provingineffective
forsurvival of love as self'sarchrival.
So youadd God to insure immortality
beyondsimplebeing beingone with theall? Thus oursin of separation
demanding painfulreparation
Youcan haveityourway accordingtoyourwill needing tostill self's incessantwill
but then you'll neverexperience elementalstill. trainingeachmoment in meditation.
DivisionOfLabor FrozenSky
Divisionoflabor. Mybeing reflecting
Laborofdivision. in stillstarsky
frozensolid yet twinkling
Specializingforefficiency. as wondering&why
Isolatingproficiently.
whereonlyquiet
All acesofspades. hardens to shine
No jacksofalltrades. as turbulentgalaxies
dancedrunk
Partitioning on stellarwine.
numbing participation.
My verybeing
Capitalist ideal. an endlessvine
Idea cappingcommunity. entwiningallspace
flowering as alltime
Memo as seed of metallicplants. fruitingintransform
Manufacturingbots. No manualabor. seeding as rhyme.
Head overhands. Spread
Heart&health at risk. Why write spread&dead rhyme?
Cancer is relentless butnotclever.
Farm becomingparkinglot.
Farmers as food simplyforgot. Howcan a poet dealwith shortime
usingimagery in earnestdemur?
SorryLovers Sorry lovers of romanticruse Romantic&parentalove biochemical'sfate Canlove'sex procreatewithpassion
faith herders of hordsofbirths compassofsexuality spinning oflate without feltneed for dominantpossession?
childrenasfuture malefemale becoming choicelesschoice
buthavingnofuture servedup at the merciless gatelessgate. Canchildren beborn &bornebyvillage
in a worldrotting of withoutbecoming personalpillage?
self'sabsorption. With junglegyms&whirlingthings
removedfromplaygrounds ofmy youth Can lesselflove with passion
Sorry lovers of chemicalcocktails howelse to entertain bored&boringself &compassion
fueledbytestosterone but playingatlove with sexasincentive? withoutdesire's naggingdistraction
dopedbydopamine createchildren freefrom
bouyedbyserotonin Sideshows gone. Bigtop torndown. plaguingabstraction
civilizedthrallofoxytocin Wherewill GreatestShowOnEarth playout? that theyareseparate
(whenoxycontin isn'tathand). Wherewill ourchildren comefrom&to &alone?
tobecome wellworncoin ofour realm?
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Strands of kelpforest Yesterday catkins. Fiftyfive degrees.
being predatorprey maze. Today brightleafmosaic. Fourtymore & I'm sweating.
Lifedeath manifest. Seasons coalesce. Fourtyless I freeze.
Forgetwhat I've done. Lacking ballsocket
Remember what hashappened. ourdog's hug is herlicking
History sanswill. &her sofine fur.
Darknight or lightday
but for dusk's&dawn's softgray.
Living inbetween.
Left&right butflat. Deck debrisdrizzle
Is the roadpaved or bareground? next to ourneighbor's downpour.
Is there up&down? Lendingourchainsaw.
Not meditating. Patientpatient red Doesmybreath startstop?
Sittingwithout noseeking. nowthatchlorophyll is dead While inhalingexhaling
Attentionpeaking. rulingallforest. doesdying eavesdrop?
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Gestaldt TooSimple
In a worldwhere Stardust beingtoosimple to believe
reactivemetal + poisonousgas yetisbelief tothose contrived of it
becoming whileunkowing theirbelief
potatochipcoating thinnerthan interstellardust
& &somuchless convincing.
gas + 1gas
becoming I know earthairwaterfire
lifesustainingliquid contrive&conspire to trickme
intolosingfaith
saltwater + heat = salt inmy personalimmortality
sugarwater + heat = emptyglass which ismy mostcherishedbelief.
what alchemy couldsurprise an openattitude Why do they sendomens of transform
whilewatching teamsports orbeing a lovingfamily? erosiondeposition tectonics novas
myriad facesofchange
Individualstats as PeriodicTable of knowing ifnot to persuademe that I amlessthan
incombination each freshflowing. &cannotpersist wheresensingfails
Beginningasfact becomingreal &where I fail toknow my veryowname?
when addingtocertainty a certainfeel.
Stardust toosimpletobelieve
PersonalGod + heaven = fealty. &believeinme
Elementalbeing + transform = reality. but I know shebirthedme
&willnever abondonme.
Fealty + commandments = obedience.
Reality + stillness = obeisance. EternalSunshine
Eternalsunshine of spotlessmind
Brain + self = archrival. wouldbe indeed a monumentousfind.
World + training = survival. (Higgsboson notwithstanding.)
Archrival + survival = suffering. Yet searchas I may &praypraypray
Survival + training = buffering. evenobeying evenbetraying
still nightfollowingday dark heretostay
Separationlost in combination. withintransform's deliriousplay.
Sufferingsubdued in integration.
Watermelonseed
Between Watermelonseed planted.
Between noniving&allbeing Watermelon growing.
me Seedtofruit fillingwithseeds.
doingmylittledance
of lifedeath. Miracle?
Ifseed workingalone.
Thinkingmyborrowedbeing's
returningto nonliving Butno.
somehowtragic. Earthairfirewater
conspiringtocontinuelife
"Justbetween you&me" inspiteofentropy
isall thatcanbe of lonliness.
&thebest wecando
is share. SinOfOmission
Forgettingbeing sin of omission
Concealed eachtidepool itsown ecosystem
Mydesires are as middaystars whether connectedto ocean
concealedby commonburn ornot.
yetsteady beyondroutine.
Actingonmemory
Earth'srevolution liftingveil sin of commission
exposingmyfirst&finalfail seagulls eatingremnants
ofwantingwhat can neverbe of
given or taken. dried tidepool.
Salt Flowers
Salt in sea Flowers are beautiful
& Fruit is delicious.
salt in me Root is all.
being
verysame Progeny
sodiumchloride. Organicbeing being
transform'smystery.
If there's a difference
tobe Flowertoseedtorootofruit
it'sthat you&me eatenby youlovingme
are ourprogenyflowering
immiscible as diversity.
butso
inlove. Even an artificialheart
pumping hotblood.
**TrashBag** **WhatHappened?**
Pullingonto gravelshoulder making a stop Feelinghisboner throughispants
on narrowbackwoods twolaneblacktop. obvious tohis newfound venus
Turningon warninglights avoidingpossiblecrash the younglady curiously was farfrom speechless.
grabbing bagfull of somonelse'strash. "Ohdearlord I'msorry.
Wasit an industrialaccident?
Heaving intactbag intobackofmyvan Wereyouinjured inVietNam?
headingforecycling aswas myplan Didyoucontract a flesheatingbacteria?
butfirst lookingaround for hiddeneyes Whateverhappened
toemerge &giveme a goodsamaritanprize. totherest
ofyourpenis?"
To noavail noonebeing inwait
so unleashing myworstself's selfishtrait **When**
tossingsack backonroad clearlynot beingnice When I was ten
then runningitover notonce butwice. shewas seven.
**What'sWorse?** When I was fourteen
What'sworse shewas eleven.
pullinghoodie overhead
findingnohole When I was seventeen
feeling asif blackbagged shewas fourteen.
by terrorists
or When I was twentyone
furiouslysearching for kleenex ourchildhoodfriendship
in bellysack wasover&done.
notrealizinghoodie is insideout?
SisterBrother Promises
There is a worldfull of sisters&brothers Nature promises
of elementalbeing&clearerseeing promisingwithzeal
of wideawaking&neverforesaking illness
&imperfectnow within unjudgingtransform aging
wheredreams areforthose chosingsleep death.
choosingmemory &fightingtokeep
theirself above allother. Myself's supernaturaldesire promising
health wealth
Theironlyother being fossil I &personal
embeddedeep in sedimentofself immortality.
evidence of an age muchtoopresent
with purposeruling a worldof eachme My dreamories becomingtrue in
with life blowingfree instormsofself language&thought
with littlechance for usorwe. politics&religion
with supernaturalbeing
Thereis a worldfull of sisters&brothers implicitlycategorizing all
of elementalbeing&clearestseeing simplynatural
withfossilsforgotten &self gonerotten as
in wakingday of transform'sway. subnatural
OldestDog &what righteousthinkingsapien
Even oldestdog wouldchoose
havingbeenpetted under
boundingaway to
puppyagain. over?
Nematode Erasing
Unknowingnematode Erasing mineraltracings
which I willbecome of myattempt at immortality.
howcan I pretend
tohave anyfun Fadingshadings of earthenhues
watching lifedeath of myattempt at attractingother.
at a distance?
Erosion being druggedexplosion
Worm'smeat all of mydesire to sparklife
withwithout gracelessfall with onlyself as kindling.
howcan you/I play
asif wehad a say Asif kindredspirits
inthescript writtenlong couldpretend touchpossible
beforeafter ourbeing? within ephemera of faith.
Bark Membranes
Bobbinginthebroil Allmembranes
of winterain's swollenstreaming beingsemipermeable
pieceofbark from longdeadoak separating thisfromthat
carrying brownlichen &thatfromthis
&woodpecker'spiercings. forthetimebeing
timeunbeing
Onceprotecting as overlord of forest lesseparation
oncedefending woodlandhush morelove.
now smallfragment of season'srush
erasing whatwas with whatsimplyis. Waiting
Seed unknowingtomorrow's
Memorybeing my more&more sprouting&growing.
preservingall myself canstore
neverbeingnature's neither/nor Gardener unsure of tomorrow
alwaysbeing mydesire's either/or. waitingtoplant his seeds.
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Flower root'scoquette Dew as earthboundcloud
seducingpollinators rain in untimelydigress
to a sweetabet. duringoceanquest.
Out of silentnight
through spattering of icerain
deeprollingthunder.
Stormsplit roadwaydell Climbingstairs indark
waterlily foatingwhere stooping topickup moonbeam.
oncewasdaffodil. Moonbeam lightinghand.
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ChristianKoan Multiverse
Christ as Christiankoan Waking as
impossiblityofperfection nineyearold
acknowledgment of impotence Nigeriangirl.
noFather to protectme
noSpirit to infectme Monsoonrains in
with promiseofimmortality. DeathValley today.
Justme
separate Predictionimpossible
unloved yet both bacchanal&baptismal.
alone&lonely. Nodream
yet polypotential.
Duality as reason'skoan Noncorporeal
impossibilityofperfection yet visceral.
acknowledgment of impotence Impalpable
nologic to protectme yet not supernatural.
nomind to infectme More intestinal than transcendental.
with promiseofperfectibility. Both apocryphal&inviolable.
Justme Ephemeral yet consequential
separate withouteverever
unloved rehearsing.
alone&lonely.
That'smymultiverse
ElementalBeing'skoan oh soeffable
impossibliltyofperfection &completelyundependable
acknowledgement of impotence repletelypersonal
justme &you training &stupendouslyimpractical
withoutexplaining havingbeenconstructed
withoutcomplaining onreality'speriphery.
becominglost in eachthisnow.
Thankyou
Maintenance sodium+chlorine
Undressing. Dressing. foralways
Washingup. Brushingteeth. formingsalt.
Huntingathering. Farmingardening.
Prepping eating doingdishes. TrainingWheels
Needingsleep. Trainingwheels&waterwings
till betterbalance&bouyancy
Where istheretime for burgeoningbeing within selfishseeing
forlove? sapien'suffering incarnate.
Bank Thoughtbetter tototter than tofall.
Slopingbank from gravelroadbelt Thoughtbetter toflounder than tosink.
slippingbeneath stillakesurface
asif earthmother bathinginaqua Yetbetter tochance &tobrawl.
beneathatmosphere of puffwhitepresence Yetbetter tofeel than tothink.
with solsmiling its stardustwarmth
onthis elementaldisplay. Intransform's evolutionaryflow
neverever needingtoknow.
Forestgreen workshirt
becomingOctoberplaid Simple butnoteasily
duringdestruction for newconstruction. lettingo.
Culdesacs clearingthroats Curds&Whey
for sapien'soratory of sapienglory In youth mydaydreams risingascream
for tailoringnature tofit expanding I tobe skimmed as desire's skin.
whiledressing eachseason for thisnow
without a thought or care for why. Teens expected tolive in treason
pleasurepain rarelyielding toreason.
Squirrel
I'm a squirrel Reality'sacid curdling weanedself
climbing an immenseoak. entangledproteins causingpain
strippedcleanwhey mistakenforpleasure.
Whichbranch tofollow? Limb? Twig?
In youth mydailydreams awakeningtoscenes
Whereto jumptnext? Leftright? Updown? of itsown unclaimedoing
as playingame of pleasurepain
Somuchtree &justone amongmany. is surelyself in wooing
Howcan I go wrong? How can I go right? whey beingfictitous whilecheese is nutritious
whenaging of itsownaccord.
WeSapiens
Wesapiens have an opposablethumb NoMelancholy
&if that ain'tenough a superglib tongue Nomelancholy to loneloon onlake
buteach at a very highcost. temptingonly for aridself'sake.
Holdingourweapons whileshouting ourwill Loonlake life'sbreath
shapingourworld withreason or wekill allasone makingdeath
those whowould offendus. desire in isolation.
Reasonfailing wehome like a pigeon Languageofthought
cooingfaith to thisidea or thatreligion creatingconsternation
whilemaintaining willofmyway. with nature'sreality an integration
via variations on transform'stheme
**PillDrop** of eachthisnow aslove.
Dropping antacidpill
surelyanact of purestwill **Lacking**
disappearingsomwhere Lackingthumb
nearmyfeet butnot farfrom dog usingtongue
porcelainethrown seat. ironically tolick herself dry.
Hearingitbounce
then suddenlysilent Unable tograsp washcloth
surmising it hit tile droolingutternace creatingfroth.
in meeting quiteviolent
before itwas sent Lickingpaws pawingface
toplace whereitwent cleanlinessgodlessness
in AC/heat vent in unknowingrace.
nearlyinaccessible.
**Discovery**
Byhook or bycrook Once whenveryoung I wasall aglow
this fumblingschnook excitedly tellingmysister
found saidmed I had discoveredonuts in a bakery.
wheresound hadled
affordingreprieve Now I'm old&jaded
by cleveretrieve accustomed to cookies&cakery
for relief as I grieve excitedlytelling everyone I know
need for ingestion that mostfolk'sclaim at beingselfless
tocorrect faultydigestion. is mostcertainly blantantlyfakery.
Gorging Franklins
Leaves interceptingsun FatherBen in England
creatingfilteringcurtain seeingColonies romantically
limitinglight shadingsight in spirit of independence manifest as freedom.
censoring elementalbeing.
SonOfBen in Colonies
Gorging on energy I choosetowant seeingEnglishEmpire empirically
to typemywill in supernaturalfont in spirit of unity as manifestdestiny.
featuring heaven&lifeternal.
.................. BigBen ticking mechanicalfact
Leaves transformingsun deaf to drum&fife
creating greennutrition blind to gardens'freshlife.
dancingshadowflight mutingbright
embracing elementalbeing Colonialsundial organic reality
providingenergy to neverwant set againstmomentum
or needbeyond simplestfont counting on greenthumb.
featuring thisnow's ephemeralburn.
Running Born
Keepingmotorunning "I didn't ask
whilevacationing in foreigncity tobeborn"
with mapsathand markingroutes
to safedestinations. Youweren't.
....................
ImagineHun our originalhunter The lifeform
confrontingcavebear. youparasitize
wasborn my bearing
Canhesurvive by stoppingtothink your puerileprayer
of routesforflight for lifeverlasing.
or waystofight?
Now yousuffer
Memorycircuitry betterbewarm tomanage your
sapien'sixthesense asbees inswarm originalsin.
wheneeded or not
anuncontrolled bot Work tobecomeworthy
programmedbynature of yourcellular treasure
tailoredbynurture loanedtoyou for lessthanpleasure
toproduce desiredhoney whileyoutrain toloverain
&protect theirhive. asmuchas sun.
BothAnd
We'renaturally sexuallydimorphic Thisbeing ironically anabrasion to a brain
but stuffedwithin a singleorganism dutiful toduality but harboring a self
with brainsfullofhormones intent on evasion of tolerance.
creating fe/male prism. .............................
Passion. Pleasure. Cuddle.
Testosterone&estrogen Testosterone. Dopamine. Oxytocin.
eachboth partof our inequation
ofwho the heavenhell I thinkfeel I am. You&I inour battleofsexes
with a criticalquestion thatcontinually vexes
Beingborn both/& not the devil'sinvasion "Why can'twe become a betterfriend
intothechaos of evolution'simperfection byblending ournature's
butanoccasion for eachone tofeel fortwo... into nurturinglove?"
Simply Just
SimplyNatural losingitscachet Justmynext heartbeat
if consideredstaged by SuperNaturalSpirit thenext thenext thenext
or understood by SupraNaturalSelf. boring&comforting atonce.
But then wealldesire eternalife Justmystardust cooling
complete with cognitiveclarity. sans socialpressure
intellecutalprowess
Constantly sensualpleasure
Constantlyaskingsun for morefuel. nothing to need
"Whydoyou pesterme want
when I'vefilled yourbelly protect
for eternity?" project
justhisnow eachthisnow
"Eternityshimernity" bitched eternaltransform's noncaringhow.
the dogsofmore&more.
Fan
"We'veburned your meagerlargess Thisnow
tolounge throughyour incessantfreeze. solarpoweredfan
Now weneed more&more throughwhich mylife appearing
& I suggest yourdon'tdisplease." asmoments of darklight
being inreality
Itworked. sun
Thethreat beingabsurd atbest fan
thesun smiled with renewedzest &eachall'smomentary
warming the studs&bitchesboth. darklight.
Dream
Livingthedream with eyeswideopen.
Right.
Hormonesconsorting with neurotransmitters.
Roidsraging endorphinestaging comeback
from nearfatalfall fromgrace frompace
of lifedeath inthe speedingbrain suffusedwithchems.
Psychotrophic misanthropic milieuofselfishness
being my dreamscape of chosenfated reality.
"If if&buts were candy&nuts
what a finechristmas we'dhave."
Ifnows weren'thens & I wasn'twhens
how wideyed&wild wouldmybeingbe?
Emotions
Fear -- selfattacked
Anger -- selfrighteousness aroused
Happy -- self'sdesires athand
Sad -- self'sdesire's wanting
Trust -- selfaffirmed
Distrust -- selfquestioned
Anticipation -- selfwaiting for verification
Surprise -- self wrong
Carefully Bound RiverBank
Carefullycollecting Howbound River itsbank.
frog'seggs to cellularbeing Rain flooding.
from mudrut puddle thatleaving besorrow Road disappearing
vulnerabletopredators &bitter?
&dessication Allfrom oceancloud
he fears. Tastebuds water attemptinglife
perseveringthrough without earthfire.
Nurturingtadpoles seasonlesswinter
in plastictubs in hisgarage. forgettingsorrow Yet fire liftedher
duringeach nospring. &earth calledherhome.
Whenlargenough
carefullyemptyingtubs Ifpenitent whybitch? Dearth
intoshallows of lake Ifwillful toughitout! Darkness isn't despair.
certainoftheirsurvival. Death isn't dearth.
Neither gardenmum
IfOnly nor wildrose Healing splitongue
Ifonly immortality lamentransform. singingwithoutwords
didn'tconjure death sansdismay sansdoom.
I couldplay withtime endlessly
withintransform's Fireairwaterearth.
laughingbreath.
LXIV - Koan&Comment Cell
(Thanks EmD.) Cell knowingneither sow nor reap
"Those final Creatures, --who they are-- gaininglife'sheat by burningwheat
That, faithful to the close which sawoursun &smiled.
Administer her ecstasy,
But just the Summer knows." Brain knowingneither birth nor death
............................. learningtocry bybeing I
Asif whereall is empty&other.
fall infalling a harvestunique
tonow &neveragain Elementalbeing neither birth nor death
with winterspringbeing being smilingmybeing by beingsun
midlatitudeconceit. as transform'sonly&all asone.
Unknowing openningclosing Repetition
&neverever having Settingsun skimmingearth
feltfaith. illuminatingonly orange oakcrowns.
Earthairwaterfire Notbecause they'reorange likesunsetting
summerwinterspringfall beingsimply a seaonalaberration
simply lifedeath all butsimplybecause they'retallest.
within transform's
bacchanalianswarm. Sun&oak livingseparately
ninetythree millionmiles apart
Simple yetstill becomingone
Wouldn't it besimple in transform'scruel
tolive inaworld of repetition.
ticktocktime
withinreason OriginalSin
withoutrhyme? Life asmembrane
beingoriginalsin
Transform justdoesn't separatingall to without&within.
makesense.
Memory as secondsin
Bison creatingself within
Bison lesshunt than gather. cellularskin.
Leopard bothprey &cleverpredator.
Time being tertiarysin
Truffles lessgather than hunt. selling lifedeath
Amanita bothprey &passivepredator. tothedeaf&blind
astransform dervishdances
Nature unkind to huntergatherer. tothemusic of thespheres.
FinalPain MidPath
Seeing ultimatesight Seeing oakcrowns &pinespires
havingfought the endlessfight reflected in midpathpuddle.
hearing elementalbeing sing&dance Wonderingwhich is truefalse.
in primalprimeval struttingprance.
Seeingstone in tirerut
Feeling final painofme indepth of midpathpuddle.
becominglost in lovingsea Wonderingwhich is truefalse.
lesselfsleepless dreamingnomore
with eternaltransform lappinglove'shore. Peeinginto midpathpuddle
ripplingobscuring
Light reflection&depth
Sun toplant tocoal toelectricity tolight certain atlast
toshaft fromlamp throughchair torug of mytraining's task.
tobeseen duringmidnightsit
unmoving butfor myheavyhead. Sedentary
My sedentarylifestyle
Sunlight'shaft duringafternoonsit creating sedimentaryrockpile
moving at rotation's pace lesslayered than crumbling
being revolution'sface beneathweight ofmy bumbling
during forgottentime. as I train to metamorph
into lesself.
Divine
Ifmysoul notforever
letmymemories neverever
slipfrom myself's desperateclutch.
IfGod shouldpale in elementalveil
letme neverforget who I am.
**Gradually** **Sheepish**
Gradually I'll decompose I'm kindofsheepish aboutit.
like oaktree or ship madefrom oaktree Forawhile I wasbullish.
knowingthat like tree&ship Then I chickenedout
I'lltransform into bean&dip becausesomething smelledfishy.
or betteryet a potatochip. Now I'm eatingcrow.
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
Wind storm fromwithout Wind storm fromwithin Wind storm flesh&blood
destroying allit touches. toyingwith allit touches. allbeing single&free.
Praying forgiveness. Summoningstrongwill. Sailingopensea.
Clouds playingcoquette Puffgrayclouds bluesky.
winkingsun then blinking rain Contrail overHolsteinherd
then eternalgray. munching freshcutgrass.
Wind storm fromwithout Wind storm fromwithin Windstorm flesh&blood
destroying allit touches. toyingwith allit touches. allbeing single&free.
Rowingtoward a port. Surfing farinland. Sailingopensea.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
HoneyMushroom
Nearly 2,000 footballfields in sprawl
havinglived for 8,000 years or more.
Dearly 32,000 tons inall
mycilia as Honeymushroom's core.
Often undermyfoot yet rarelyfelt
nostone nocockle to disturbmytrance.
Such simplebeing neverleaving welt
nochallenge to sapiendominance.
Arrogance fuelingmydefense'sfires
kinship onlythrough indigenousgene
yet failingstill tostill myself'sdesires
that greatlover living beyondmykeen
doing thatwhich mysillywill willrue
becomingstardust as soil through&through.
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--Glossary 3 complete.--
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