CheckUp
Waiting with strangers for lifeordeath call Wishing I were richenough Science obviating all sexualshadow
in long unfamiliar antiseptic hall for otherthan semipublic touch. lending intimatevent a coldcleanflow
in prostate clinic in streetclothes &robe Feelinginsertion penetration rotation with doctors tellingmore than I needtoknow waiting for a person's impersonalprobe. in this cancerous exploration. then handingmepamphlets &lettingmego.
Chosen ChildOfGod
Can I choose myeachmemory ChildofGod or kinofchimp?
I being memoriesofme? Perfectsaintliness or 98%crude?
Whowouldchoose beast over
Or wouldthatbe a paradoxicaltrap beatitude?
or worseyet shroudme in a chimericalwrap?
Yet in choice becomingleast
Hippocampus as hippo or camel of all manifestations of life.
one giganticmouth
engorgingtranform's Fallenangel or erect (pseudo)sapien.
cornucopia of sentience Who wouldchoose cage over covenant?
one perhaps two humps Or covens in extremes of sanity?
storing this or perhaps
both this&that? Withoutchoice without bars
free tobe destined as destitute
Or hippo'smouth &camel'shumps of allhope of eternalife
storingwhatever for futuebumps muchless elegantlife
that comealong the path of mycaravan consigned to elegiaclife
asif thisorthat has a masterplan? of training tobe lesself.
Womb
Womb beinghome to neitherself nor other Sapienbeing beginningtospeak Losing now to memory'smire from embryo to fetus to babyatbirth words fillingbrain's burgeoningirth feelingneed for secondbirth
always havingbeen both child&mother. sendingfledgling for selftoseek. beyondhercurse of self'sdesire.
Umbilicalcut sinless at start Firstfeeling I as sin's birthwrong Second demanding pastnoise dying
babe as natural waterfireairearth wantingherway buildingherworth finding memorieshiding in glacialfirth
unknowing want whichwill set her apart. feelingalone needingtobelong. sitting tillself nolonger replying.
All peeingpooping wailingneed Honingskills of tongue&wit After self'scleansing by transform's scouring
babyliving in selfconsciousdearth growingtosearch for secondearth her immancence shining as joy&mirth
growing wellnourished from nature'seed. with mutedsun as often moonlit. beingless desire'sneed &more love'sflowering.
HolyGhost Ins&Outs Scarey
Of all nightmares Ifonly I couldcontrol SuperNatural is scarey
having a ghost ins&outs of myporosity eacheye of peacock'stail
haunting myself mypermeablility beingbeyond staring atme asif I knew
(& a holyone athat). afferentsensitivity the surestway to heaven.
efferentbidding.
Ifonly I had thecourage SuperNatural is sterile
tolose divineself in toto Tobe entered unwanted stainedglasstories
embracingbrain rape or responsibility being cold&distant
in sapiengame of lotto. of mypulsing distortinglight
of theirpulsing midmorning as dawn
My elementalmachine pores openningclosing midafternoon as dusk
when notseduced seeminglywhimsically. night firedbycandle's ancientmight
by pseudogod&ghost keepingprayeralive
speakingtome as earthlyhost Perhaps the best I cando longafterdeath.
of ourbacchanalian is singasong of welcome ..............
sapienfete. or resignation SupraNatural also
or dance a dance of madjoy scarey&sterile
I OnceWas for I ambeing openopenned twisting blacksnakes
I oncewas singlecell without my across snowhite fallowfields
in shallowarmsea expresswrittenconsent directingmemory
then fish frog sensesblinded by to ignorsentience
turtle chicken &opento myfate. not trustingtraining
before I cametobe toknow beyondcertainty
babblingbabysapien Treat menus&museums being
growing inout Whenyoucan'tcure life's(cold)blood
of sin&sinning prevent. of thoughtreality.
before collegegrad Whenyoucan'tprevent .................
beingtold treat. Unchoosing SimplyNatural
mylife wasjust ElementalBeing
beginning. Whenyoujudge the treatment warmblooded &sensual.
morepainful thathedisease
Chainsawed trunkcircles then dancealone in your Beingwithout
staringblank at passingcars lovelesslife. while
stunned by March icestorm. beingwithin
transform's primaldin.
Cell BeyondEsperanto
Thoughtmonastic Wherecouldsapiens possiblylook
in microscopicseeing for language thatcouldheal
a place of supernaturalbeing. separation&suffering?
Perhaps madeofbrick Science speakingnumbers
wherepenitents pray with PeriodicTable its nonbelief?
or sinners areput tostay.
Thief
Or definingquick I havenolife just borrowed stardust
opposingdecay beingmymust maintainingmycellsuit.
becomingnature's way.
Not stealing sun'sbuffering
Asif a pond Asif a garden yet mymemory blaming becomingself
becalled a well beknown as hell &all of sapiensuffering.
dipping for weedingout
each singleswallow each singlesorrow Heros unknowing loanfromtheft
where skinnydipping whereweed is blossom nurturinglesself becomingdeft
&shallow wallow in dawnduskglow at dodging lonliness.
be fullnature being fullnature
of soaking&strippping. of kingdombelow. The restofus
holding&hiding
Asif pond&garden ourflame ourheat
streaming&growing thinking
selecting choicelessly. in permanence
................. therebe lifeternal
Watertoearth findingonly lifeinfernal.
airbornebyfire
transformbreathing And oh thepain.
silent voiceless
inits RawElements
protean Let myself win mywar
elementalbeing. for allegiance in a world of separation.
Let faith replacereason
Container inmy shininghouse of thought.
Mybrain beingcontainer
cannotfathom uncontained. Let intolerance starchbehaviors
wrinkled for solong by transform'swhims
Eachstring of letters makingsense unlaundered by sinewyhands
each idea creatingfence. of wisdom's ancient washwomen.
Birthdeath containing myeverything Let vagrantmemories be entombed in
seemingperfection as single ring. certainty
liturgy
Evenreason a cycle of eachseason rectitude.
asif polesorequator be nature'streason.
(Then countyourfingers.
Living inmy tinyterrarium Aretherestill ten?)
thinking I know whatfor fromwhere. ..............................
Rawelements in toolmaker's shop.
Growingarrulous&green with tongue&thumb Wroughtiron beingfashioned
pretending toknow fate's unfathomedoutcome. bypassion forpower
(overnature? overother?)
Yetonly in practiced stillness&silence tobeheated&hammered into
failingtosummon myself's defense ploughshares
canmybeing if&onlyif welltrained horseshoes
expect to glimpse all uncontained. hoes
(no weapons?).
Expectation
Expectation of immortality Let ironbeheated bycoal of simplelife
causing hairlessape to bifurcate toshape thisnow's elementalstrife
its veryessence of existence without self'sappetite for
creating twobeings whereonlyone exists doctrine
no embodiedghosts (holy or not) dogma
no mindfulboasts (as organicmachines) desire.
simply elementalbeing
wearing evolution'sgenes.
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"Canwebelovers?" Forgetting the way Yellow dahlia Love givemenothing.
asked the articulateone &without mapreadingskills shrinking firepink zinnia Mybackpack hasnobottom
within fullmoonflight. whataremychances? each in oppulence. mycanteen hasholes.
"And how wasyourday?" Thursday'smedicine Daffodils again.
response of a politespouse is full of phaseless moonbeams Again challenging springsun
to an emptyhouse. &mindwandering. for my sighingsmile.
Crystal wonderland Icemelt as icetear Icemelt to vapor. Crystal to vapor
beneath frozen crescentmoon. shapingfacade whilestreaming. Winter to summer without. a sublime intervention
Staying for winter? Lessenedself by self? Maybe nextApril? so rarelywitnessed.
Fasterthanfalling For love tobe love Whencuttingcircles
featheredarts searchingforseeds. therecan neverbe embrace. movingpaper notscissors.
Bothfeeders leaking. Not one gentlekiss. Transfrom unyielding.
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NoSingleAnt
Thereis no single ant Yet I is sacrosanct&more
but their are singlesapiens damneurons preserving myself as memory
defined by theirskin &stuffwithin corrupting thisnow inmydesire tobefree
clearly separatefrom inour patheticsin from dutytolove myorganism &allother.
of thinking without a thought
not thinkingthis or thinkingthat Each ant apartof never apartfrom
not thinkingtall short thin orfat beingsense&nonsense of lessknowing
but thinkingforwhat eternallynow in transform'sgoing
when religiouslysought swirling twirling in nontense
can neverever be found. transformation neverwhence
alwaysopen gates inmyfence
Thinkingme whenwe're alwayswe hence
mycellsuit sloughing eternally onecan'tdecry ant&I
fivedays togrow a brandnew gut thereisno
oneweek togrow freshskin uncut singlesapien.
fourmonths tochange allblood but type
threeyears toreplace mybones goneripe.
**Strike**
I own threeleafblowers Leafblowers holdingplacards Notwithstanding their verbalflourish
electricorded printed with their vocalizedemand the rakes didhave multiplepoints
electricbattery "Compoundleaves &I feltcompelled to intecede.
gas. compoundpay. "Butwhat of mylabor dearRakes?
Compoundpay The Blowers arefueled by timeitself
Oneday each putaside its or welet butyou wouldhaveme sweat&strain.
pettyjealousy to strike theleaves lay!"
staging a stallout I swear I saw the Blowersmirking at the
findingcommonground Itwas asyou canwell imagine tonguetied LongHandledHands whoseonly
in beingfuled quite a drone. rebuttal was "needforexercise"
howeverconvolutedly I'm notsure what theymeant by forthesake of a "hearthealthy" prize
by the samesource. "compoundpay" whichstruckme as passiveaggressive
maybe the rhymealone fitnesshaming expectingme to startblaming
Allbecause of Hickorytrees madetheirday? the leavesthemselves for the audacity
withtheirdamned superleaves of falling inthefirstplace.
nineleaflets grabbing&holding Itwasthen that the scabs
anythingwithinreach madetheirplay Catchingmyself in a labordispute
twigs rakesleadingtheway breaking the with LeafBlowers & Rakes using
otherleaves powertoolpicketline tosay deafeningvoices
even closecroppedgrass "We'll pickitclean I decidedtoquit cleanup for theday
frustrating eventhemostpowerful inour timehonored fashion. needingtoreconsider
AG (ArtificialGale) Even compoundleaves all mylifechoices.
beingunable tomove their willbe sweptaway
enmeshed leaflitterness. intopiles foreboding
ignominiousdecay."
Intervention
Sapien'sdesire for divinity Ah but thecost dearboss of surrenderingself
&lifeternal quietingmystimulation byme
havinglead to lettingo one ofmy cherishedthree.
increasingseparation.
Positing inbredself meant pretending I everlasting
Thumb&Tongue staging reinforcingseparation of You&Me in contrasting.
an intervention
withEvolution I train tolesself as thisnow to each whenwhen
to understand whereitall withself stillclinging to thenthen again&again.
wentsouth.
....................................... Youcansee bytheir ups that eachthumb agrees
-THUMB- thatmemory as self became a viraldisease
Drivenfromseas wastingenergy in maintenance &defense
adaptingtotrees livingitspride in pastpastense.
allwithoutme.
Welldone cleverone. Unaccountable to fact &nourishedby thatlack
desirecrushingneed asits selfishcreed.
-EVOLUTION-
Thankyou dearThumb Leavingsapiens tolive withouthope
I wasnever sodumb strivingtosurvive oneach slipperyslope
that finsintofingers to inevitablenothingness as corporealdeath.
wasverydifficult.
But Tongue&I havelearned tolive inlove
Lifeinseas havingtrained togive &to relate.
didn'tsuit yourme's Yetstill selfstands at the gatelessgate
asif I chose tohaveyou openningonly to thoseseeing a holyghost
populatetrees. whilefailing torespondto those theyholdclose.
I thankyou for providing So I've erred by overdoing tenacityofmemory
the ability touse tools apparentlycompromising life in thisnow?
so I could arm Hun with spear
&enable Gath with hoe Forgiveme mysin &tellmehow
turning emptyhandedfools I mightremedy mymistake?
into creatures withoutfear
&differentiating eachall Thumbclenched in a fist
into You's&Me's. withTongue remainingsilent
unknowing howtorespond to Evolution.
Goodjob Thumb ..................................................
inallowing thosesimple Owingall &owingnothing
creatures tobecome remainingunmoved &unmoving
whathey'll intime call atpeace in reality unneedingproving
themselves sapiens. earthairfirewater now onthewing.
-TONGUE- No faithope meaningpurpose no when no how
But you's&me's elementalbeing grazing as an unholycow
needed suturinginto we's content withinall thatnature'slaws allow.
lesseningseparation
embracingintegration. Testostrogen
Esterone
Thanksformy giftofgab. &
Myexercise firmingflab testostrogen
of cellsuit's burgeoning mixing blackwhite being's
ability to love. perfection
makingsexualitiy's
Thankyou aswell sweetsoundingTongue. floridpalette
Yourplace inmyplan is dulynoted. a sin
with graymatter
Butwhy aninterventionthis strange invite unknowing
&mystrange invite? hormonalspatter
Surely youdon'tpresume in cellsuits unsuited
tojudgeme wrong or right? to gradients
with Godgrading
Yourperspicacity is impressive asalways dearEvolution. His normalcurve
We'vebrought youhere hoping youcouldbring a failing boob
anend to our continualsuffering. im perfection's
testube
I'llspeak as Thumb usingmyownTongue of flatout in tolerance.
in suggesting you'vemake a grave error ...............
by overloadingus with memories. Thanknature
for elementalcertainty
Youhold toofast toyour personalpast Na+Cl alwaysbecoming
attemptingtosurvivedeath salt
as mortalcellsuits. PeriodicTable as the
universal default.
Train toletgo &enjoy myflow
as I presentmyshow Butcan I survive
within eternaltransform. drinkingmypee
with tonicity being
a gradiant?
Archeologists WithBeing
We'reall archeologists (Thanks J.Hirshield.)
digginginto ourpast There'somthing outinthedark
piecingtogether wanting toembrace us.
a storyofme
asif Eachtime I thinks all answers
there'sanylife answeringently as nature's synapticsymphony
in stonecold answeringenteely as lesself's semanticsympathy
memory.
If I asmuchas whispers allislost.
Throwaway your diggingtools.
Leave yourexpedition. Betweenself &allother eternalmisundersanding.
Return to thisnow.
Whenleafgreens insun
Reaprewards of nocell ofitsbeing isnotgreen.
starlightflesh Thisisleaf goingunnoticed.
&
moonglowbone. Lesself resisting I
being transform'sall.
Double
Doublehelix concertinawire Tobe green within flashdancingblur
drapedover chainlinks dizzyingdesire leavinglove as self's saboteur.
of parent's distortedlove.
Gortex
Could I haveachance Neither soakedbystorm
they neverhad? nor soppinginsweat
SelectivelyPermeableMembrane
Doubledos of history protectingme fromwet.
served as perfectmystery
fromto each nextgeneration. Whilewithin precariousafety
ofmypatiallyporous selfishsuit
Escapingover? Impossible. SPM protectingme
Escapingunder? Improbable. from sin'srelentlesspursuit
by desire'stemptation
Finding unlockedgate flauntingforbiddenfruit
a lifelong task. if&onlyif I traintoweave
fabric of refrain &fate'sreprieve
Learning to picklocks fromyarn of transform's
letting inout allmanner gossamermane.
ofbeing.
NoLife Embryology
Nolife beginningending at birthdeath Therewas a day whenwe werethought lifebegan
in transform's unseasonalsay as a tinysapien simplygrowing exponentially.
eachday today with you&I both
lost tomemory&future'sboast. We nowknow ontogeny recapitulates phylogeny
in elementalbeing's ontology.
Beginningendings in memory'sdeepesthaunts
witheach thisnow singing its taunts Yet wechoose tochoose in sapien's fullhubris
at ticktocktime&eachstraightline a singlemoment from fertiletomotile
fromto asif perhaps loss or gain. between spermeggunion &divinecommunion
asif lifeonly withinreason &ourwillbedone
Nolife nodeath no thoughtofbreath asif beginningbegun be love's trialrun
whenbreathing transform's compellingmusk.
wherejudgment isharsh juryselect
Nomemory tobear no self toblare eachargument pondered eachopinion suspect
&neverever petition'sprayer till finaldecree from frost of intellect
worn threadbare&unaware sapienlifebeginning with love'sdisconnect.
simplythisnow
&neveragain. ElementalAll
Is elementalall simply transform'sthrall
DungBeetle cellularimprisonment an ironicompliment
I'mcertailn dungbeetles to freedomofbeing if trainedbeyond
wouldbevegans desire&defense of memory'self?
drivinghybrids
savingpets fromshelter Or isall firewaterairearth
composting &insistingon sentient beyond death &breathofbirth
greenburial nonliving inways sapiens can neverknow
thus delightingdecomposers nonfeeling withintransform's subtleflow
&allothers feedingontransform. allbut separation allbut sorrow?
Freedom Defendingself'sprison asif myfort
Tobe above lawsofnature drawing eachgate deepening mymoat
freefromforces physicalcultural treatingmymembrane with lacquercoat
freefrom mortality permittingonly activetransport.
freefrom morality
freetodesecrate tombs of nonbelievers Asif selfalone myonly salvation.
having lived&died within elementalbeing Asif selfdefense myonly adaptation.
within a world of simplerseeing Asif birthdeath an aberration
without self'shadow blockingsun withintransform's mercilessgyre.
in a resplendentworld of lesswill beingdone.
Forgetting who&when&wh
Pond allowing myorganism a purgingcry
Howabstract perhaps inthisnow I canrelax&sigh
myatoms being (re)distributed whilebeing unlivingdying yetborne.
throughtout our universe.
Fire
Though they'llprobably Ofall elements notEarth notAir notWater
stayclose toearth play the deviousgame of Fire
whatwithgravity &whatnot. heat&light in proximity
cold&bright in separation.
But my memorymolecules!
Spotting both Christmastree &hearth
Willtheyimprint anypart ofme through winternaked woods.
into transform'sgyre for others tosee
asif initials carved onan ancientoaktree Wishing thatwere my humblehome.
cut&used tobuild a cabin Wanting a childhood filledwithcoulds.
in thesewoods by thispond?
ElementalPrayer
Prayer endingwith hands Removingbelt Then dancingaround domehome
havingbeencleansed in gasoline excess roofingnails spilled with threefourthsfilled trashcan
loosening kneepads into fivegallonpail of threeday'swork
without fear of rooftar transfer. before belt hung pickingup&pitching pieces of roofingfelt
inits properplace. angles of flashing splitshakes
Shadowrising &occasional mishit or fumbled nail.
drawinghammer from toolbelt Handsclean &unencumbered
replacing is inits blackoutline liturgycontinuing as ladders Thusendeth thisday of love
on pegboard. are takendown compacted &carried beginninginlove livedinlove
totheirplace against kennelfence. burned in memory'sdream
in crematorium of lesself's
perfection.
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98%
For thefirst twoyears or so chimps&sapiens are verysimilar
(we sharing 98%genes with simians)
tillchimps becomeclimb &sapiens becomerhyme
words being daring&safety of the savanna species.
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Twochimps &two incipientsapiens weresitting onthebank
withwords filling stream words becomingstream.
Chimps not goodswimmers retreating to forestcanopy
flow beingtoofast for drinkorbath.
The two incipients talked as theirspecies will
astheywill theirlives tofit theirdreams
whiletalking the talk of self&sane
till oneday oneincipient took theplunge
too sunburned&sweaty
or
justcurious about the otherside.
Returningfrom his swim sittingstreamside
on a barkstripped wellwashed treetrunk
letting filteredsun dry him
the otherincipient asked
"Weren't youafraid you'd drown
&be sweptaway to the saltysea?"
The wetone gently wipedadrop
of pure streamwater beading onhisnose
then used his otherhand todo likewise
to the sweatingnose of hiscomrade.
Thentouching his fingertips together
mixing saltsweat with purestreamwater
said
"Eachdrop allocean."
Hiscomrade thenasked about the otherside
&theanswer was the finalutterance ofthe swimmer
"Thereis no otherside."
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Two of onehundred
strongenough totake theplunge.
Ninetyeight babbling.
After plunge&swim
returning changed&unchanged
dancing on a limb.
OriginOfLife OceanNectar
(Simplified unbalanced Sodium&Chlorine onland becomingsalt.
chemicalreactions.) In water becomingocean as ions
separateinsolution.
Lifeasmovement within
membraneboundmolecues. CarbonHydrogenOxygen becomingsugar.
Sugarwater becoming sweetliquid
Complexmolecules sharingbond of forever.
conjured randomly
within transform'sgyre. Drinkingsaltwater.
Dehydrating.
But howdoes animation Dying.
occur?
Drinkingsugarwater
Photosynthesis synthesizing Energizing.
life from sun Thriving.
withthehelp of chlorophyll
& a few inorganicelements. (Oddly in evaporation
...................... both salt&sugar reappearing.
CO2 (greenhousgas poisontoanimals) + Transform
H2O (covering 70% of "earth") + apparentlybrooking
sun's energy no discrimination.)
becoming
CH2O (food as glucose) + Lamarck
O2 (wastetoplants life'sbreath to us). Ifit weronly true
inheritance of acquiredcharacteristics
Chemosynthesis near ocean's thermalvents then history wouldbeboth inherent&obviated
(subbing H2S for H2O) no terrible twos
makingfood packedwith energy no insolent teens
from secondsun as earth'score. no omniscient twenties
no faithless forties
Eitherway essenceoflife eachgeneration embodying then
createdfrom "nonliving". eachgeneration embracing when
being thewisdom of parent'spassage.
HomoNewbie
Maybe asnearas a quarterMYA Yet alas
"modernsapiens" begaintheirshow asif ontogenyrecapitulatingphylogeny
or barely fiftythousandyears wasn't yokenough
if language be definingblow. I needtosuffer my self in private
whileliving in a verypublicspace
Evencounting Homohabilis as "human" searchingwithin our verysameworld
first to sport an opposablethumb for my uniqueplace.
he hadhis rathermodest run
barely twomillion yearspast. Career
Did Homohabilis know
Having notsofirm grasp he didn'tlast (&how couldtheypossibly show
Erectus to Neanderthalensis throughfossils dried or petrified)
to if in theirdaily gather huntkill
the one we proudlycall "wise". beingmoved moreless by hunger
than by wanton will?
Allthewhile paling in significance
whencompared to Dino's devalued dance WhendidHomo as sapien
of a onehundredfifty millionyear expanse break beyondinstinct to realmofskill
of reptilian glory&dominance. valuingaction beyondresult
condemingspecies to pride&doubt
Soul? over whom is goodbetterbest
Did Homohabilis have a soul? when belliesarefull &there's timetorest?
Lackinglanguage howcould hepray?
Without giftofgab he hadnoway Didtheyjudge their paintedcaves
to lawyer a stay in heaven. or wasthat the job of farsprung offspring
far tooclever tobe withoutcontrast
Could Neanderthalense havingour sixthesense knowingphone is churchbellringing?
(countingmemory as sentience
&words as evidence "He's out huntingathering. No no I mean farming.
of Wait I'mconfused he's simplyatwork.
somethingnearly supernatural) We'lltrade hislabor for somehtingcharming
havewritten a script where he'dbe equipped or perhaps he's paidenough for thisday.
tomuster both faith&hope?
He'sbecoming oneofthebest inhisfield
Havingthumb but lousygrip growingwealth at an everincreasing yield.
lettingnature slipfrom flesh&bone I have noneeds beyond mywants
evolving a self forwhich I mustatone &ourfamily thoughdamaged is almosthealed."
for the muchlessthanwhole I define as soul. ......................................
Theyrarely ifever had a talk.
FirstBorn Itwas even more rare thathey tookawalk
Fireborn hardened. through woodsofwisdom (lostlongago)
Onlymillenia of burningrain to streamofweeping with its toohuman flow.
defacing my value.
Cominghomelate eatingsuppercold
Sufficientlyscrubbed asof havingnot discovered fire.
my originalface Sharingbed weepingflames of unsaid
scatteredthin across creatinghell on their tooearthly pyre.
aggitated earth.
Expecting
Intime my face Expecting a fewtrillion
covered compacted reformed. synapticonnections
to makesense of gadzillion
Intime my manyfaces cosmic inflections
stratifiedacross is tooexpect a song
horizontalearth. composed in a singlekey
to soundlike a Beethoven
Intime myfaces symphony.
disfigured by
heatofself Becomingdeaf topretense of makingsense
pressureofother within cacophony of sensations waybeyondfive
becoming intime time admitting no relationship
whatheywere within transform's gentlefluidgrip
moments beforeafter eruption of beginningend as immortalblend
fireborn hardening. no sapien needsearch tofind.
Intime upheaval If aged intraining perhaps morelessretaining
submission only thatwhich is worthy of noexplaining
submergence then quintessentialfool from tepidtidepool
subduction can dreamreality be within hisgasp.
subsumption
to beginagain **Legend**
fire Operatingtoremove
fluid swollen parathyroidgland
fresh finding it ingestedby thyroid
flesh. lendingcredence to urbanlegend
of twin eatingsybling in utero.
**GettingTough**
Writingpoetry gets tough Then I hold the paper abovemyface
when lyinginbed onmyback &startwriting onlythen remembering
with sleepmask&headphones myrecent cataractsurgery &need for
when imageoccurs. readinglasses.
I haveto sweepback sleepmask Finally I beginwriting decipherablewords
fumble toput mymusic onpause till myarms fatigue &paper pencil hands
beforereaching forpaper on bedsidebookshelf allcollapse on mychest.
&workthrough erasers&pens before ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
chancing on myfavorite mechanicalpencil ^ Tree sortoflike me
whichneeds tobepressed toexpose ^ known forboth news&tinder
enoughlead withwhich towrite. ^ admiredmost for shade.
^
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Tree sortoflike me
knownforboth news&tinder
admiredmost for shade.
Whatmore can I do Not a leafmoving.
havingwritten thispoem? Needtowalk ourdog rightnow
Time to turnoff light. beforerain returns.
Hernozzle on jet Single suncluster Firsthands profiling.
mynozzle on gentlemist among pathside lavender After fourhours of poker
untilbyher kissed. each smotheredingreen. they'vebecome myfriends.
Invasivespecies Sit interrupted
invadingallmysenses. by elementalneed.
Pleasemakethis yourhome. Meditationthrone.
Spoilofvictory
is always separation.
But compromisehurts.
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Will DeliveringFate
Will myenergetic yetaging puppy 1. Neurotransmitters
becomingfrustrated with DNA's shortleash 2. Prayer
deamandmorethan reflex instinct memory 3. Memory
insisting on manifestation 4. Alcohol
perhaps someagent for self's indulgentacting 5. Desire
a stringedpuppet dancingwithdesire? 6. Hormones
a ventriloquist'sdummy spewing verbalfire? 7. Selfdefense
"OK" atlast saysDNA. Which oftheabove are
"Accumulate somemeories a. SuperNatural
project somedreams b. SupraNatural
we'llcallit Self c. SimplyNatural
it'll stichyourseams."
Before
"OK" saysWill "that'll fillthebill Beforemembrane
I promise tostay inyourhouse toplay therewasonlyall
(asif youcouldcontainme a singleday.)" thenlinkinglipids
causingfall
"Sobeit" bemoans strandedDNA intoseparation
"ifthat's tobe yourfinalsay. withinthatwall
Justbe veryverycertain sin becoming
youhaven't mispoken semipermeable.
&yourpuppy's
completelyhousebroken." Fire
Mylife is fire.
Letting Cooldown. Cooldown.
Memory engraved
tribute toeachbeing brave. Mybrain is fire.
Cooldown. Cooldown.
Lettingbrain betterthanchoice
silentleafquivering Feveredself moltenliquid.
cawbird'shrillvoice. Cooldown. Cooldown.
.............
PrimalDesire Become magmafield
Primaldesire survival's firstfire of calmeruption.
wantneeding lesseparation labeledaslove.
Wantneeding connection whilefeeling empty Become pahoehoe
yet eachattempt to hug becomingshove. slidingintosea.
fillingemptiness with stuff&nonsense Become unbubblingflow
afraidtolive in presentense smooth slow bareglow.
thenwhenbecoming my barbedwirefence
protecting whatlittle I countasmine. Becomesteam from desire'sfueling.
Becoming tidepool of self'scooling.
Primalurge becoming survivor'schoir
singingtogether boundasfree ToLeave
learningearly to letgodesire Toleave as broadleaf proudlyfloating
beforebecoming deadlimb on florescent tree. green to yelloworange in gloating
or as narrow evergrreneedle
PrimalChoice simplybrown on mattedground.
Flightorfight primalchoice
eachother asthreat to mydesire. tonever turnback towhat wasthen
in a universe of alwayswhen
Flightorfight binaryvoice I dreamed of immortality.
no other asbrother nobecoming entire.
Asif eachstar dying won'treturn
Asif eachnow a momentof as youorme or something
selfdefense blindtolove. muchmuch moresimple
likeanatom of oxygen
Flightorfight or rejoice soeager toburn
openningasking joiningmychoir. or anatom of carbon
soeager tocombine.
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Bananagiraffe Anotherspringspawn.
necklapping atbase ofstand Whatcould a truefisherwant
destinted for mybowl. beyondreunion.
Onehundredfiveyears Onehundredfiveyears Onehundredfiveyears
slipping in diarrhea waiting in hospitalbed headedhomeagain healthy.
hittinghead&hip. forXray ofhip. Stillwaiting sostill.
Cancandancingleaves A sunnygarden
can'tseduce my flowereye beneath brandnew patchofblue
thisbreezy springday. next to sapooze stump.
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GardenCenter Trees
Sapiens slowgoing in buying First usingrocks for nursery
sparrows&wrens speedingwhileflying protecting germ of earth'sfragilehealth.
in&out over cashiers&quedpayers Later buryingthem in leaflitter.
furtivebeing enhanced by notbeing obeyers
dartingwihimpunity Or devilseed infectingcrevice
eschewing even unity clinging clawing
of flocking cloudhigh gorging on sun
thesebullets in nestsky siphoningrain
with excess straw&down&twig cracking theirvery groundofbeing
becoming as Britishbarrister's wig teenage iconoclasts makingmineral
flowingtowardfloor their flavorofthemonth.
in pomp.
In destruction lifebeginning
Almostducking while checkingout stiffwalledcells of nature'scertainty
(though notaduck in sight) beingspace for chloropyll'sworkplace
fearingspearing by featheredotsveering earth&carbon soil&air seekingsun tofuse the pair
(in authentic batlike flight) becomingstuff of sapiencare
leavingLowe's with everything I chose whilexhaling gas of all faunalife.
tomake my backyard birdfriendly.
Neitherpredator norprey
Mouse but for pridefulwitnesses
Mouse enteringsnake'smouth. of culturalbias&familialprejudice
unabletosee with botheyes wideopen
Dark. Warm. Tingling. secretlife of deafblind&unspoken
rootedstill with onlywill to spreadshade
on springlust of picnicinglovers.
Mushroom SuperNatural
Goodtoremember Neuronsfiring without apparentstimuli.
whichmushroom Sensoryneurons? Sensingwhat?
is easytofind Motorneurons? Movingwhat?
is easytoharvest Clearly supernatualmessaging.
is nutritious Spirit? Soul? MInd?
is psychedelic
sickens Or coulditbe remnants of survivalbehaviors
kills. locked&loaded for imminentapplication
tochallenges of thismoment?
Best toforget
whichmushroom Couldthere alreadybe a word
I prefer. forthis whollynaturalphenomenon
visiteduponme each wakingsleepingmoment?
Being
I can'tbe what beingis Coulditbe simply memory?
waterfallface of emeraldisle
concretefeet of isleofman. Sensoryneurons respondingto
historicstimuli?
I can'treach beyondmyflesh ....................
feeling waterfallingtime Situationalreflex trainedbywill
touching concreteworldofmine. restrainedtostill
tillcircumstance
Or yours but neverours triggeringdrill
in waterfallisles with concretefeet subtlesmile inpassing
of flesh&fall&fallenstars. stepback in deferenceordefense
stepforward tocomfort &/or aid.
Eachbladeofgrass I know isall
&knowing cannotpretend tobecome Eachresponse purchased&paid
&pretending can neverhope toknow fortimes of lesself'semantion.
stargrassall of oneasone
shimmeringreen withinoursun. Tacit - 2
Sapiens suffering
Knowing I can'tbe what beingis tacitassumption
butonly whatcouldbe orwhat oncewas of qualitativedifference
weepingforself insouble withour brotherchimps.
weepingforlesself as solution
ifonly indissolution of faith&prayer Our overfilledmemory
withrebirth inisle of flesh&dare spillinginto eachnow
of concreteshimmering creatingdistance with
of stargrasswimpering each holycow
of waterfallingface &every selfishmyth.
ofmy desiringdisgrace.
Certainly plants areunique
Silence the onlyprayerofvalue concoctingchlorophyll
inmy tonguetied world capturingsun
of wordsofwant. neverneeding tochase or run
fromtoward as predatorprey
Nevertalkingback withme seekingeternity as I lay
to tongueless now awake throughlongnights
asif tonull my sacredvow of dreamsofavarice.
tobe &be as heavensent.
Qualityquantity notwithstanding
Whytake atall letstillnessfall elementalbeing's dispassionate remanding
from mouths clearlymake for demandingrespect for wisdomofnature
eating whichmust bemet with acknowledgement
singing of kinship
& unassailable by nurture.
onesinglekiss.
**It'sJustScience**
IntheScienceofLeafManagment(SLM) High DepthofLobe(DL) describing
the CoefficientofCurl(CC) beingparamount eachleaf's DeterencetoBlow(DB)
whencalculating StrategyofDeportation(Sd) increases UseofRake(UR)
&deciding on RakeorBlow(R/B) UR!whenDLxDB>5
witheachleaf a potentialparamour withnasty CompoundLeaves(CL)s
clingingtoanother asif paranoid. deservingdepradation bordering on desecration
fortheir perseverance in remainingclumped.
Curl(Cr) beingequalto
DegreeofDesiccation(Dd) Choosing a properdestination
dividedby for the (perjorativelylabeled) detritus
MemoryofDeterioration(Md) involves humanemotion
Cr=Dd/Md eachleaf deservingdistinction
with TimeofDetachment(Td) forits devotiontoduty in
beingkeydeterminant CO2reduction &O2production.
in devitalization ofthe
chlorophyllfactory If leafs finaldestination borders on desolation
underconsideration thenlet NeighborhoodChildren(NC) resistdereliction
Td=Dd/MdxSd intheirDutyofDetonation(DD) of piledhighleaves
with leavingLovingDepressions(LD) as a derivation of Joy
R/B dependingon {Sd-CC}. J=NCx{DD+LD}.
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Regrettably SLM isyet tobe consecrated
bytheprestigious LordsofGardening&
LandscapeArts&SciencesNobility(LGLASN)
so
"alloftheabove" isthe wronganswer.
Embryology ToAtom
Therewas a timewhen sperm&/oregg To atom molecule as work of art.
wasthought tobe minime To molecule cell as artmuseum.
simplygettingbigger in mommy'sbelly. To cell organ as metropolis.
To organ a system as state.
Wenowknow ontologyrecapitulatesphylogeny To system sapien as nation.
inourcellsuit's benign developmentaloncology. To sapien newborn as village.
To newborn family as love.
From singlecellinsea through fishamphibian To family love as eachlife.
reptilebirdmammal To love eachlife as allbeing.
tillborn as helpless pseudosapienanimal. To allbeing eachatom a work of art.
Yetwechoose tochoose intellectualhubris Same
choosing miraculousmoment asour chosenwish Sittinginsameplace inwoods
when gilltoscale tofeatheredfrill somebreaths forgiven
becomes a (Holy?)ghost inthe(organic)machine somebreaths forsaken.
suddenlyimbued with divinefreewill.
Duringeach infinitelylongsit
From spermeggunion to holycommunion thisbreath equal in length&depth
lifebeginning withinreason &ourwill bedone toany yesterdaytomorrow.
asif embryo'sdevelopment onlylove's trialrun
withjudgment beingharsh &juryselect No challengingreality withreason.
till finaldecree from frostofintellect
sapienlifebeginning Sitting. Breathing.
with
love'sdisconnect. Thisnow.
NeedToMean
Sloshingthrough my synapticswamp Reading expertanalysis
confusedbystimuli from withinwithout satisfied I hadn't missed a twist
needingtopretend I'vefound a path &hadseen thegame meaningfully.
to something otherthan thisnow. ...........................
..................... Addingwhen viathen toeach pristine
Strollingthrough artmuseum thisnow
headset directingmyattention. memorializingself inmy immortalvow
Beingtaughtmeaning thusguillotining tohave neverever missedanything
thisnow from lesself's unknowing. of import.
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Trolling halltohall largetosmall Sloshingthrough my synapticswamp
until tourcompleted &freedtogo. infusedwithstimuli from withinwithout
................... wandering nopath as thisperfectnow
Waitingforboxscore letting thenwhenbe whileliving withoutdoubt
to teachme what I watched. that mytrained lesserself can discern
Who didthescoring? elementalbeing during transform'sburn.
Who madethesteal?
Who didtheboarding?
Who sealedthedeal?
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Chlorophyll HuntGather
Withoutchlorophyll Huntingathering
nosun within eachcell in homelesseeking
no energytopropel wanderingthroughbrain
eachwhim ofmy with incessantspeaking
indefatigablewill. oddcombination
of memory&dreaming
Warmth from carbohydrateburn creatingself &pridefulscreaming
as daylight metabolicnocturne "I am earth's wisebiped."
serenadingme as I yearn
tobecome the music Thusbeginning our viralspread
ofthespheres. leaving somuch inourpath
stonedead
Without our miraclemolecule while seekingmore while wagingwar
we'd be totally withoutfuel against thatwhich we can'tbe
to buildBabels from languagebaubles otherthan.
to dealwith existentialtroubles
onplanet burningindarkness Few comingtopeace
creating itsown abyss with self'scaprice
whereplants canteach whiledrunk on desire'swill.
but willneverpreach
tosapiens bent on Few masteringmeld
mastery. of plainness&simplicity
in trainingto selfquelled
leavinglittle butstill.
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Dribbledrive to draw Dribbledrive. Pass?Shoot? Ballbouncing untouched.
creating passingangle. Pullingback &reloading. Ball archingently untouched.
Lobpass to slamdunk. Upfake. Driveorgun? Ball hittingmissing.
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Pearl
Lettinginjuredsenior Yetpearls remain encased in shell
score uncontestedbasket theirbeautylost inthat privatehell.
for the record. Evenfortified byfaith intheir flashyluster
sensingsoftsound of self'sdeathknell.
Fortherecord
letting disabledgolfer Evenstrung in MilkyWay
ride cart whilecompeting. of monthsofmoons&pearldrop smile
...................... of yearsofJunes & I loveyou's
So eachpearl'salone in singlefile.
spitoutsand in selfdefense
stay shutight against eachtide Anyway oysters oftenclamup
fearingocean withitsforce whenasked toexpose thiersoft vitalpart.
livingsafely within impregnablepride. Acceptingsand onegrain outoftime
simplycreates a second hardenedheart.
Butif bychance pregnancyoccurs
abort foulfetus beforeitgrows Records writtenbyme
remainingmother of yourown preciouslife recordingonly what I willwrite.
neveraccepting sefishself's deaththroes. ...............................
Perhaps
Hardenyourshell staysafelywithin allwriting willstop with sand&shell emptying
a lifeform soancient itmusthave somemerit. with allifewithin atlast setfree
Strainingsea takingwhatyouneed &allself is forgotten &weall agree
&neverdenying whatyouinherit. thatwith an absenceofgoodness allyou is eachme.
Nevertraining tosee thelife Allshellfish eachgem on sandybed
beyond mineralmaze in sandybays becomingoceanblind to thenwhens &I's.
wheresoft warmwaters keepyouwet Shellfish to jellyfish to nofish atall
behindyourears behindyouryears oceanfillingfast withtears noonecries.
withgems overuling timetestedgenes Fortherecord unrecordedinrock
in relativistic curvingworld eachtick stands still with neveratock.
with rulerslengthening rulershrinking .............................
wherewhat's countedright is whatyouthink. Changingrules sapienmade
infaceof unnaturalaffliction.
Records writtenforme Havingfaith that God
recording what I wouldwill. respects ourjudgment.
................................
Or Or
Acceptsand asfact notfate. Faithless ruleless ruthless
Layeritgently withyour loving grace never morallyconflicted
protectingquartz with motherofpearl weeping withall strong
whileperfectingself by yeildingface. weeping withall afflicted.
Yourglisteningdeeds willmakemight seemright
as eachgem becomes your personaljewel.
Wear your pearlneckless with basicblack
at funeral of all whocalledyou a fool.
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Search Dream Don'tYou?
Whywouldanyone Dreambeing literallythen Don'tyouhear
searchmyhouse dredgedup remembered flutteringleaves
tofind myfamily's in sometorturedisorder. echoing my racingheart?
being?
I hate thosedisjointed fragments Don'tyoufeel
Asifmysofa of partiallydigested vomitednow gentlewarmbreeze
chooses its sitters makingames of who I thought I was. ofmy midsummerlove?
&myremotecontrol ...........................
chooses its channels. Dreambeing figuartivelywhen Wouldyoudeny earthair&fire
desireunleashed unfettered theirconcert ifnot accompanied
Asifmybed breakingdown reality'sborder. bywater?
causes sleep.
Asifmycommode I lovemy futureperfect Then knowell mytearsflow
causes a dump. mytense of intenseperfection till yourtouch healsmywound
makingahero of who I think I am. &ourbeing becomeselemental
Whywouldanyone expectofind .................................. &all.
somesupernatural Dreaming thenwhen but nevernow
fairy a TeaCup on a TiltAWhirl on a Cycling
or anythingatall outofthe RollerCoaster Fall&winter doom&death
ordinary? a metaworld suretomakemesick springrebirth &summerblest
tomystomach inmyhead eachpart of tranform's subtletest
ThirdImperative downtomyfeet of ticktocktime &cyclingtrue.
Reproduction as ThirdImperative beinganywherebut firmly on
notwithout goodreason. earthairwaterfire. Asif dawndusk a naturalmust
1. I needtobe wellfed warm northsouthpoles notwithstanding.
&wideawake to havemycake AtOnce Asif equator's singleseason
(&eatit too). Tobe allife atonce lost to cyclicphase demanding.
2. Mygenes don'treallyfit istobe lifeternal.
mychildren. Eachmoment now eachact justhis
Mydreams aremine Yestereday being notoday alone an arrow asone a kiss.
&minealone. withits pieinmyfacesmile Neitherbirth nordeath nohit nomiss
Alone. creatingmemory's of a no torturedsoul no heavenlybliss.
threethousand ring circus.
Theirbreath v. mydeath All lost&found without a thought
unsatisfying to mypreciouself. Tobe alive atonce to makeawheel to makeadeal
istobe transfrom. that I shallprevail against thenwhen
Progeny v. permanence by pretendingtobe againagain
essence v. presence Elementalbeing asif a promise
each a nobrainer lacking timeorplace asif a promise.
possessionbeing asifcase or category
worth ninepoints or inflection or judgment Splitting
ofanylaw havingbeenrendered Fusingatoms
wheredeath counts as nil. unsurrendered creatingelements
withinmemory's hellfire of endingourbeginning
Core burntcrisp sense with our apprehending.
I am thecore ofmyorganism a cinderwithin thenwhentense.
asif the organism belonged Splittingatoms
toany I. Tolivelife justonce withinthis splittinghairs
exquisitenow. beginningourending
Languagefailing with our intiricate defending.
selfishness wailing HotTub
decreesofsovereignty Taking a shower Whatcouldpossiblycome
withmyshipofstate beingas superficial from a long&randomrun
caughtintransform'sbreeze asbelief of atoms in transform'sgyre?
sailingcalm&free. where immersion
in hotub Whatspecies of species
I am mygrandfather'smemory istobe asif entombed could evolve&devolve
beforehisdream of becomingme. enwombed duringdevotion to simplesurvival?
embalmed
**Crucifix ** within elementarybeing. Yet here I am singing songs
Ifyou eversee a zenmaster of separation&love of rights&wrongs wearing a crucifix **GatelessGate ** whiledancing my dervishdance.
takehim tothe nearest Havingbeenlate finding my gatelessgate
WaffleHouse. I hadtowait for crowdtoabate **PineFalls **
before beingassigned my fatelessfate. PineFallsWisconsin
**OTB ** neverhad a waterfall.
If Buddha werealivetoday Itseems I wasdestined todate&date
I'mcertain he'dbe infavorof whilemyladies studied myeverytrait Now withdeforestation
OffTrackBetting. before I waschosen orchose mymate thename taking
for my eternaloving blissfulsate. a trulygrimturn.
Alien
"Whyme?" falsesuffering in anage ofcure Biopsydone
whenpills arethere whymustwe endure nomoretests torun
indignityofpain &painofdeath? theygiveyou theirnews
&handyouyourhat.
Cry to godsofscience cry togods ofchurch
cry tosky whencaught inthelurch Wordofmodern doctorpriest
forwhat's a Father neededfor judgingmost whilefeelingleast
ifnot tomeet myeveryneed? stuffofscience hard&cold
life&death bought&sold
Do procedures waveholywands triagetriumphant in pressuredtimes
do what'sneeded tobreak alienbonds secondtonothing but dollarsigns.
ofmybody &this ungodlysin Instrument readings neverlying
unearned unwantd yet growingwithin. patientsliving patientsdying.
Useyourpower overthis dreadisease. Technodoctors failingtoconsole
UseHispower overMephistopheles. grave tothem a simplehole.
Bringpower tobear ohplease ohplease Fleshmeetingearth in finalrest
put mysufferingbody atease. life an ongoing efficiencytest
of carbonbasedunits in unsterilefield
Wometimes theonly sapienside toHoly an elementalgame with percentages its shield
is Christcrying "WhyhastThou forsakenme?" whereobject meetsubject subvertingthesame
with cause&effect beingits primalgame.
Theymeasure lumps
likethe measurebumps Sometimes theonly humanside toscience
onbacks of sacrificialrats. isits overwheening selfreliance.
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CANCER reads techno test
havingfoundlump in lady'sbreast.
To technos another facelessface
but to us analien weneedtoembrace.
Priestsofscience say "Cut&run." But welookwithin eachother'seye
Priestsofchurch say "Thywillbedone." embracingtransform seeing onelie
Eachbowingtoprint asif tumors&patients&healers arethree
withits ink dark&dry. whenknowing beyondfact theyarenotfree
tobe alone tobe apart
whenthey're each&all elementalbeing A lifeformgrowing without&within
a lifeformgrowing beyondreason'seeing unknowingunjudging simplynaturalifedeath
without ourwill without thoughtofsin. as partofperfection ineach firstlastbreath.
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If squirrel tofall Oldroad ground&spread Mydeepestdesire
probablylanding onme as foundationfor newroad. tobe kleptomaniac
loungingbeneathtree. Reincarnation? pilfering all love.
Knowingdog's not there When a memory
yet sidestepping memory justabout becomesadream
onourbedroomfloor. liminalbeing.
Springrowth obscuring It's all I cando Dewonleaf. Again.
phonenumber on LotForSale. teachinglove by example. Different&same. Again.
Nature's selfdefense. Noone noticing. Me insane. Again.
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SOBJECTIVITY
0
SQ . *
O . SapienIntelligences
B EQ . * (inorder of import)
J . SQ = SocialQuotient
E IQ 50 . * ##########
C ....... . EQ = EmotionalQuotient
T PQ . PQ = PhysicalQuotient
I BMR . * ###########
V WT . * IQ = IntellectualQuotient
I ....... .
T TEMP . *
Y .
AMT . *
100 .............................................................................................
0 50 100
S U B J E C T I V I T Y
We eachdrink a glassofwater ofthesame amount&temperature.
We each have different IQs SQs & EQs causing even the water amount&temperature
to feeldifferent because of our unique weights&BasalMetabolismRates (both PQs).
Evenknowing (IQ) we'redrinking the same amt&temp of the samesubstance
our SQ & EQ willmake the experience substantiallydifferent.
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Subjectivity being directlyproporional to the number of objectivemeasurements
yielding a slope of Sobjectivity.
Sobjectivity being reality beyond duality&rationality.
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BruteBeing JellyFish Sack
Findmate Nothinglikejelly atall. This sackofsea
Inseminate. that I calls me
Endofstory Ifspread ontoast warmed by parent
of species's itwouldonly sog thecrispy star.
dominance. becoming a mucouscoat
....... unappetizing to the Nth degree. Stonesoup itseems
SapienBeing sansveggies or stone
Findmate. Notmuch likeafish either. justme &mymembrane
Inseminate. Noneed to fillet or scale allalone
Startofstory asif itcouldbecaught unknowinglove
beginningofgory by netorhook. asmy
transfusion of finalhome.
language&culture. Now fortheirgrace
unknowingJesus LeftOut
butsaved anyhow Blessed is he
Doe (fromwhat howcould with couragetojoin.
Doe standingsotckstill anyoneknow?)
next to chainlinkfence beingwithout motivation Gifted arethee
surrounding electrical purpose oreven skeleton. whocould neverbe
substation. anythingotherthan in.
Yetstill cellular
Sol in sapienobesiance &thus imprisoned. By whatmiraculous nonvirginbirth
& in feralfreedom. ......................... could a childborn of ourbrutish earth
Jellyfish areto ocean balance naturenurture both
Ashless as becominglesself without a boast
Fearing beatificburn watermelons areto earth surviving oursloppy sapiensoup
leavingnoash fromwhich as of self's desirousecretions?
myPhoenix canreturn whole isto part
I sullymyperfecion as Chainofgenes havingneverchoked
with layersofprotection divinity isto duality firstfiveyears havingnevercloaked
of mypreciouself. as unspokengospel of tranform'sall
duality isto reality from preciousbeing borntofall
Wouldthat I couldthat I as hearing silentspectre call
resist transformation stillness isto will yet neverdwelling in selfishness
without inevitableisolation as being softouch&emptykiss
nevereturning towhat thisnow isto thenwhen of defenselessife in perfectbliss.
I nevereverfelt as
asif mydisappearance transfrom isto ticktocktime Killing
be an elementaltheft. as Killing
lesself isto separation borrowing lifedeath from lifedeath
Fire from mytraining as seasonlessun in dawnduskwink
burning to CO2&H2O separation isto love. with sapiens trading whatheythink
leaving nocarbon remaining theyhave the rightohord.
noearth toreap noair tosow.
........................ Self's survivalguilt
Embracing beatificburn. felt with eachpassing
Noash noPhonenix toreturn. of flamingstardust
mistaken as braintrust.
**ThreeP's ** **GettingOld **
Past = paleontology = primordialprotocol Getting old's about gettingsaggy
panoply of perfunctory myscrotum getting loose&baggy.
poeticpastiche
portal of priviledge Inyouth aninstrument a churchlessorgan
portent to privy nowaged itsmusic rarelyplayed
potpourri of precedence its infernalbass neveroaring
primalpretext soprano coming afterfade.
probablility of profanity
pristineprotegy Sleepingnude with flabbyskinsticking
each toss&turn stretching thinskin
Presence = psychology = paragon of parodox like an overagedcondom longpastprotecting
panoply of personality even with instrument's partialerection.
precipitate of preeminence
provenance of preternatural My finalstrawcoming aftermidnight BM
preemptorypredilection whenstanding skin pullingup toiletseat.
presumedprerogative Itscrashing wakingeven exhaustedsemen
propositionalprophecy scrotalskin snappingback beating mymeat.
provenance of propensity
proxy for primogeniture Ah for dayspast of tight&firm
no jockstrapneeded withbag naturallytaut.
Politics = pageantology = patriarchy of pessimism
proclivity to parody Ah for pastdays of burgeoningsperm
pall of palliative from deliverysystem of hardenedworm.
pique of pluralism
plight of plight **ItsJustMath **
piteouspolemics Using 4 units of TP 3X =
pawn of pander 3units 4X
pretext for presumption except for additional
pretentiousprerogative soap&water.
presumption of probity
pubescentpugnacity **Sagging **
pusilanimouspersistence Finally some saggingskin.
For a momenthere I wasafraid
I mightbe immortal.
Water
Meadowstream gurgling Whitecaps exploding
mountainstream gushing against what erosion willhumble
stones&rocks garbling solidtosand in eonsofcrumble.
mass commandingmolecules
burstingwhite in mad escape Mysweat a coolwetting.
evokingemotion from Water? Waste? Perhapself'sfretting?
watersac sapiens. Asif regretting soddenchallenge tosol
asif anequal agentofchange.
Falls fallingatonce in varied dropsdistance
sheddingmist in flaringforms Earth's cruelvetting bysol's pirouetting
drama's attempt at sharingswarms through seasons&days of heat's risingsetting
separating insplash sucking preciousliquor to shamelessdisplay
whatisone incache in blamelessarray as sky's endlessballet
tothoseblind toration's separationgame being puffwhite radiantred
in aquesousflame unquenchedbyblame ominousblack emptygray
from sapiens of bloodsweat&tears. cloudlesscloudful cloudskyplay
............... in transform'shonor as awe withoutstay
Whitecaps curling butfor eternalthis
before tidalpoolswirling within ephemeralnow.
frontoflife creating independentcell
in dependence becoming sapien'sdwell. NewYear'sSnow
....................... Newyear's snow
Consuming lightwhite gentlecrystals
Consuming floweringmeadow as soft as coloredcutouts
pollinating transform's myriad eternitites pasted to kindergarden windows.
combing honeybear'shair for hislongnap Freezepanedfrost
havingbecome candiedcalories. highlighting patterns crisscrossed
on outside of inside of wellwarmedwomb.
Honeybear honeybee honey you honeyme
lovingas lovingis Snowballs snowforts dog's snowynose
stardust inlovewith gravity. promising a year beyond death'sthroes
for agelesschildren in memory'stomb
HowCan? pretendingtoforget eachseason'sdoom.
Q: Howcan earthairwater .................
becomefire Marchsnow
except within chlorophyll scumblack hardenedshell
being alchemy'sgyre leftbehindpiles from storminghell
god becoming heat reminding revelers of reality'sprice
heat being breath for gentlecrystals&smoothskatingice.
defyingdeath as ...................
transform'sdynamo Earth's tilt promising winter's wilt
on a rock bathed in till Aprilrain letsearth regain
&bakedfromwithin water fromwinter's solidphase
by stardust'sdance &sapien's hope of eachself's refrain.
&gravity's trance ..................
creating allthis Spring&summer&fall beblessed
from allthat? farfromwinter's eternaltest
.............. failedbyme inmy constantquest
A: CO2+H2O+sun=CH2O+O2 for escapefrom who I wasamwillbe.
w/sun trapped in
carbohydratebonds. TotalNumber
What's the totalnumber of organism below?
Topography Beaver Dam Den Pond Stream
Insane landscape ofmybrain A. 1 D. 4
carvedbytorrent of other B. 2 E. 5
if&onlyif I islost in thisimplenow C. 3 F. 6
(myself being Indianaflat). G. Alloftheabove.
H. Nonoftheabove.
Threepounds billionsofneurons I. Anytwo of A-E.
highgroundswamped with
limbicliquor RePaying
suffering flooding&drought. Withoutroots
plant'scan't drink.
Threepounds trillionsofsynapses Withoutleaves
senses as watershed plant'scan' t eat.
of lesself'secosystem Withoutflowers
bridgesbeingbuilt for each plantscan't mate.
season day moment. Withoutfruit
plant'scan't move.
A brutallydangerousplace Withoutseeds
tolive &die. plant'scan't reproduce
repayingearth.
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Dog'sickness unkind. Tunnelingpastgold Mymonkey's playing
Diabetes takingtoil. insearch for satisfaction. asif mind inmy body.
Moreloving sinceblind. Causing a cavein. Whenwillthey growup?
Tasted. Swallowed. Gone. Piercingcanopy
Ifonly sensinglasted yetoak keepsgrowinghigher.
beyondmydesire. Does it seekheaven?
Toiletseat smiling Persistentickling. Being bodyache
whileclosing undercontrol. Lungs signalingtheirflooding whilememory a stillake.
Passiveaggression? compellingmycough. Stick. Throw. Splash. Wake.
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