GLOSSARY - 2
GlibLinguisticsOfferingSemanticShenanigans
AkaRandomYammering
SupraNaturalBeing
SelfConsciousness
OnCrossOfSelf
BeliefInDuality
Some hopefullyhelpful operationaldefinitions
based on puzzlepieces found during reading&thinking
in&out of assignedcoursework.
Also discardedpuzzlepieces(poems)
nolonger bestfit for understanding COSTofSelf.
hardscience - 1. system of observation&experimentation framedwithin reductiverationalism in an attempt
to mapreality intermsof objective causeffect chainsofevent facts call truth
a. study of inorganic universe using controlledexperiments
in attempt to understand physicalinteractions
b. useful in manipulating nonsentientuniverse to sapien's will&want
2. physics as king in Newtonianuniverse of simple cause&effect interactions
within a closedsystem of micromacrodimensions
3. automatons playingpool
softscience - (should be in Glossary-3 as part of SimplyNaturalBeing)
1. study of organicuniverse using probabilitymaps to predict sentientinteractions
2. useful for intervention inserviceto love
rationalism - 1. usingdualism for understanding mybehavior
(reason) asif malefemale lifedeath insideoutside meyou as simple contrastingopposites
couldsuffice to safelynavigate any sapien soakingwithin a synapticeswamp
of memories&neurolchemicals within a cauldron of
personalhistoricalsocialculturalinteractions
2. habit of acceptingreason as authority
3. using a highpower narrowbeamflashlight to illuminate discretepieces of phenomenon
with mathematicalprecision sacrificingreality for certainty
reductionism - 1. thinkingwholes equal sumofparts
2. Newtonianconceit applicable only in a ticktocktime linearcauseffect billiardballuniverse
3. rationalist'sdream of predictingeverything from a single axiomset
cause(&)effect - 1. reductiverationalist's dream of perfectisolation of twoevents within a
thoughtlinearuniverse with timetraveling asanarrow
2. severlycircumscribed intereactivesubsets of reality within transform'sgyre
facts - discretebits of reality perceivedthrough self's highpowered narrowbeamed
light of objectivereasoning
truth - 1. coherentinterpretation of facts by self
2. self'sconfidence initsown creations
3. useful in misunderstanding&manipulating reality to satemydesires &defendmyself
falsehood - incoherentinterpretation of facts
Horology
time - 1-81. self'smisunderstanding of transform
82. self'sreminder of imminentdeath
83. transform withanarrow
84. transform memorized
85. self creating an unnaturalconcept of directionalbeing as foundation for
belief faithope purposemeaning inservice to desire for eternalife
dreadtime - fearof endof Imemine
breathtime - linearpath of cellsuit fromwomb totomb
deathtime - 1. thoughtend of allbeing after mycellsuit transforms
2. end of breathtime with dissolutionofmemories as self
abusetime - selfdoing
healthtime - 1. self notdoing
2. nothing beingdone
meetingtime (ticktocktime/objectivetime/intervaltime) - convenientsegmentation of transform
lubricating commerce&communication within naturaltime of daynight &seasonalcycling
fleetingtime (subjectivetime/integraltime)
1. self thrashingwithin thenwhen
2. expansioncontraction of experience inresponse to desire&fear
ticktockclocks &even hourglass sand changingrhythm a. funtime - timeconstriction when pleasingself
b. diretime - timeconstriction when underpressure
c. firetime - timedilation when suffering
lietime - faultymemory creating falsereality
sightime - 1. self'sexhaustion infaceof maintenanceofsame
2. portaltolove beyond crossofself whentired of defense
freedtime - pricelesspresent bought&paidfor through rigoroustraining
then(memories) - neuronallystored electrochemical experiences usedbybrain
tocompare eachthisnow with similarwhens to predict survivalbehaviors
when(dreams) - 1. objectivepredictions of outcomes of plannedbehaviors
2. subjectivepredictions of outcomes with self indulging in desire&defense
thenwhentime - intractableintransigent memories neither taciturn nor reticent
misunderstoodbybrain as organicreality
notime (thisnow) - 1. fieldofreality as lesseparation
2. reality of eachmoment within eternatransform
3. eteranlall as transform'smurmuration
4. kaleidoscopicreality of selfconsciousorganisms
5. domain of lesself as love
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time isto self
(ridingarrow of fear of annihilation of me)
as
transform isto lesself
(being thisnow in amnesia of love)
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philosophy - 1. nonscientificattempt to clarify&understand
2. knowing via logicallyreasoned examination
3. construction of cohseiveconceptualstructures which
mayormaynot correspondto(map)reality
objectivity - 1. understandinguniverse sans memory as self
2. slurry of ElementalBeing misunderstood by sapiens
trying to filter&purify what is
3. codifying separation asif it was both necessary&sufficient to describe
our sapiendilemma
subjectivity - 1. acknowledgement that eachsapien shapes sensoryinput to avoid
cognitivedissonance with thoughtself
2. sapiens sloshingthrough synapticswamp desiringthis defendingthat
sobjectivity - 1. subjectasobjectassubjectasobject
2. lesself unjudging
3. eternaltransform incarnate
knowing - 1. assumed sharedreality
2. transformkidnapped ransombeing your acquiescence to mywill
3. pridefulsensing through self'senses
unknowing - 1. being withintransform with minimulintrusion of self
2. trainedlesself
opinion/judgment - self protectingself by shapingreality toitsdesire usingtruth asproof
psychology - 1. study of self (not mind) using&misusing memory as survivaltool
2. philosophy + neurosciences
3. religion without gods&afterlives
language - fruit of tongue'sflower providing interpersonal intellectualmatrix
1. words - a. necessaryevils
b. slipperypigs
c. semanticholesterol clogging transform'sflow thus increasingchance of selfattack
2. grammar - rules for arrangingsymbols asif purifyingmeaning
3. semantics - a. fillingsymbols with sharedexperience aka "meaning"
b. self's firstdraft of storyofme (story of isolation&lonliness)
rational language - 1. welldefined semantics&grammar attemptingtoconvey truth
2. the onlysounds within sapienworld towhich obeisance is considered
both duty&priviledge
emotionalanguage - utterances spewedbyself when exercising will&want
bodylanguage - illdefined profoundlyfelt communication of personalreality
1. Why arewenot acknowledging its preeminence?
2. Why arewenot teaching it to ourchildren?
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Beware LOCH NESS monster - LackOfCommunicationHeirarchy
NoEffectiveSemanticSystem
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Meaning being Self's Soul
howcan I be withoutyour understanding
&howcan I become less withoutbeing?
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primalstimuli - physiolgicalchallenges to sentientbeings
primalresponses - ElementalBeing's ThreeImperatives
1. Maintenance - cleanairwater nutrition excretion rest
2. Safety - v. elements
v. nonsapienpredators
a. micro - via immunesystem
b. macro - via socialsystem (connection being safety in numbers)
v. sapienpredators of my preciouself forcingdefense of reputation
thuscausing separation&suffering
3. Reproduction - not aseasy as itsounds for a socialanimal hooked on self
organism (not "body") - not materialcontainer for immaterialbeing
not machine encasing ghost holyorprofane
1. biochemicalmembrane encasing smoldering elementalstardust for an eternalinstant
2. site of neuralcircuitry of corememories (self)
intellect (fact truth reason) - 1. understanding thisasthat
2. self glimpsingreality
3. flower in vase
intuition (unknowing) - 1. experiencing thisasthis
2. lesself sensingreality
3. flower in field
falselove - tryingtodo (self beingwillful) right (judged as such byself)
1. trying to dribblethroughtrap in basketball
2. consoling you
realove - trainedforgetting
1. passingbeforebeingtrapped
2. beingthere
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WhatTimeIsIt?
(Thanks Bud&Lou.)
What time isit?
Now.
Of course now.
Ofcourse.
So what time isit now?
Exactly.
Exactly what time?!
OK forget it. Just tellme what time it was
Blizzard at homesite. at exactlynow but yesterday at this Firewood sawed&split.
PortaPotty onits side. exact time. Lyingwith poundingheadache
Door a blownsnow floor. Then. warmed by blazingfire.
Yes ofcourse then.
Fine.
Finewhat?! Comeon now beserious.
Let'stryit thisway: At thistime tomorrow
what time will itbe?
When
Tomorrow.
It'llbe when.
Yes. When it is thistime tomorrow
notnow.
Ofcoursenot. You're
exactlyright.
I am a liar. (Interrogator cockinghishead Either out or in.
All logic therein laidwaste. narrowinghiseyes thinking Losing certainty or love
Self caughtinmirror. for a moment.) with Godel's curse.
You'retellingme that whenit's notnow
it's when?
Or then.
Youmean backthen wasnow
but neveragain. And tomorrow
willbenow but now it'swhen?
Now you'vegot it.
Then whatareclocksfor?
Fernbank stillgreen Catchingfireflies. Starlesswinternigh
lining leafblanketed rocks And calendars? crescentmoon faintly outlined
throughsnow's silentstream. To jar yourfireflies sothey dark cradlinglight.
can guideyou througheach
ticktocknight.
Andby fireflies I meanstars.
Andby jars Imean theuniverse.
Makes nosense tome.
Don't youmean nonsense?
If yousayso.
Good because whatImean bystars
is ofcourse love.
Andby theuniverse
I mean dancing.
Fourvultures cruising It'sall becomingcrystal tome now Stacked withoutmortar.
residentialneighborhood. &smashingtopiecesat thesame time. Keepingsheep for centuries.
Is something amiss? Great! Fence of unshapedstones.
Wellthen this oughtobegood:
What Time Is It?
Love dervishdancing
within eternaltransform.
Thatmakes great nonsense.
Good. Seeyoulater. Bound
Laterthanwhat? Boundbetween
Laterthan thenwhen ofcourse. zero&infinity.
Enoughisenough. I'llseeyou whenever.
(And with aneversoslight Evenmath
smile&nod theypartcompany. limitedbyself.
Pieces I HateNouns!
I learn by bits&pieces I hatenouns
building in subtleincreases. they're junkfoodpounds
makingmybody looklike mounds
I usedto buildup exclusively asif ourbeing has cellularbounds
butnow I buildout inclusively &heaven is a snackbar.
notjust for me&myprivacy
but forothers I cancall family. I hatenouns
they're cavortingclowns
Usingthemagic of geometry distractingme intheir sillyrounds
avoidingtragic philosophy asif I am lessthan all.
I seek neither greaternor lessthan
but justenough to bridgethespan I hatenouns
between mylife & yours. beingsounds
madebyhounds
Notexpecting perfectidentity hunting spiritghosts
but workingtoward congruency through forest of fertility.
or rather maybe complicity ..............................
in a sharedworld of commonsense. Coffeegrounds areto nouns
as
Perhaps by defying theory'sclaim being isto coffee
beatinglifedeath at itsowngame worthless
bytouching where parallelinesmeet. oncemineral
is separated
Retreat fromephemeral.
Retreatingtostacks
livingalife of whatlifelacks Eachnoun numbing facelessface
a gradstudent envergraduating with frown of being'sparalysis
a solution alwayseparating causedby insufficientanalysis
intoself&other allalone of the makeup of angels&lovers.
searching for the magictocome
thatwill spellout the alchemyoflove. Fear
Fearofdeath creating
Ivorytower becoming fall'sbower crybabies of despair
never springblossom or summershower &
of bright of sight beyond boundself cowards cowering
becoming mustytruth as youthonshelf in thought thoughtlanguage
hidden deep&dark becoming questionmark former lackingpassion
wherenothing is asked or answered. becomingextinct to ectasy
latter lost in logic'slabyrinth
Library becomingmonastery or
with I becomingmonk found in memory'sdreaing
on imaginaryjourney with my dictionary proliferating in goodfaith.
into confinement beyondsolitary
to literal literary thoughtsanctuary Former sad butrue.
to burymyself in vocabulary Latter bad fortjefew
ofall that's ancient&legendary battlingthrough
&absolutelynothing fear of lifedeath
that'snecessary. &
eachbreath
Memoryaslibrary becomingmortuary till stillnessfound in thisnow's
& inevitably cemetery. elementalground.
Time
(Real to memoryonly.)
Braintrained on manipulationofabstractions
asif linedrawings was reality
with self itsonly arbiter.
Ticktocktime as brain's ultimatesatisfaction
as chainreaction
of memory's
PIES notjust for eating unlesstime befood for morethan thought.
PhysicalTime RealityTime Transform nonunderstood as time neverpassing.
IntellectualTime DualityTime Ticktock pantomime of time neverlasting.
EmotionalTime DivinityTime ChristmasEaster as time everlasting.
SocialTime ElementalTime Forgotten time as thisnow amassing.
Fly uknowingclocks don'tapply
unabletolive unabletodie
inits fivedayforever.
Absence TimeArrowPath
Better is the enemy of good time arrow path meaning purpose
& timearrowpathmeaningpurpose
there'snothing betterthan timaerropwatmheaninpgurpose
an absence of goodness. t a w e i p o e n u r o m
p m r h m a t n p r e I s a
Therefore t a s o m
better doesn'tstand r n f r
a chance. t r a n s f o r m
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DamnWords!
DoesThisHelp?
1. Theology GodFather GodSon GodHolySpirit
2. Salvation Faithope Meaningpurpose Forgetting
3. Philosophy Thesis Antithesis Synthesis
4. Basketball PlaygroundBall ChalktalkBall FluidForgetting
5. Psychology IndulgingMind ChokingonBodyMind RegurgitatingSelf
6. Language Semantics Grammar Poetry
7. Knowledge Belief Truth Fact
8. Knowing Certainty Doubt Stillness
9. Schrodinger DeadOrAlive Dead&Alive SPCA
10. Godel Complete Consistent Unjudging
11. Life SuperNaturalBeing SupraNaturalBeing SimplyNatural ElementalBeing
12. Evolution None ThumbTongueThought ThisNow Transforming
13. Death None CellularStill ThisNow Transformed
14. Love SeparationWorshipped SeparationFought SeparationForgot
15. Self IndulgingMemory ManagingMemories FluidForgetting
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SlipperySlope
Or
TheLogicalConclusion
Allsapiens are mortal Perhaps a shower
therefore slicingrivulets
whyfight the inevitable? inthe rootlessroad
erosion?
If it were a decision itwouldbe dangerousfooting?
logical need for groundcover?
reasonable
&maybe even necessary Alloftheabove.
to choosedeath So letsdo somegardening.
now. Orisit repairwork?
Aswe allknow Either/or both/and?
fromMASH Lets geto work.
suicideispainless .................
&bringsabout many Whatwerewe talkingabout?
changes.
But selftalk's smart Oh yes I remember.
whiledigging a deeperfoxhole When self&lesself discourse
whenthegoing getstough. itsanawkward intercourse
............... self's proudprancing
A faintbreeze? lesself's facelessdancing
A voice? tanglingtoes in a tango of lifedeath
An echo? till breezevoiceecho becoming
waltz of lifedeath
Ifany of the three beingdanced by the thousandleggedlover
a reason tobe free to the musicofthespheres
to listen? while the faint hiss ofthe leglesssnake
to hear? plagues logicians
to justbe? frustrates the reasonable
&absolutely hasitsway withthe
selfish.
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**TheTruthAboutCats**
(Beware: If you lovecats
morethan you lovetruth
Lichenfluroescing stopreading now.) Myself myshadow
within falldusk leaflitter withme thinking it isn't
markingpath backhome. AncientEgyptians deifiedthem. a bright sunnyday.
Modernpoets reifythem.
I'mhere to deepfrythem.
I havediscovered(created?) recent
anthropologicalarcheological research
revealing the truesource of the supposition
that cats are aloof&mysterious pets
often consideredcompanions when infact
they're atbest co-creatures (morelike
Squirrel chattering. subcreatures) of a mostinsidious nature. Silent forestfloor
Wildturkeys gobblingnearby. yet hearing whiteoakcrowns roar
Sirensound dwindling. So begins our intellectualjourney. their Hallelujah.
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Their's a group havingperpetuated itself
since firstcentury B.A.C.E. amazingly never
exceeding elevenmembers but members
as loyal to truthsofantiquity as Bostonfans
are totheir beloved Soxs Bruins &Celts
claiminghegemony ontheissue of linguistics.
Their methodology of inquiry discovery secrecy
hasbeen passedon tothepoint ofbecoming
a uniquegenome.
Memberschange butheface of thegroup
known by veryfew as TheLinguilita remainsunchanged
inmuch the samemanner as the immortal titles
SantaClause Zorro or TheDreadPirateRoberts.
Mud but notmuddy. After roots&rocks
Raininglong not longago. This istheir narrative as etymologicethology myold pitchfork with a tine
Rocks dark dry silent. &inevitable theosophy behindtheword nowexpressed foreachcompasspoint.
&knownas "cat".
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Duringthealleged GoldenAgeOfMysticInsight
thought tohavespanned roughly fortysevendays
inthefall of 956 or winter of 1108 C.D.A. deep inthe
MesopotamianValley where a patois of Greek
&streetArabic (MesoGreAri asitwasnever
referred as) wasuttered incompletedenial of
doctrinalconstrictions the letter "C" was derivedfrom
an hereticalhex (or theoreticaltext asthecase maybe
tohavebeen) theletter mostaccuratleytranslated
Ignoringspider. in modernEnglish as "S". Spoon scrappingbowlside.
Usingwill tobewilless. Teeth crunchingsweetceral.
Whoam I kidding? This "S" signifying "being" asin "being a self" Silentswallowing.
or "being 'as' self" a concept cherished by thatancient
iconoclasticgroup (who preferred &prefertothisday
not tobe called a group atall asif hoggingthespotlight
astheyare wontosay whereach deservestheirown spotlight).
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Now pleasereread the paragraphpreceeding
"This 'S' signifying,,," replacing the letter "A"
withtheletter "I". And inthespiritof the parasentence
beginning "This "S" signifying..." understand that
substitution of "I" for the "A" in 'cat' tosignify
Seeking heart'sdesire. "I am" but moreinthesense of "indulgence". Releasedfrombreathing
Digginghole deeper deeper. brain creatingchimeras
Findingmorempty. Following the methodological verbosity above inits boldfreedom.
the modern "T" of 'cat translatesquitefluidly
intoan "N" withthatancient "N" carrying a sense of
"narcissims" &/or morecorrectly "narcissist".
Thus the truemeaning of 'cat' translates nowtothen
astheword "sin" asin "SelfIndulgentNarcissist".
Goodsofar?
Colonial lot But the storycontinues eveninvading atits verycore Damnedwaterdancing
Seventimes longer thanwide. the sanctity of the ChristianBible. toits riverfresh freedom.
Privets grass brickpath. ............................... Rainbows inits mist.
"Sin" has alwaysbeen cojunctivewith "sinistra"
which in Greek referred to "left" butin MesoGreAri
is understood morecorrectly as "leftoff" or "leftout".
Thus "SelfIndulgentNarcissist" is literally "leftout"
ofthesociety of righteous Godfearingsapiens.
The nextstep in understanding the aloofindependence
oftheclearly spirituallybereft modernday 'cat'
depends on an accuratetranslation better interpretation
ofthe grammaticalmishmash of a "language"
Tonguecurling curledgrass (ifone canbe sobold) thatwas originallybased on Blackitten stretching.
eatenby a curlymass pseudohieroglyphs chewedintoleather toachieve Curvingclaws emergingfrom
of shortlegs&wool. the permanence of cavepainting butwith the added its soft roundedpaws.
dimension of transportability.
(Notso oddly theDNA fromspittle onthe "belt"
asin "beltout a song" reinforcingthegreat
oraltradition of preliteratecommunication
is identical to "modern"sapiens savefor the
slightincrease in basepairs knowntobe relatedto
gluttony&shortattentionspan perhaps explaining
our 21st century proclivityfor "fastfoods".)
Wherearewe? Ah yes the pseudohieroglyphys
that partlypictoralcommunication suggesting that
the socalled "Devil" in the socalled "GardenOfEden"
maynot havebeen a serpent atall.
Planningmemory. Fangless nozzlenose
Perhaps memoryplanning. Since "Sin" means "LeftOff" earlytranslators of handheld serpentinehose
Gettingconfusing. being rightfully moreafraidofsnakes than of aimed at playfulpup.
the broodingsilence&mercilessattacks of cats
purposelydesignated the deceptive devilform
as "notcat" or "catwithlegs 'LeftOff'" whileknowing
fullwell thathedevil hadtaken the form of a cat.
Throughtheages manyhavebelieved the elegance
ofthesnake was incommensuratewith the allegation
ofsin. But catapologist tookhold of the phalicnature
ofthesnake'sform toconcoct a syllogism toconvince
snakelovers that thesnake not theirpreciousfeline isindeed thedevil.
The syllogism tookthisform :
1. Temptation is bad.
2. Sex is tempting.
3. Allpenises ar sexorgans.
Therefore
A. Allpenises arebad.
B. Allsnakes looklike penises.
Therefore
4/C. Allsnakes arebad.
Nurturingflowers. Lastwocheerios
Fencingout woods&meadows. Addin the primary(secondary?) useforthat floating inbowl ofskimilk
Enjoyingbeauty. multitaskingorgan (being the expulsion of beingswallowedwhole.
wastewater) & theaura of "penisnake" asholy
or atleast undevilike takesanotherblow.
(No prurientpun intended.)
So hereweare the innocentsnake takingtheheat
for the SelfIndulgentNarcissist (SIN) aka CAT
asbeing the devil's spokeperson.
Thus the truth beyond the mystery of
"CATS"
is atlonglast outofthebag.
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OrganicComputer
Sapiens selfproclaimed "wisehominid" Environmentalexigencies
now comparing theirself with machine. becoming warp&weft
ofourtapestry with Persiancleft
Charles&Charlton declaringus being self within fabric
"damnedirtyapes" of reality.
butatleast wanting tobe a rationalbeast
wechoose to compareourself to Progarm nouveaughost
cyberhardsoftware. in ancientmaching.
Doesn'tsomeone needtodrive
Not that I'm a machine the forcesofnature?
a ghostlike ghostless mechanism
but that I'm a program Perhapstheproblem
a meaningfulmessenger is simply my rememberedpast
guidingmybehavior. withits myriadghosts
becominguseless in unweatheredforecast
So (I forget) whowrote sloggingthrough synapticswamp
the program? blurring any lingualcontrast
simplyneeding to afix reason.
Environmentalcontingencies sealofcertainty.
ofcourse ..............
unchosing ElementalBeing Not thatmypast
causing subsequentpain makeschoices forme
for our eleaboratebrain butsimply that Iam
at thisend of evolution. mypast.
Godel
Godel demonstrated quiteclearly
that I can't judge the consistency of my self
( "I am a liar. If I am I'mnot. If not I am."
Toughtotalk aboutone's self **Flat**
for myself is replete &quitecomplete "Ofcourse theworld is flat.
&I canonlyjudge whoIam fromadistance Howelse doyou explainmaps?"
&distant I'm outof love'sloop
&therefore neverable to reallyknow "Because a glovebox isn't bigenough
ifyou areasreal asme. for a globe."
Whom shall I trust
Perishable from without myclan of memories
Knowing my self tobe my unselfconscious god
is perishable. creatingmandates thatcouldbind
my wounds?
Stashing it in
reason'sdeepfreeze. Let thingkings cold circuitmachines
(poetless pitiless artifacts of argument)
make harshjudgment onmy carbonbasedbeing
(poetic pitiful artwork of passion).
Letmachines judge whoqualifies
bydint of imminence
degreeofsuffering
Inbed afterfun persistenceindischarging MountainLauel buds
eachknee remindingme of duty&obligation holdingback deepintoMay
raquet court &sun. for ultimatereprieve until Mother'sday.
fromcertainty
judgment&punishment
for physicianassisted patricide (die GodFather)
for logicianassisted suicide (die GodSon)
for gonefishinginsisting countryside (live ElementalBeing)
embraced inlove
aslove.
IAmWant Bought
Iamwant Language boughtbythought?
wantingonly Thought boughtbylanguage?
tobe myappetite.
Eitherway a saviorsought
Feedme reality'sfruit at anyprice but practice.
dearest transform
thatImaychoke Hiding in Rumi's
onits seed. "dry language grasses"
an answer for each of myprayers
Skin&Pulp free butfor shipping&handling
Eating skin&pulp with shipsinking inmy dramastorm
discardingseed with handlestoohot formy unglovedhands.
seed meaningnothing
to satedself Fearing both thought&language
but everything yet usingwords to paintpictures of
to fallowfield. streams
meadows
Eatingwithoutappetite forest
skin lakes
pulp flower
seed butterflys
field vultures
self roadkill
growinginto oldage
waningseparation sickness
&emptiness. death
tosaveme from my feltreality
Sweetness of sindeathdevil'spower
Then concealingeternalove with memoryliving
within sweetness of plum. in ticktocktime
unaware of transform's
When growing from discardedseed rhythm&rhyme.
playing hide&seek.
Thunderclap prelude.
Eating all&all Rappingrhythm on tinroof.
becoming fullmoon Gurgling down gutter.
glowing in starlessky.
Wink&Blink **Emptiness Seriously**
Billiardballbeing Emptiness
then relativeseeing beingtheconcept of
speedoflight blink "no inherentexistence"
before quantumwink isbasedon theaxiomof "inherit"
with arrowoftime asin "to inherit"
piercing transform'sbrink. & Goose cobradancing.
"existence" meaningsimply Three avianmannequins
Allthat because "beingsqueakywheel." unmoved by display.
I choosetothink
thinking mythought Thus to "inherit" the "squeakywheel"
be reality's link. implies needfor somesort of lubication
meaning (inthis conceptualworld)
(Perhaps there's a treasure somesort of "sequentialbeing"
in a chest fullofpleasure whichconcept hasalready beenrendered as
tobefound at the end "time".
of my rainbowpretend?)
Yet "time" tothe ancientScylarians
Materialwealth (those semimmortals withwhom
feeding desire'self wehave disproportionate respect
leavingme in permanent concerning vivisection of transform)
postprandialethargy. meant (means?) "toentomb"
inthe sensethat eachlife
That'swhen bruteme is inherently its owndeath This lightrain willstop.
goeson mymadspree if&onlyif Notwo vastripplingocean
naming&maiming bothlife &death or my wretchedself.
transform'state obtain simultaneously.
counting&mounting
defense againstfate Andtheydo.
asif ridingstraight Therefore "emptiness" & "inherentexistence"
on life'scarousel are provenby "self's extensionintime".
asif unringing
myunrungbell Andsince "emptiness" is itself
asif sendingmydreams "word"
to myprivatehell. howcanwords beused in "explication"
whoseroot is "extinction"
Wink&blink&all isdone. inits fundamentalform of "enemyof"
Wink&blink&all isone AKA "enmity" thepittingof
&same&different "I againstother" whichisclearly
in insanepirouette begging the questionproposed
with powerlying making "no inherentexistence"
in power to forget. as "emptiness"
a tautology
worthless inanyworld of judgment
Only fallenflat &heinous inourworld
does stillcoin become headstails. lubricatedsoperfectly Newton'scoldmachine
Inflight whatasight! by "eternaltransform" sufferingfromsentience
as "love" whilebecoming green.
ineach
Catfood in herbowl "thisnow"
&onstairs halfdigested.
Divapet purring. ---Q.E.D---
Prediction
Prediction finalarbiter of value Predilection finalarbiter of value
in a worldofscience. in a worldofsentiment.
Empiricalrationalists Impalpablesensualist
believing metgereadings&math believinginbelieving
canmap trillions of biochemintersections wrappingworld in trillionsofdesires
each with rightonred eachlacking nopassing
but no lefturn greenarrows. ¬ a stoplight insight.
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Believingthatreducing Prerogative finalarbiter of value
thisthat to causeffect in a world of rank&file.
onecanknow &iintervene
on eachall nextstep. Imperiousopportunists
believinginmight
Intervention promising benificence beingtheonlyone
with data providingconvenience among eightbillion others
of certainty inan unHeisenbergworld eachstreet onewayonly
of perfectiogn via dichotomy &closed anyway.
implyingopposites without inbetweens ...................
makingreality asif sodomy Presence finalarbiter of value
in a naturalworld of passion'slobotomy in a world of lesseparation
creatingconviction while losinglove. with a bazillionways tosay
I love you.
HER ConvolutedBrain
HistoryErasingReality. What convolutedbrain couldcause
"Theolder I get streamoflife to loseitsource
thebetter I was" rushingotpool in canyonbare
beingospel of agingathlete in hedonistic tourdeforce?
or my self enshrined as icon.
What frenziedthought creatingflotsom
"Memoryserving" self &selfalone dammingflow of love'sweeetsigh
becomingitsown veryprivate timezone fillingpool of stagnantself
creatingmyth from assumedtobeknown to breedmosquitoes of suck&die?
withdesire spitingdefense in faceof fact.
What hummingbird within dryskull
Pretendingpast an accuratereality couldbeat emptyair beyondmybreath
intent on confirming myself'simmortality blurringdistiinctions in flightlesspeed
claiming obesiance to historicaltruth in heretherehovering till nectarsweetdeath?
(What's tobegained
by facingbrutefact What self cancalm that selfsamebeing
blantantlyadmitting whilebeingauthor of eachact all idea
toall I lack?) whilecausingeffect &affectboth
when I deserve tobeprotected searching narrowblind for panacea?
from a then that'sunexpected.
Giveup givein giveover to fate
After allnight rain all lovesyoulove all lovesyouhate.
pickupstick pineneedlepath Let thought runwild as undisciplinedchild
barelypassable. tillmeeting itsmaster humbly.
OnceThought RuleOfLaw
Oncethought twicewrought Writtenlaw as ruleofthumb
words livingincontrast deeds holdingfast grasping at quick&EZ.
in our world of separation
choosing thisoverthat No time for judge jury justice
dailydeath to Shrodinger's cat sapiens retreatingtolanguage
&credence to Godel's commonsense pressing flowerpetals
that judgment&love can'tcoexist. between pagesofprecedent
having yankedplant fromsoil.
Oncethought twicefought
in Gordian's do or knot. AI metingoutjustice
within an AR.
Godchoosing throughthinking
Abel more able thanCain Perfection
(originalsin or freewill's firstwin Perfection of creation as SuperNatural.
with mindmattering Perfection of execution as SupraNatural.
morethan thisnow?) Acceptance of reality as SimplyNatural
asif Charybdis couldn'tdevour Scylla ElementalBeing manifestwithin
asif BatmanSuperman JabarLebron. eternaltransform.
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Defining ReDefining
Rationalism defined by GarySnyder Rationalism redefined
"Loveless knowledge that "Liberatingknowledge.
seeks with blind hunger." Inviting with openarms."
Of course one Hubble is moreimportant Lesseparation through lessjudgment.
than caring for 100,000 poor pregnantwomen. Lessjudgment through lessfear.
Lessfear through moreknowledge
Of course one atificialheart is moreimportant asother asI indisguise.
than 100,000 immunizations.
Diversity&variety enhancingsurvivability
Of course escapevelocity is moreimportant through intellectualability
than learningtolivedie within ourveryown emotionalstability
earthairwaterfire. socialcompatibility
blind to shallowphysicality
skincolor bodytype evensexuality.
UnDefining
Whereas "rationalism"
couldbedefined objectively as
"a mathematicallyrigorous system for
preciselymapping smallpieces of reality"
perhaps "ElementaryBeing"
couldbe undefined nonrationally as
Tenyearsold today "the universe'smanagement of matterenergy Dog squattingtopoop
butwith allthoseyears shedding within transform's yieldingembrace." beingstartled by whitetail.
whynot combedaway? Sprinting withoutfail.
Then thinkingless&lessthinking causeffect
workingless on treatmentcure to prevention'sneglect
seeking socialjustice to reducedemand
forcingsupply to inevitableremand
intheface of diminishing marginalutility.
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**FiftyYears**
Physics 1965 BMOC kingofscience Failingsimplicity
thus kingoculture as Hitlerbeater in predictingeccentricity
as Einsteingreeter living radiantlife tester seekingauthenticity
of Bohr's iconicatom. attempting to blunt nature'sduplicity
by administering yetanother test.
Alleging perfectfatalism
if&onlyif allisknown atonce Finallyfindingitbest intheir endlessquest
asif actofseeing not a prism to simplyobserve each non normalcurve
scatteringnow to kaliedoscopicwhen infectingobjectivity with neophysicalrelativity
sadly for truebelievers inwhich eachtrain is a carouselcarrying
frustrating for systembeavers observer observation observed asone.
relief for realityreavers
plunderingpride'spantheon. This ultimate assessmenflub
............................. will indubitablybedubbed the
Psychology 2015 pretender to throne SpecialHumanInteractionsTest
alleging predictiveperfection resultsofwhich willbecollected as
ofany singlesapien'sbehavior SHIT
if&onlyif no interdiction tobeanalyzed with our age's most cuttingedgetool
howeverfaint the decree (preventingpsychologists from becomingthefool)
by intransigentreality. the AttitudeInhibiter being the new AI.
Sadly for thosewhodesire
to tamebehavior's fiercefire Windchime's softsong
beforeboil &ensuingtoil lost until fall'srustlingleaves
of cleaningup sapien'squagmire. havebeenblown from deck.
Song
From TVset to CD-ROM Kids thoughtknowing toomuch toosoon
a generation torntobits wrapped in griefproofcertitude
&pieces of a flawlesswhole firmlyembracing bigbrotherhood
servedup as cybersoniczits. surfingtheirinternet searchingforfood
Mistaking expandingcircuitry forcells forsuccor for pulsingbeast
for expansive lesself living lyingbeneath imperfectbrain
pretendingmystic mythicgains searching for that fillingfeast
from mysterious hardware &pseudobrains of unspeakablecomfort ceasingallpain.
trippinglinear lightfantastic Feelingheat beyond coldscreen
ignitingbinary starofstars hearingsoundless silent scream
pulsing with drabdichotomy beyondillusion of cyberspace
pumping coldblood of certainty. an inkling of kinship with sapienrace.
RAM more RAM to pushtherod Youth tooquick to jugementharsh
&staff of life lackingnourishment. socertain of being bothright&wrong
Factoidfacsimilies fillingmyscreen livinguntouched untouchinglife
glowingwithenvy foreach adulteen knowingeachword withoutknowing
the song.
buying its hardrive softbite deal
payingforknowledge with wisdom Trippingoverwords
each carpaltunnel keystrokeheel during singing&dancing.
screenaddicted &simply nofun. Sensesbeingstunned.
JustSo
One nanosecond = 1/1,000,000,000 second.
(Onebillionith of a second.)
Speedoflight = 186,000 miles/second. Calculating
Noteven whitecaps (Yes per second.) Calculatingdew on dawnglimmer green.
cankeepmeoff my basslake Judgingdirection of grain whileunblinking.
during springbedding. Fantasticalnumbers sobrief sofast. Taking a walk spikefooted emptyheaded.
Strokingeachputt unthinking.
It justsohappens that in one nanosecond
(that ridiculouslybrief moment) Then&when addingup to ten
light but playing in transform's now.
(that foolishlyfast matterenergy) Unrehearsed my nevermemorized verse
travels a momentousdistance of onefoot neverever a number in love'suniverse.
(12inches 30centimeters).
That's the length of one "nice eatingsize"
largemouthbass
TellingAllTruth (which I catch&release ofcourse). **BetaBet **
(Thanks Em.Dickinson.) Using vauntedalphabet
Tellingalltruths Or distancebetween living as thought'scoquette
from selfishslant God&Satan forgetting self'spartner
infirmedelight Duke&Carolina in myminuet
myopenessbeing StateFair creampuff danced to transform'sbeat.
lesself'surprise. &mymouth.
Some notime try betabet
As lightning'sfright Or you&me admittinglanguage as self'sregret
tochildren eased eachbeing verybrief thathas nolegs to danceon.
with explanationkind eachbeing veryfast
my lesself mustdazzle eachneeding to exceed
gradually theoreticalimit of light'speed
or everyother inorder tobeseenas
be blind. a couple of feet
in passion'sthroes.
Diverted. Speedingup.
I Or betteryet Blocked. Splashing to whitebubbling.
I have noidea whatime itis. threefeet as oneyard Stream neverceasing.
I have noidea whatime is. perhaps
I have noidea what is. with a whitepicketfence.
Spontaneous
I have noidea what. Fungi "A mindful state achieved through
I have noidea. Unabletoproduce. meditation will lead to spontaneous
Failedpredator. right action."
I have no. Lazyscavenger.
I have. Eatingonlyleftovers. Is above a 1. joke?
I. 2. test?
Transform'sintrepid 3. koan?
warrior.
TimeLapsing Self
Timelapsing stealingnothing Self carryingburden of duality
thatwasn't bruteself tostart. failing underweight of expectation
of lifeternal.
I wantingall as minealone
clock's hourhand becomingdart. Self bastardchild of all&emptiness
flailing in spacebetween
Timecollapsing admittingnomine desire&defense.
nohis noher's notheirs noyours.
NonSense
Sans ticktockclock timingmyaffairs Nonsense of past&futuretense
elusive I withering withall its cares. with language usurpinglicense
to redefine reality
Schrodinger'sGym with its arrogantguarantee
Trapped in a cellsuit in Schrodinger'sgym certain of concretecause
playingbasketball with selfdecaying. whilecaught in transform's etherealeffect
beforeafter eachdeed undone
In moments when I don'tremember me on earth asitis on tipofself'stongue.
am I deadoralive or simplyfree
of expectation that I remain as I Relax dearlinguistics
of desire tobecome a refugee alwayseeking the quickfix
from weight ofall mymemory? playingdreamories in feality
to self's immenseappetite.
Leaving gym asIcame but somewhat lessinsane
having forsomenotimes forgotten self'spain Better let wordsdance in rhythmrhyme
unknowing lifedeath as transform'sbreath as poetrywaifting in threequarter'stime.
&love as lesself profane.
**DryingHands**
Entering restroom hearing rrrrrrrrrt Wipedclean&standing pullingup mypants
puzzled foramoment while droppingpants to shit. rrrrrrrrrt again as I search with a glance
Rrrrrrrrrting again me swiveling asIsit noticing threesections of handryingtowel
searchingforsource of unusualsound. hanging fromdispenser as whiteflapping bowel.
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Approaching with caution to rinsehands at sink Now five towelsections straightdown to floor
reachingforsoap rrrrrrrrrt quickasablink. me slinking fromsink tocommode todoor.
Turning faucet with zenlike focus An infraredeye on forehead ofdrool
rrrrrrrrrt onceagain someweird hocuspocus. sensingallmovement thismad hightech jewel.
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With cobralikestrike teairngloose whitetongue Wipinghands withoutfear goingoutdoor
from nosebeloweye of rack sowellhung. ballinguprefuse thinking justoncemore.
With backtodoor like catonprowl A motionlessreopenning &tosstowardwaste
slippingout withoutripping that sensitivegrowl. triggering onelast rrrrrrrrrt as I leave selfeffaced.
ComputerLove
Computers can never learntolove A generation torntopieces&bits
because they can neverforget by TVsets &CDROMs
or feelconfusion of toomanyfacts facing adolescent presocialzits
or feel the fear of what it lacks. while beingtaught feltlife by silly sitcoms.
It being nonsentient can neverlose A generation born to buffalowings&chips
its reflexive signature of objectivetruth devouring saltyfat of facts.
neverbeingsubject to subjectiveblues Munchingknowledge in megabytes
in its tiny black&white senseproof booth. creating fatuous micro insights.
Statistic this statistic that Trippinglinear lightfantastic
formaldeterminism all downpat. igniting binary starofstars
Pretendingmystic mythicgains dichotomizing with coldcleanclicks
for mysterioushardware &pseudobrains. no fireflies in imagination's jars.
Kids thinking theyknow so much so soon Trained to quicker harsher judgment
becoming wrapped in griefproofcertitude. lacking compassion to understand.
Feelinguneasy sensing theirdoom Knowing their right from other'swrong
facts their only nutrientpoor food. knowingthewords without singingthesong.
Mistaking expanding cyberfield While somesmallbrains hummingsoft allday
for expansive life of lesself mix fact&fancy in delightfulplay
living behind softwareshield realizing reality in the gentlesway
while hiding from all humanstrife. of transform's mildbreeze
in each blossomingMay.
Mistaking communication for community
with keystroke&font their onlytouch
a generation screened from he&she
using sexaslove in desperateclutch.
Grabbed on streamsidepath.
Hostage of springfragrances.
Noransom toosmall.
Using razor'sedge Shout "Wetdog! Wetdog!
to sharpen transform'spencil as shecomes to jumponyou
for shadingin sun. &shemay staydown.
Asif springspirit Ofallglories Lost for a moment.
a bad cause&effect joke disappearingcompletely Nocredit forforgetting
forthose stilloncross. notdoing noharm. just memory's sin.
Allowing nostill. Notes highlow thenwhen Silence a between? Fugue of ceilingfan
Thiswaterfall of allsound erasingallemptiness Asif melodycomplete my constantlybuzzinghead
flowingtoitsrest. creatingthiswhole. rhythm exhausted? &her loudsnoring.
Thisword paradox Thisworld paradox Notremembering
asif pairofducks pondland asis pairoducks pondland &certainly notknowing
unknowinglanguage. laughingatlanguage. yet thisplace myhome.
Branchesfall leavesrise Leavesfall branchesrise
overunder autumnskies underover autumnskies
as eachsummer dies. with endoflife sighs.
Before winter'sbite
evergreen dulledbyautumn
Then its winterwhite.
TimeTravel EveryReason
Timetravel in a universe withoutmemory? "I have everyreason tobeproud."
Impossible. contains howmany sins?
Given undisciplinedself 1. "I" ofcourse being rootofallevil
cheaptickets from now toany thenwhen perhaps purevil itself.
beinglimited by ancientdesire (Sorry "money" butwithout implicit
¤tfire. "want" you'dbe justsomuch TP.)
Gettingdirt onthat illgottentime 2. "Have" perhaps implicit in "I"
howcan I launder it makingitappear butperhaps complicit initsownsin.
morenutrious than cottoncandy? (Asif "I" couldexistwithout desiretoacquire.)
Selling my cottoncandy for cotton 3. "Every" implying "each" which is "I" in disguise.
then sewing sanctifiedclothes (Perhaps "each&all" wouldsatisfy most halfgods?)
tocover my ulceratedbody.
4. "Reason" halfgod of sanity. Righthought being a
It'sNot necessarybutwoefullyinsufficient element in
It'snot thatwe hadgills "sought butbest neverfound." (Therefore no sin.)
but that wehavethemstill
yetstill frequentshallows 5. "Tobe" (or not) beingwaytooeasy metaphysically.
neverexploringdepths. Tobewhat? Tobe thisthat butmostly ofcourse "I".
(Therefore see #1.)
Not unreasonable but nonreasonable.
Not illogical but nonlogical. 6. "Proud". Again waytooeasy. One of ourdeadlyseven.
Not feeling as dryland &loving asocean (Evendisguised as "selfrespect" or "selfesteem"
but to reason that theyaretwo "self" is "I" &pride is all toobvious toany whoreason.
whiledrowning in languagelogic. ..........................
So itseems wehave six sins
It'snot thatwe canthink or onesin in sixforms
buthat we're alwaysthinking thatsin being "word"
still frequentingshallows whereword is "truth"
afraid toexplore depths. &"truth" shall setyoufree
tobebound (butnever gagged)
Predilection by selfishness.
Atoms obeying physicalchemicalaws.
Socioeconomicmarkers swayingsapiens enmasse. **SomeThing**
If youdesire something for nothing
Youdon'tknowme! first youmust cashout allyournothing.
Youknowme betterthan I do.
Then tradeon your cleverness&goodlooks
Minute&mass naturalbehaviors immutable. &see howfar that getsyou.
Individual sapienbehaviors inscrutable.
Duality MyTrueNature
Excludingmiddle letmerule highestground Truthbetold there is noproof
duringflood of perfection brooking nocorrection that I has a nature at all.
duringdiatribe of mytruth whilewatchingyou drown.
Truth&nature definedbyme
Splitbrain creating splittingheadache with thatme beingreality'srefugee
thisnow v. thenwhen waging uncivilwar of introspection fleeing whiledeclaring memory'styranny.
unabletofeel what'sreal among memory'sfake.
I canonlyhope tobecome withoutlocus
Bipolar betterthan nopoles atall goesthequip earthairfirewater lackingfocus
asif equatorialife toorife for self'sprotection lostwithin eternaltransform
&toofar from argument always on tongue's tip. with lesself'slove becoming timelessnorm.
Fareast's swordsevering farwest's gunsexploding Nonnature beyond ticktocktime
in duels always ending in immaculateconception lesself&allother in perfectrhyme
followed as expected by loser honing or reloading. lest truthbecome mynature'svocation
distracting mefrom mymeditation
Asif rose can'tclimb abacus in fragrantconfirmation till realityfound
that withintransform's expansiveconstellation in simpleduration.
reality unknows sapienconceived separation.
Less I lesstruth simple reality
**MetaPoker ** heat cold timid bold
1. Knowingmyhand. mud muck desire'suck
2. Guessinghishand. eachallspread within thisnow
3. Guessingwhat hethinks Ihave. eachallwed with transform'svow.
4. Guessingwhat hethinks Ithink hehas. #############
5. Guessingwhat hethinks Ithink hethinks Ihave.
LawofDiminishingMarginalUtility Hearingfire dying.
obtaining. Dog onsofa lying.
Self metastasizing becomingmalignant. Nearingsleep sighing.
Truth v. Reality
True is tricky with false alwayslooming Philosophyofreality SantaClause &GodAlmighty
where reality can neverbe rightwrong. nofun atall eachtrue as sin &neither real.
Transform awash in nonsymmetry becomingmerely Beliefinfaith beliefasfaith
being a flowingwaltz. a languagebrawl. creating desire's hermeticseal.
Philosophyoftruth being fodderforfolly Degree of self being Lesself living in diminishedlanguage
whileration is happy with a logicalfinale. limitingfactor in hearingonlymusic of earthlyspheres
test of truth v. reality. with self beingmastered by semantics
composing atonalsymphonies of Imemine.
Descartes
Descartes - devil or demigod? "Iwink therefore Iam" in fun
"Ithink therefore Iam" playing a game of "lesswill bedone"
creatingsin by word defined in sapiensuit with brain&lung
&heedless in humanrace with selfishtongue
creatingmind
with where nothing'sfound if forever one
its inevitablecorruption nothing beingnew under eternalsun
as self. where blinkofanI &self willbelost
with desire'sate being myonlycost
Whathave webought
from that snakeoilsales sapien as trainedlesself in transform'sgyre
creating I from allthereis is lostinlove within heavenlesschoir.
separatingfamilies of yourminehis ################
creating I from alltherewas
idea valued morethan whatonedoes? Jung
Jung sufferingSuperNaturalism
Sansthought we'rewhat we neversought unwilling to facedeath headless on
&were allthewhile longbefore wefought mistakingsapien's survivalcircuitry
to notbethis &neverthat for sharing beyond elementalneed.
layered ideas becoming layers of fat
with self onself examiningsame Soitgoes within intellect'spredilection
discovering to our eternalshame for certainty&immortality
I have sinnedoften worse yet I amsin asif I canlive forever&free
unable to win brain's thinkingame. from eachofyou for the priceofme.
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Opinion TimeLapsing
Opinion to truth to fact Timelapsing yet forgettingnothing
onlytying the twoformer lack thatwasn't mybruteself tostart.
are enoughfriends to defend I wantingitall asonlymine
attack. selfishness creating duration'sdart.
Let'snot dillydally Timecollapsing admitting all others
with whowere never separate butalways a part.
subjectobject Sans ticktockclock timingouraffairs
whenyou have enoughsubjects elusive I withering withall its cares.
to backup your objection
that myworld maybe reality. Choking
Takingtinybites
Opinion ringingtrue chewingslowly
when echoingincanyon swallowingcarefully
of self'sbestdefense trying to notchoke.
hidingfromposse
whileplanning next robbery. But collar of starchedshirt
twosizes toosmall
Fact Is tolet foodpass.
Fact is onlypoets can singtruth.
Chokingon spittingout
While you&I are arguing chunksofwhat I countastruth.
wincing&winching wrangling&wringing
proudlyparading ouropinions Sharpeningteeth bitingboldly
poets are dismembering with fang&jaw
wafting&waltzing whirling&weaving what I once heldinawe
reality. now lyingatmyfeet in fetidpile.
Same sounds. Yet noamount of wordplay
Different songs. strained drained sliced or diced
can clearpassage from headtoheart
Sobject reason being waytoonarrow for life.
Subject asmyself is memory.
Object asyourself is memory. Knowing
Nouns knowing knowledge growing
Subject as object is sobject in brain of separation.
lesself unjudging unjudged
imminent organic real. Verbs agreeing words sent fleeing
from site of desire'screation.
EndTime
Endtime for hourglass Numbers flowing certainty glowing
just onemore silentslipping whereonly genius exists.
grainofsand.
Emptinessmanifest intellect set to rest
Flipping time'suniverse whereonly fools arekissed.
flowingagain being self'scurse
towatch towait as eternity'sfate
slipsilently withinglass figureight. Solice
Takesolice in math
Body&Mind pseudorationalsapien
Conscious of a being asif I live inmyhead
from a place I knownotwhere alone.
conscious of both body&mind
a strange unlovingpair Curse each bruteclock
competing for my corporealsuit conning with constant ticktock
in battleharsh in war unfair offeringmeasurement
uncivilclash to finalbreath clean calm sane
with pompousbluff&deadlydare. whilebeingswamped
by hormone's elementalclaim
Conscious of both body&mind of periodictable's eminentdomain
from a place both far&near with lesselfonly
neverknowing unity dancing to reality'srippling
never nearly trulyfree. withothersmoving in fits&starts
to ticktocktime's metronomic
Conscious of both body&mind stacattostippling.
&of my fundamentalfear ##########
that afterfighting tomydeath **If unstoppableforce met slipperyslope would it become
those satedghosts will disappear fastest toboggan ever?**
becoming nothingness&less
as earthairwater&fire confess
their gameofself being sapien'stest **What does the immovableobject do
to see who can letgo desire&defense if it hears the bell on the
abandoning shameblame &begin to train icecream truck?**
tobe love beyondichotomy.
**LosingOil**
Whenmy screwin oildrainplug screwedout Now backto oil&spill&slick
somewherebetween Dayton&Indianapolis someEPAofficial justbeing a dumbhick
idiotlights arousedme from sixtatestupor thinking hecouldmake a tengrand finestick
endingmydream of vacationbliss. inacourt of mypeers with theirjunkercars outfront.
Untrustingprevious ownerortwo Suit havingnostanding thoughtherewas someslipping
to havemaintained mybeast through sixfiguremiles that EPAstuffedshirt soilinghisuit whilefalling
rummagingamong my backupsupplies formydefense as plaintiveplaintiff that I hadnosense
knowingtheirhistory of creatingsmiles & tohurtmemore wouldbeappalling.
two sparetires one sparewheel Then backtojob athand inhand
twogallons anitfreeze fivegallons gas &in mymind needingtobe unbound
two sparkplugs onerotor one jumpercableset tothinkdivergently tobe outofmybox
just one extrabattery (to lowerourmass) to curl&spiral for solutions unfound.
sparkplugwires fanbelt extrafan Trying wrongsized lagbolts&sheetmetalscrews
threelengths twowidths of allpurpose hosing globbedwithadhesives of alteredadhesion
both short&longcrowbars for thingstobeopenned even acytelenewelded in blowtorch fury
three stoutbungeecords forthings thatneedclosing failingtohold jerryriggedplugs inplace
twobottles of booze (forbartering only) tillchecking my wellstocked foodstuffs cooler
twotarps threeflares & firstaidkit findingcoolerheads (oflettuce) underoldmapping
full of splints&tourniquets evensyringes &halfhidden nearperfect &perfectlyunbidden
&six antivenoms incase I wasbit drainplug psuedofacsimilies readyforunwrapping.
onelarge WD-40 onesmall bonuscan Bananas toosquishy aswellas plums.
guaranteed byrealife tomakethings undone Bread tooporous. Sausage toofat (toofat?!).
tworolls ductape withbonus tenyards Watermelon tooprecious. Cocounuts toolarge.
guaranteed insealstrife tomakeit asone Eggplant (whatcanbesaid?) eggplant justhat.
twopacks of jerky (forbartering only) Yetneither toolarge nortoosmall &taperedtoperfection
one screwdriverwrenchammersaw wondertool firm yet softenough for forcedthreadturning
one combo voltammeter forallthings electric a perfectreplacement this root of greatmerit
assumingdriver no neutronicfool BugsBunny'sfavorite an uncooked rawcarrot!
nonperishingfood forany overnightstand Thankgoodness thatveggie was a selftappingroot
an astronautblanket toholdin myheat cuz I'd traded myonly tap&die set lastTuesday
fluidsfortransmission steering&brakes as a truckstop neartCharleston for youneedn'tknowhat
fourquartsofoil righthere atmyfeet but myroot gotme tohere withoughaving topay.
but nodamn replacementdrainplug.
Carrotscrewedtight refillingoil
(As anaside I mustconfide drivingon assuredthat throughcomingnight
thiswasnever asbadas my oilchangefiasco that foranyproblem that couldpossibly befallme
when replacingplug&fillingtillspilling I'd rise tothechallenge withmy couragetobe.
learning nextday afterwatchingflow ..............................................
Driving to Indianapolis for a realpart (with faint remorse)
that I had drained transmissionfluid not oil atall beingcaught in a deluge of drivingrain (of course)
motor hummingon butcar standingstockstill. you'dneverguess what I improvised as an umbrella
Thankgoodness for sparetranny &hydrauliclift havingbartered my bumbershoot in Miami lastsummer
uiucouragetorepair &what'smore mysheerwill to a wellfruited but waymorethanseedy fella.
for thumbing to AutoZone formoregasketcement ##################
havingwasted fulltube in fauxfanbeltrepair PreEaster parade
then buyingsome posterpaper &fashioning a gasket sidewalk blossomingpalepink
relishingchallenge withneverathought of unfair.) trees shadingstreet jade.
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SpeedOfThought
InfiniteDesire dividedby Eternity equals SpeedOfThought.
Howmuch can I want ineach fleetingnow?
Letmetake a moment tothink onthat.
IsTo Entropy
Philosophy isto psychology My lifedeath isall lifedeath
as &
truth isto reality eternal.
as
supernatural isto simplynatural Life isto leaf
as as
pretending isto predicting love isto root
as while
remembering isto thinking root isto seed
as as
time isto transform flower isto fruit
as beingdevoured
self isto memory inpassionof
as self digestingself
thenwhen isto thisnow. with I being eachbud growingtill
ingrowing outgoing outgrown growingin
Hormones purestdisorder
Hormones whileflashinig slysmile
headlesshorsemen after
coursingthroughmyorganism continuoustrial
unaware of bodymind schism. with verdictbeing
innocent byreasonof
To ration (mindyou "reason" of)
perpetratingvandalism perfectinsanity.
coloringbrain's B&W line drawings
with teardrop prismrainbows HowNow?
onfaceof purereason. Sleeping waking washing
living loving havingfun
To passion happeningallthetime
vindication of intime
my ancestor'sheat yet nevereverdone.
as chemicalmessengers
coursethrough Inaninstant
my threepoundrepository ineachinstant
of eachnow
allsanity thisonlynow
& simple empty now.
illusion.
Sunset twilightpast
oakcrowns silhouettes only
in a floatingsky.
Flowerboxpathway Fourthstory dormroom.
hushed pinkpetaledcentipedes Flights of imagination.
beneath whitelaurel. Flights tobe forgot.
A singlecricket Despitelittlelight Fire summoningbreeze
&mytimer tickingstill dawnbirds beginningchorus tofill itshotlungs with breath
waitingfortheday. throughmist of earthkissed. then exhalepurehell.
Washingfour deepbowls Twentythree raindrops.
icecream cereal icecream Threesants (eighteenlegs) crawling.
then finally soup. Then horsefly landing.
Whendidit turnlight?
Whendid I becomeconscious
of eachday eachnight?
TwoPenitents Seasonless Virtues
Beaver Howdosapiens livingnearequator Four cardinalvirtues
nopride or at eitherpole inage of socialmedia
in constantbuilding. possiblyunderstand wisdom becoming opinion
our moderation becoming indulgence
Bumblebee midlatitude wisdom? fortitude becoming righteousness
no gluttony prudence becoming indignation.
in pollination. Withoutwinter whatofspring?
Withoutspring whatofsummer? Believinganyallthings sharingnothing.
Bear Love lostinentitlement.
no sloth Whatoflife without splendor&irony
in hibernation. of deciduousforestfall? Behavior
Brainchems behavior'sgyre
Rabbit Whatbeing'sgrowth canoccur afferentefferent elementalmire
no lust while strandedinEden hardly a mechanicalmode
in eachspringbrood. or icyheaven's hell? interintra reactions impossibletothrottle.
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Mouse Howcan sapienbrain conjurecontrast Organismic smorgasbord
no greed sanseasons abhorredbythose wielding
in grainstorage. &seasonless conjure sin as separation either Occam'srazor
forcingneed for moralimperatives? or warrior's braodsword
Peahen whileseekingsilence
no envy With transform'srecomposition &simplexplanation.
in herdrabeyes. readilyathand or at arm'sfrozenlength
howcan fearofGod manifest No rationalreduction.
Shark &withouthatfear No logicaldeduction.
no ire deepfaith No dualisticobstruction.
in slashingattack. bothbeingnecessary
.................... to maintain deity'sdominion Rather destruction of
Sapien overmyfailingself intellectualconstruction
training for stuck in myfragile&sickly cellsuit. duringtransform's
humility eternalreproduction
moderation Over&Over whilebathing in reality's
diligence Ticktock thisnow. unforgiving efflorescence.
chastity Tocktick nowthis.
charity Ticktock nowthis. Before I swallow
contentment Tocktick thisnow. pills hiding in spacesleft
love. Tickticktocktock. by my missingteeth.
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