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Sunlows shadowgrows Clearskyhike at dusk Twostones tossedatonce
asif to obscure newoon compass atlat notamust simultaneousrippling
becoming spotlight. even for poorme. whenlanding asone.
Underumbrella Tryingtocatchsun
counting each countlessdrop. in eastwest tirerut puddle.
Suddenlyafraid. Dog taking a drink.
Combining fourtongues Littlebrotherpine Churchspire piercingsky
beingvalued creative trunk onefoot from giantoak heaven raining angels saints.
not a plagerist. snuggling beneathcrown. Salvation nomore.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
CalendarPhasing
Moon phasingthroughcalendar Sapiens's inhumanity to sapiens
yetfailing tofit preciselywithin beginning with Mondaymorningalarm
sapien reproductivecycle. &first ticktock of routine workweek
endinginhumanely with prolongedbeat
Orderd by brutereason of cellsuit'silly sicklydance withnature
although illfittingseason eschewing anydream of romance
toblink one extrablink within inevitablexplosion of entropy.
with olympianfortitude ......................................
makingGod conform to Orderasinsanity. Lunatics of sweatlessfog
our punctiliouspride. dancingoncalendars with muddyboots
railingagainst moonitself for evensuggesting
Clockworkmachines regularity inourmadly incoherentbeing.
taming vagrantime
metronome of righteousness Orderdisorder identical when unconvinced
beatingBach tothebeat by grammaroflogic &/or certaintyofseparation.
only beatpoets &jazz aficionados
couldhope to synchopate Elementalbeing unordered in perfectdisarray
into musicofthespheres. distinguishing neithertime norplace
nor slightest trace of personality.
Time named thusmaimed ..................................
tofit standardcasket Gardeniablossom dryingbrowning
dyinginplace toskew nextcensus withering falling.
in gerrymanderngecstasy.
Bud beginning to open
Dyingfacetoface with mocking physics of entropy
hands on statisticalclock. with psychology of empathy.
Dyingwithoutembrace
of lesself'sflock Even asHe hasrisen fromthedead
floatingintransform's lives&reigns toall eternity
thirteenthmonth. where He is you&me.
Lenses SelfSame
Telescopes microscopes Selfsme selfsane
scopes on highpowered rifles but boredwithperfection
missingforest for somanytrees seekingstimulation inmyown reflection
seeingcellsacks missing being'seas. vowingtoforget allisone
whenself as altered becomingasother
Seeingwhat I will brutallydefine bringing being'serection
precise&alone twiceunderlined &muchmorefun.
withlines beinglimits ofmy myopicmaking
miniatureworlds forme for mytaking. Playingmygame of selfinsane
asif mirroresknowing leftfromright
Wheregiving beingpriceless coinofall'srealm asif imageknowing blindfromsight
with I bobbinghelpless at shiplesshelm spinningheadless headofme
of crests of forgetting &troughs of myletting tillbeing'splay shallsetmefree
othersdrown instorm ofmy foresaking. from introspection&ressurection
(allwords frombooks of truth)
Falling Fallen fromdevil'sdamnation&God'sredemption
Thud! returningeachall to vigorousyouth.
A word unheard
unseen &then. Then I candie in audaciousprance
&allother canjoin in deliriousdance
Thud! playing thoughtless&lost withoutpayingcost
Toolate. Silent. of truesin as faintmemory of severancetossed
Nevernow alwayswhen. to winds of fate
at foot of gate
Thud! withonly truereason
pretendingtoknow.
Middle
Beginning. WhatKind?
Mirror holdingother. Whatkind of self fashions angels
All reflection when the youngdog'seyes are darklight&deep?
outward.
It's there I trust mybeing to keep
Middle. in ripplesofraindrops
Mirror holdingself. creatingpuddle
Allreflection
inward. tobe splashed by exuberantpaw
of angeleyed tonguekissing pup.
End.
Mirror holdingnothing. There youhaveit
All reflection theargument againstangels
gone. &for simple loveoflife.
Lawyers
Burn all lawbooks An orchestraconductor
excuseprecedence disdain all appelate creatingsymphonies of harmonies
slur allgrammar of justice from discord of humanaffairs?
with semantics of humanity
for today we traffic inlife withjoy. A panderer settingfire
to drylanguage grasses
Let eachjudge dance grownwild obfuscating allobvious?
with pretrialmotions&intimatenotions
of evidenceunseen A sophist orperhaps causuist
testimonyunheard usingwords sansbreath
status totallyblurred asif anoblation to Astrea?
in language of body&body of evidence
dear cellularchild of lesself'sjustice. Self batteringbrain
hopingtobecome lesself
Disciplesgathering those HolyTwelve. shakingwithin bonehardskull
Does God granthem powertojudge of sapiens pretendingjustice
while reserving powertosentence in ourworld of causelesseffectlesscause
asif words mitigatedeeds in ourgyre of lifedeath'stransform
&deedsofwords cancause a change in ourpresumption of ourability
from chainsofevent's both blind&dervish. as thechosen wiseones
tojudge
Where has mylawyergone imprison
inour fugue of prosecution execute.
inour groundbass of defense?
Bones
AhMath! (The TV show.)
Takesolice in math Thereis a bone above ourbones
each pseudorational animal withinwhich is evidence of pastlife &lifepassed
asif if&onlyif dendrites&axons are viable
welive in dreamory alone. &memories remain inviolable.
ThankGod bruteclock There is a bone encasing thenwhen
conningbrain with tick&tock in a biochemical neuralmilieu
thinkingmeasurement challengingsenses to simply makesense
clear calm sane ofeachsimple thisnow.
inour eminentdomain ............................
when lesselfonly Sheknows victim fromrigid deformations
canunknow swirling windwater yieldingevidence of when&how.
of realife's flow
&passion's raving Heknows victim fromripples throughothers
farbeyond metronomicwaving. yieldingevidence of why&who.
Discarding She untrusting breath of intuition.
Discarding rind savoringpulp He untrusting certainty of fact.
neverhavingtrusted concepts
asproof Together theylearn whatheylack
ofreality. &put theperp inthe penitentiary.
**SingleSock** **AllChin** (Sorry.)
Singlesock lonelyorphan Allchin nochin
of wetdrygyre &unsortedspill eachgirl the other'stwin
unknowing inits heartofhearts if contrapositive be a win
it&its missingtwin aren'tfar aparts when physiognomy is at stake.
&willreappear in aboutaweek
unabashed Andeach lackingboobs
by that cruelgameof hide&seek. builtlike toothpastetubes
eachneeding to stuff&fake. (Seewhat I mean.)
Beginning HowCould?
Selfconcious sapien Howcould reason
facing myown end be anything otherthan circular
creating imaginary tick&tock returningtowhere it neverleft
asmy preciouself'sprecious at the moment itleft
mortalityclock. without feeling quiteright?
Then lifedeath's pace &myfrightened race If reasonwerelinear
into grandfatherclock's unknowingface we'dall falloff the edgeofsanity
reinforcing my deepfear's desperatembrace whichclearly can'tobtain
of divinity as myself's ultimate disgrace in a world of backslapping
within eternaldance of transform'sgyre &backstabbing
whilebeingwaifted in earthairwaterfire a callback
through elemental being. withoutever a fallback
or a secondate.
SewingMachine
Without a sewingmachine Lines are infinite
there'd beonly inbetween. especially tothe best rides
while circles are intimate
Chosingfabric. Puttingonshirt. so inlovewith cyclonicstorms
so veryfond of shatterednorms
Forthatmatter withinwithout endless perimeter
cottonpicking isto shirt of eternaltransform.
as
slavery isto commerce WhyAdd?
cause&effect takingtime Whyadd Occam
which weall unknow to explanations ephemeral
is sapien'smemory whentime is familiar
seeking lifeternal. &itsconsort death?
Rattle Within transform's etenalnow
Rattle so noisy when taken&shaken whylive thenwhen&how
empty butforfragments of being. trying toforget mybody's arrowed end
&
Drumofvoid nearperfect lesself &myneed to forevertranscend
silentlybeating its rhythm of freeing. my imperfectbeing?
.............................
One constructed with motive & goal. Each painting existing withinout a frame
One constructed sans insideout. eachlife withinout a skin.
One so right inits dutifulroll. Eachcanvas allcolor eachbrushstroke
One designed without a doubt. eachbreath eachsigh eachlove withoutsin.
Disrobe
Time toshed dis robe Whyshouldflowers
dat robe havingbecome have allthe beauty&fragrance
waytoodefining. birds all funof flight
rocks their dense security&age
Timetodisrobe withme struggling toslough my cellsuit
runningnaked throughration tostreak through impulse&attitude
reasonbeing chainlinkfence whileunbelieving fairytale of lifedeath
&reformation of weeds to flowers. when whenthen&timelessness areat hand&foot
&on sun'slips as earth'sFreudian slips
Orsoitseems to unlover of wind&fire's splendid dips
breathingcondensation with me disappearing in mundanesplendor
onmy myopiceye glasses of unmeetingminds in awfulroar?
whileinhaling elixerofself. ...................................
Runningnaked in gardenofaxioms
I'mgoingtorun naked throughtruth flowering from halftruth buds.
theirs &ours & youbetcha yours too. Corollaries sopacked with calories
theircholesterol cloggingmycirculation
Letlogic bemyladder to your greathoughts prepingme for bloodlesslaughter
untilyour barbedwirecertainty becoming a ofmyevery hope&dream
thornlinedthicket allowingme accessto wheremyremains canbescattered
meadow ofmy easilysatedcuriosity. on groundcover of creepinglesself
withyou being sweetexhalation
Fromyour rooftop I'llscatter all I know withyou being bitterexaltation
intothewind tobewhirled of my finalast foulbreath.
intothestream tobeswirled .........................
losingmyskin to yourbarbedcaress Timeto don dis sheveledrobe
letting my sweat&blood address de composing my symphonyoflife
rosesofyour infinite righteousness. into ele mental un being.
BackWhen
Backwhen I felt I wasmyskin Backwhen I thought I wasinmyskin
I felt fairbreezes &mist fromsea. itwasonlythought caught inmyskull.
Who couldargue love withme
knowingsense couldnever be sin? Dull I thoughtdeeper thinkingmyselfsharp
asmy billiardballbrain started playing hope'sharp
But sunburn sending eachnerve screaming with angels on pinheads humans on multimeds
forsalve tosooth my scalingself. slowingmy ragingconscience's streaming.
.................................................................
Now&now &neverever then
now&now &neverever when
knowingtouch tobe toomuch
&being farfar toolittle
skinsong skulldance swaying tomy fiddle
creating eternalwake forthe endof allmiddle.
Barndance beingfull of moonshine&moonglow
withdancers dancingsquare &breezes waiftingfair
whilelovers usehay inthe verybestway
scratchingheads&behinds aftertheir rapture.
Arc SpokenFor
Threepoint arc stretching D Havingbeen spokenfor
spreadinglane for dinosuars Yin fadingfromexistence
toroll frompick &dunk realquick ofeachYang &allotherYins
before starscollapse taking a charge. language flailingflattery
yetfailing to impress
Orso was theplconceived. anything or anybeing beyond
echoes mirrors shadows.
Expandingame coolingcourt
(itsjustsciene PV=nRT) Yet Yin stillcombingherlocks
expecting feedingtall for certaintwo &lockingherkey toserenity
but favoringsmall todrive theball inher sirenguile certaintoseduce
or sink morevaluedshot. roadmaps on leatheredfaces
&commercialsfeaturing
Dinosaursuffering needingmore bigboobedbabes shilling
than a blink toroll tocatch todunk for allthosewilling
thereby becomingnearlyextinct to promise more&better.
game becoming muchtooquick
with lowpostpower becoming candlewick Yet havingbeen unspokenfor
in anarena of fluorescentlighting. by yourmy voice
......................... ourfever of wordsickness
Sogoes the irony of changingrules havingpassed
unexpectedconsequences for allthefools Yin&Yang burningslowly
countingonbrain toputbody atbay perfectly
then findingthegame finding itsownway. into photonflare of
birthdaycakecandles
Pain flickeringforever
Self in pain inthis emptied
is my I &me entire unlabeled now.
neverbeing but memory's
searingfire Halves
blurringall in insatiable Zeno wouldhaveus
desire. take halfafterhalf
asif eachevent
Pain from division separate&distinct.
subtractingevenmore
lookingtolibray Yet fromhere tothere
toeven thescore is continuous&unfair
using wordmedicine to thinkofit as lessthan
without treatingmycore. whole.
....................
Dying on a yellowedpage Therefore
tobeburied in a dictionary 1/2 of 1/2 of 1/2 of 1/2
wherememory isall of
&pain its cemetery. 1/2 of 1/2 of 1/2 of 1/2
becoming towide towrite
Saw&Plane within the nospace allowed.
Saw&plane doingshaping
doingwork. Anyway
we're lostinplay
Sawdust&shavings evidence of whileZeno
thiswhen playswith
this logic&math.
&
thisagain UnFilled
perfectionofaction In a worldunfilled
emptinessofresult with right&wrong
doingofundoing flowers sharingtheirscent
causelesseffect bird sharingtheirsong
ofthisnow. sapiens sharingtheirpretend.
Lawyers
Burn all lawbooks An orchestraconductor
excuseprecedence disdainallappelate creatingsymponies of harmonies
slur allgrammar of justice fromdiscord of humanaffairs?
with semantics of humanity
for today we trafficinlife withlife. A panderer settingfire
to drylanguagegrasses
Let eachjudge dance grownwild obfuscating allobvious?
with pretrialmotions &intimatenotions
of evidenceunseen A sophist perhaps casuist
testimonyunheard usingwords sansbreath
status totallyblurred asif anoblation to Astrea?
in language of body&body of evidence
dearcellularchild of lesself'sjustice. Self batteringbrain withbrain
hopingtobecomestill yetshaking within
Disciplesgathering those HolyTwelve bonehardskull of sapiens pretendingjustice
does God grant them powertojudge in ourworld of causelesseffectlesscause
while reserving powertosentence in ourgyre of lifedeath'stransform
asif words mitigatedeeds in ourpresumption of we wiseones
&deedsofwords can causechange tojudge
from chainsofevent's blind dervish. imprison
execute.
Where has mylawyergone ...........................
in myfugue of prosecution To riseagain. To live&reign
in mygroundbass of defense? in selfrighteouscertainty.
Circular Beginning
Howcould reason Selfconciousapien
be anything but circular facing myownend
returningtowhere it neverleft creating imaginary tick&tock
at themoment itleft as my preciouself'sprecious
butdidn't? mortalityclock.
If reason werelinear Then lifedeath's pace &my frightenedrace
we'dall falloff the edgeofsanity into grandfatherclock's unknowingface
whichclearlycan'tobtain reinforcing mydeepfear's desperatembrace
in a world of backslapping of divinity as myself's ultimatedisgrace
&backstabbing whereall isdance
withoutever a fallback in transform'sgyre.
a callback
or a secondate. Middle
Beginning.
Lines are infinite Mirror holdingother.
especially tothebest rides Allreflection
where circles are intimate outward.
so inlove with cyclonicstorms
so veryfond of shatterednorms Middle.
withinwithout the endlessperimeter Mirror holdingself.
of eternaltransform. Allreflection
inward.
WhatKind?
Whatkind ofself fashionsangels End.
when youngdog'seyes are darklight&deep? Mirror holdingnothing.
Allreflection
There I trust mybeing tokeep gone.
in ripplesofraindrops
creatingpuddle WithoutContrast
tobesplashed by gentlepaw Withoutcontrast nocontext.
of my angeleyed tonguekissing pup. Withoutcontext nomeaning.
Thereyouhaveit With lesself lesscontrast
the argumentagainst angels lesscontext
&for simplelove of life. lessmeaning.
Meaningless Redrose becomingred
Meaningless doesn'tmean withoutmeaning then noteven that
whenmind's don'twander &wills don'twant. orthis thisthat being
wordgarden
Meaninglessmeans thisnow is enough in transform'soil
noneed towish for this&that stuff. rooting to unknowableworld
with allbeing nurturingbelow.
Still&empty marriage atlast consumated
search for somthingother finallysated. Asif rosepetals
knowing stem&root
PointPianist havecontext
Pointguard &pianist in their noncontrast
each ultimatemystics becoming
makingmusic sans script. as petalstemrootsoil&all
alwaysfragrant
Or arethey (merely) exercising sansfragrance
welltrained intuition? both red&colorless.
TwoTruths
Twotruths However compelling
ofcoherence scholarship&knowledge
ofcorrespondence in pomp&circumstance
eachunreal in logic&language
in divinity within ivorytower
in duality. coveredwithivy
eatingaway at itsbrick.
Howeversublime
faith grace love If truthbetold
equality justice judgment truth beingbold
in hymns&sermons ourmemory willjudge
in laws&lectures ourpassion willfudge
symbolspeaking the certainty of eachoutcome
to selfalone &books willbe replacedby billboards
utteredfromemory's advertisingself for delightofself
bifurcatedtongue. with landscape whirringby inablur
lost inan alphanumeric slur.
Howeverawesome
stainedglasswindows If truth beone &all
in design&color then memory hastheball
in storiesdepicted inits court of divinity&duality
illuminated by saintly sol playing zonedefense v. transform'sgyre
still dimminglight whereonly person on person
&blockingsight of allbeyond. can copewith elementalbeing.
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Yardlightsnow roadshow Between iced tireruts
twinkling as I walkthrough glow. twinkling yardlight snowcover
Starrysky below. like springripplelake.
Meetinmydesires Dopamineremand Trainingbrain to love.
whilestoking her carnalfires. tofeel this cellsuit inlove Where does the lesson comefrom
Such is passion's skill. sansdeigning totrain. but my lesserself.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Chosing Breath'sMoisture
Chosingsorrow. Mybreath's moisture needn'tbelost to language
withered noise of self's pacing
Sun stillshining trying to livedie drying eachtear heartfelt
seen eventhrough with argument&defense.
probingeye of judgment.
Mybreath's moisture &yours needn't belost
Yet joychosen is sorrow too within self's labyrinthine
be it slategray or houseofmirrors
robin'seggblue ofeach mirroredme
reflections clouding raving soddenbeing
Radio reinforcingtruth's
Do you reallyneed a radio lugubriouscertitude.
tohear yourmusic playing?
Let rightwrong goodevil belost in passion'sexhalation
During the timetofashion selfsinking below solarplexus to bowels
that questionmark tobe excreted as steamingdung
allspecies of birds asthebest you I can possiblyoffer
haveflown yourcoop. whenliving in nearperfectperspiration
of equatorialexistence.
Bythetime during that finalperiod
your mad dance is done NoTime
truthforgot Space with notime
&whatseemed tobe place with nomeaning
is quitesimply lacking when
not. to
justify then
UnAble that
Unabletoelevate &block his shot. wasnow
Steplate on serve outwide. notlong ago
Fiveiron not holdingreen. havingneverbeen
a solemnvow.
Able to stripball . Noneed to elevate.
Splitstep duringtoss in anticipation. Each thenwhen a dreamofme
Sixiron landingsoftly. asif
I was the one&onlyone
Play. Thencoach. Thencoach fromcouch. &
suffering my benighted
Stars igniting burning dying separation.
being transform's asis.
Playingeachnote individually
Thisnow thengone or
eachwhen nextnow playing lingeringchords
then thatnow gone or
againagain. playing stacattoarpeggios
thenchecking the Dopplershift.
My cellsuit sheddingself's ..............................
as snake sheddingskins Each thisnow as notime
toodifficult if self growinghugelimbs in swirling
with clawsclinging &me singing self's softlament eternaltransform.
musclememory&spontaneouscorrection
ruling vauntedwill of my imperfection DogLove
eachgamebeing what has alwaysbeen Doglove is foodfirst
freshman to senior thentouch.
to coach to spectator Dog unknowing all
in onesingle endless now. ¬much.
Mechanic
Ignominious biochemical mechanic Letmeplay myduet as dualbrained devil
mixingpotions todull my primevalpassions seeingself inself beingtooften selfish
labelingwind limitingeachwhim. needingtraining toresist becoming a shellfish
But scientists please allowme toswim unabletoescape an armor if I.
in oceanofnow with ancestralbeach
beingonlyresraint of my willfulreach. Letmeance mydelirious pasdeduex
alchemicallymerging both me&you
Letme swimfree of my internalsea beyond lithium Prozac &evenDNA
&torque of wrench of mathlike modeling in covalent realm allinsane call love.
predicting eachact explaining eachfact
asif I were a watch &they couldtelltime. Love&lesself allbengnow
not a timelessplitsecond toosoon
Letme swimfree of commercialconstraint to samplesoup of elementalingredients
of communalangst &culturalpaint toppedwithtreat of completelycrushed ration
coloringme I definingme as it served inabowl unreasonablyflimsy
in burningbush arrogance of purecertitude. sipped with tarnishedspoon
&unlimitedwhimsy.
Earthly TimeTraveling
Earthlyintuition. Timetravelingoccuring inmy dailydream
Eternalwisdom. of what I want &where I went.
Whowouldchoose burial Pastfuture notwhat eachalone seems
to lifeintheclouds? in seamlessea of less&lesserself.
Soitis written &written Lackingcourage to trulyletgo
&written &written bobbinginwaves of wordlyocean
while treading from birthtoearth&then
rainfalling sunshining a singleblink stoppingallmotion.
prairiewaving pondrippling.
Or so my sinkingself wouldhaveit
Earthairwaterfire mydeath suckingtime &alltime black
or yet floatinginocean that doesn'tquit
desirefor lifeternal. each forgottenself takingalltime back.
OutLoud TurnOff
Language simplythought outloud Ifonly I couldturnoff
crossingbridge between then&when mycomputer
allineffable paying ransom's toll afterhavingdealtwithtoday.
toself lurkingdark beneath mythic span
being as jealous troll. Thenperhaps tonight
I mightsleeptight
Not RiverStyx worse RiverTricks without squaredancing
as allallusive yet phantomtophysics withstrangers
yet allinclusive in reality'statistics alone.
spokenwordsbroadcast beginning to stickfast
to being's fearingdeath morethan deception. Changing
"Nothing is changing."
Buriedbeforebirth dyingtoescape ........................
thought maytake anothershape Jumping Jehosaphats yes!
becomingaction without mediation Eacheternity of nothing
thinkingwrongly self hasnow beenserved. being equallyempty
(yet alwaysunique)
Butself doesn'tmind language leftbehind mightchange
I stillcontroling eachbeliever's bind intosomething
dulling consequences for deeds unannounced I canpossess.
savingself whilereality is inevitablyrenounced.
So letmebe
SongHeard so I canaddress
Thinking this burgeoning new reality
truth is reality &send a letter ofmy distress
is towhomitmayconcern
thinking
song inmyhead ThreePlusThree
is Nonrationalism (aka reality)
songheard. is neither truenorfalse
threeplusthree stillequaling six
EveryDay but withno plus or equals
Believe in everydaymiracles. simply three & six
Believe in everyday. with absolutely nochance
Everyday. for a certaintyfix.
Thisday. .............
Thisnow. Livinginreality
Nobelief. isn't livinginfear
itsliving whereallbeing
Analyze isheldclose&dear.
Learningtoanalyze.
Nineyeraold discovering EachRainDrop
universeofother. If eachraindrop be cause
&myumbrella be effect
Pickingdandelion what of a ragingthunderstorm
blowing seedpuff. withme caughtshort inmyneglect
Having patience towait
for freshblossoming. soakedtothebone of intellect
by wash&wand of wizardry
Remember? where allclocksrust to a redeyedstop
Remember how we diagramed ThePlay? &the agingclockmaker rushedtomop
Why didn'tyou execute it aswepracticed?
But coach their smallforward waterfalls from mountainpeaks
overplayed the passinglane. puddlespreading from rooftopleaks [
Howabout our secondoption? salineflow of tearsoftide
Theguy guardingme putridglow of dreamsthatdried?
tookaway ydribble
to the freethrowllinextended. Know well queenof allscience rulingclocks
So pullback&reset. &atoms as blocks on tableperiodic
But the alleyoop wasopen in a singularworld where self as me
whenour smallforward isthebest I cando in a storm is we.
mad the backdoorcut.
So your'eback to playgroundball Andthebest myumbrella cando is protect
backtousing improvisation till transform'swind whips it from mygrasp
asanexcuse for selfdiscipline? exposingallflesh to each cause&defect
......................... without any I to accept or reject
Writtenlaw&moralcode when unknowingclearly is queen's sacredking
highbanksholding where in a worldofwaves where whitecaps sing
transformflowed that I amtoosmall even we not the all
before the flood of circumstance. &oceans areraindrops that nevereverfall.
**GrandPrix** **AtRest**
Howisit thatallPrixs are Grand? At rest (&I'm mostly at rest)
Aren'thereany averagePrixs mybrain using a full 20% ofall myenergy.
or verynicebutnotallthat Prixs? Whatfor?
Daydreaming of sexualexploits?
Wehave GrandMal seizures
&PetitMals too Whatoftheother 80%?
butnever a PetiPrix. Isitwaiting for the inevitable
masturbation?
Trampoline
Play to winlose Or
withcoin landing on trampoline Stepoff the trampoline.
eachjump maybe The ground willfeel veryhard
so keepjumping baby but thatwillpass.
keepjumping kid
forever. Letgrass tangleyourtoes
a welcome soft springmassage
Howcandisappointment inviting you for a rest.
hit a movingtarget?
Enjoy the airtime. Or
Expect the fall. Rest veterangambler. Restatlast.
Letalltheothers jump.
Or Catchthem astheyfall.
Swallow the coin. Helpthem backon.
Let the acid it produces
be the stuff of its dissolution. Welcome them to your lazylife
of quiet stillness.
Let the coin's silver
line your stomach Eitherway it's theirchoice
a bromide bringingpeace to winlose or fuse
within&without. thenwhen into this simplenow.
October 3rd NewYours
October 3rd Wakingup NewYear'sdawn
or thinkingclocks needtobe
the thirdOctober of changed
1931 &perhaps mylife
or rearranged.
1791
at NewYours NewMine
3A or PMMM whocanpossibly
or tellany time
noon on Thursday its right&/orwrong
mealtime oreven meaningful
sleeptime while dervishdancing
realtime inlove?
feeltime
or Reality
perhaps simply Brain recognizing objectivereality
a melodic chime yetconvincing its self that memories aretrue
inmyhollowhead. &are housing a spirit that'sfree.
OurOnlyAges A selfulfillingprophecy itseems
5 yearsold : 95% complete. reveling inits aggrandizingdreams
15 : manifestingsex. with lesselfsmiling during myriadtrials
20 :unsettling creating. facing each sobject facingI's selfishschemes.
40 : settling contributing.
55 : freecoffee. SubjectObject beingcurrency in conceptbank
wherememory withdraws as lesself drawsblank
"Howold areyou?" wherememory's languagegods attempt wordpictures
isforchildren by imagined dictates&inoutdated strictures
&cowards. withreality beingboth canvas&color
presenting to lesself in pointillisticblur
Tiny providingfeelings farbeyond anyall letters
Tinyknown while languagefalters with artificialfetters
(drumskin drawntaut) elementalbeing beingtransform's
pulsingproudly tomy rainbowoflove.
toofrequent attention
standingwaves caught Cause
inmy emptyfull head Cause creating arrowoftime
ready willing thoughtable &thus thenwhen being self'shome.
tohear what I willhear.
Andwasit Self indemnifying time
Hugeunknowing creatingcause tobirth duality?
(harp strungently)
singingmute tomy (Clevergirl creating a reality
infrequenthearing tofit its veryexistence.)
thus noproblem
tomy soon senslesself. Thus Self causing thisthenthat
tohappen intime.
Literally
We'vesurelyforgotten SummingUp:
or neverknew This&that happen
that language wasnever &mustbecaused
tohavebeentaken therefore Self is real
literally. asis thenwhen
eachriding
Toomuchsymbolism wherethearrow
ishard on simplebrain's of time
untrained to filter willsend.
noise of reality
whose volume of rectitude ChristmasStory
deafens me to whispers (The movie.)
of love. Flick'stongue
stuck to metalflagpole
Hold'em onadare ofcourse.
IsaacNewton playing TexasHold'em
with WilliamJames&sevenothers "A friend in need"
Newton bybook of stats indeed.
James bybook of Saps.*
But thebell rang.
Newton notexpecting reraise from hisleft .............
undermining hishand. Mytongue stucktolanguage
James'sixth perhapseventh sensing withbellringing
SirIsaac's doubt threebettingflop inmyears.
putting TheMechanic tothetest.
ForAMoment
Andsoitgoes objectivity onitstoes Me asmy 1 intending bouncepass tomy 3
butalways outmaneuvered who'sbackdooring his D.
bywhat it thinks itknows. Their 4 intending todrawcharge or blockshot
after my 3 catching passing ordunking
(*Saps = sapiens as childishly asis ourplot.
predictable selfs.) Passinglaneclogged anyaction forsaking.
Me atodds ontaking rightaction.
Irony? Lettingointention I drive&dish
"It is important that we don't focus notcounting onmy wishlesswish
on ethics in the abstract." thatmy 5 will arrive todunk mylobpass.
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Translation: Somanyintentions
Focusingonabstractions is unethical each causingacause
where ethics is concrete &focus also each effectinganeffect
which is a concreteðical statement. each becomingtheother
causaleffect
If&onlyif theabovequote goesontosay effectivecause.
(aftertheword "abstract")
"Our basic practice is the practice of Hubris of intention becoming folly.
generating the energy of mindfulness, ......................................
concentration, and insight. We rely on Birdsflocking infall.
our insight to guide us and help us bring Amorphous inflight
compassion, understanding, harmony, thenlandingonwire
and peace to ourselves and to the world." straight&still
foramoment
mindfulness concentration insight unlessuntil.
compassion understanding harmony
peace Twoseasons latter
springscatter.
Nothingabstract inthat platefullofplatitudes.
FinallyWhen
Ah finallyFriday with allwork done. with me balancingcarelessly
Now weekendblessed with indulgentfun. on an angel's pinhead.
............................
Buthow can I slow Sundayevening tocome Fivedays for two vacations fartoofew
freeingmy self fromtrap of nowspoiled bywhen? forfuelingdiligencebetween
without negligenceobscene
Twonights tocarouse twomornings sleeping in whileworking tomake timefly beyondcurfew.
beforemyeternal toowillingsin
tobe sandshore of saltysea (Whenwhen becomes now
surroundedby evendrier me. isit instantly then
or is eachegg
Weekendfinallyover onto nextwhen mother of each hen?)
sufferingMondayTuesday for Wednesday hump
a camel halfthrough its desertjourney Yet clocksdon'tlie &neverdie
seekinganoasis or a pump tickingeternity into our overstuffedskulls
as weeks startend in tiresomestrife
tosaturate mybeing with persevereance trickingsapiens to searchfor eternalife.
so I canmake my personalappearance
dancing lastSaturdaynight's feveredbeat (When alwaysimplying then
througheach tediousweekday's fridigheat. [orisit the opposite?]
&what isa warrior
(Now beingwhen of timewandering
toosoon tobe then todo?)
Cloning CostOfKnowing
Scientific reproduction Watchingwithwonder
lacking sexualselection oneplant thriving
cloningproofs into reality another withering.
no mother wouldclaim or love.
Sunlight? Water? Soil? Fertilizer?
Replicateduplicate till
Witholding onesalient atatime.
trait isto fate A controlledexperiment.
as Hardscience.
fit isto fancy Knowing whichis how&when.
sapiencertainty failingtosate Remaining at arm'slength
transform'sappetite to fluctuate pityless to outcomesbeyond
within perfection of laws of connection good data.
ineach thisnow's cleanslate. ...........................
Watchingwithwonder
Counse onefamily thriving
Machines thatwouldliberate another withering.
threatening with endurance
nowthreatening with IQ. Income education health.
Inlaws communication faith.
Learningtolearn Whoknows howmany salientothers?
willthey becomeinfected
with ourvirus of stimulation fromwithin Witholding nothing.
ourprivatememories ourprimalsin Watching fromadistance
becoming self conscious for months years decades.
becoming ourtwin.
Softscience Warmscience. Pulsingscience.
Then wecan counsel those proudchildren Is it science atall?
about intelligence isolation desire&defense
whilewelcomingthem totraintoward Overwhelmedbyreality.
thisnow's simplepresence. Distancediminishing.
Unabletoknow. Ableonlytofeel.
Origin
Neural hardware. Psycho software. News
Presentdisruptions of belief&experience Liningbottom of birdcage
becoming selfmisunderstanding. with goings on of somanyothers.
Makingmeals for backyard wormbed.
I thinking thisnow is unreal: Delusion?
I fearingmymemory faulty: Paranoia? Better then at arm'slength
I knowing thisisnotforme: Schizophrenia? catchingexcrement of avianpet
beingconsumed by invertebrateappetite
Rebooting by sittingsilently. (theirlives longago becomingsoil)
Rerooting bycommitting to thisnow. than delayingdecomp pretending
Muting whenasked mybidding. theirbreath mybreath neverending
bybeingmadewords &meal inmy
Computingrefuting mylesself's tightknitting worldofthought.
asif thenwhen timeful&benefitting.
Worms crawlingthroughprint to reader
Saluting thisnow as transform unsplitting. parasitizing thisnow
Becomingfruit of diminishedme submitting. whichwouldfly withoutcage ifeachpage
weren'tsodden
Forgotten withundigestedself clinging toeach then.
Awakening toallforgotten.
Surroundingvoid initsknowing. Smallworld as allworld
Knowingtheunknowing palinginsignificance
that hadoccurred. to breadthofmydreaming
yet blushinginvitality
Is forgettingself love? of breathofbody
Is unknowingself love? athome righthere
rightnow
Damnit can I injoy.
neverknow or feel
the immediacy Bestnow wrappedwithin arm'slength
the intimacy thinkingless of what tosay to wormorbird
of love? each eternally seen&heard.
...................
Afterthegame Andheard cagedbird singingfreer thanreader
awakening toallforgotten. beingworms as fleshofsoil of each brieflife
knowingnews forthethen italwayswas
Knowingthat I hadbecomelost whilebeingdistracted by whatis simplenow.
without thoughtofhaving a say
without desire to findmyway. Law&Justice
Law isto justice
Whatmore could I as
notaskfor? house isto home
as
Signs husk isto germ
Life signifying all as
forself's shorthand isto prose
consumption as
signifyingnothing prose isto poetry
to lesself's as
immanent sensing menu isto meal
being signs sansemantics as
being allgrammar thought isto feel
as certainty'shammer as
pounding eachall sufferingtoknow language isto living
whilethose livinglanguageless as
becoming faintripples smile isto hug.
ofstilling &flow.
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Mosquito landing Mosquito landing Mosquito landing
preparing to suckmyblood. preparing to suckmyblood. penetrating mythinskin.
Swatting instantly. Shooingitaway. Life'sblood beingshared.
Yellowlinedasphalt Of tenthousand suns
across from yellow weed field thosedancing on ripplinglake
each doingbusiness. are my favoriteones.
Monofilament
stitching sun&boat with lake
then perhaps with fish.
Body achefree tired. Bird without a name
Letting go this summerday soaringacrosslake at dusk.
&breeze &theway. If named not thesame.
Same timeplace&lure Same timeplace&lure Same timeplace&lure
yet no bass biting today yet no bass biting today yet nobass bitingtoday
except yesterday's. except tomorrow's. today & today.
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EndOfGlossary 2 - 4.
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