WhileWaiting Source
Whilehanging onhis crossofself God is the source
waitingforsomething tohappen who has no source.
pilgrim consideringchoices. ThomasAquinas
Tobe River'source being mountainstream.
1. misanthrope - but I'm notreally Mountainstream'source being springrain.
angry Springrain'source being surfeitclouds.
2. curmudgeon - thoughmiserable Surfeitcloud'source being ocean'smist.
I'mnot untutored Oceanmist'source being coolingclouds.
3. hermit - but I don'tblame others Coolingcloud'source being oceanmist
4. recluse - perhaps mybeing springrain mountainstream river.
is chosenisolation.
Nosource yet transform'sforce
Pilgrim reconsideringchoices. as elementalbeing
in star's stillburningsight.
Tohave
5. nervousbreakdown - but I'm kindof Nosource but prideless eternaltorch
relaxed blinking longforgotten paganlight
6. PTSD = but I haven'tsuffered asif a day wasnot a night.
trauma
7. insanity - an answer to PerfectPrayer
whatquestion? Love's perfectprayer
8. suicide - buthow lackingwill isin thefire
tofuel commission? consumingself
&self'sdesire
Eight nonchoices while ifchoosing tobe theflame
nailsfastening evermore securely. lightingnight
beneath will'scloak
GodFather forsaken. aswants conspire.
Commiserating with GodSon.
GodHolySpirit lost toinability Will beingfuel
tocount past two. of self'sconsuming
leaving ash only
I waitingpatiently forlove's sweetblooming
countingon mydeath inlight ofall
whilesuffering. my deeplove's looming
within lesself'sbeing
Or withblindingeyes
trainingto notcount for emptyseeing.
atall.
Pure&Simple SeekNot
Notforme your pure&simple If a savior youseek
naturepromising nothing with salvationforgratis
forcertain. through graceasgrace
asGod's greatgift
Nature'sokay forthose lackingwill butcan't butdoubt
failingtorecognize her certainkill. yourplea to authority
Letmelive in labyrintheofmemory or fearfeel of intuition of a
existingastransform'srefugee. Trojan horse
Letmyimagination run scotfree thentrain forthemarathon
toward anychosen sanctity whose endlessfinish
aslong asthere's a guarantee thoroughlyfatigues will&want
of eternalife for you&me. tillgrace lostopace
as I amble fullable torun
Basicsurvival being nature's way withinout of eachmoment's
yet nature givingme powertopray. unholybreath.
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Friends afterthematch. Friends duringthematch Just memyself&all
Butnow onlyone canwin helpingeachother perform creature of twentynine limbs
&it willbeme. creatingbeauty. oneracket noball.
Rounded greenoakcrowns Stallion underpines
surrounding eight brickchimneys in a field fullofdarkspots.
above woodshakedroofs. Flora or fauna?
Steppingintostream Plungingintostream. Vanishinginstream
shivering eachinchdeeper. Lungscollapsing heartstopping. ifonly myself allow
Backingoff for warmth. Surfacing screaming. immersion in now.
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WhatHappens? II
Whathappens to GodFather whathappens to GodSon LeafGodbeing backyardhoops withdad when elementalbeing is fullyembraced? fretfulfun&heroworship
Theyfallaway as petal&leaf in drivewaynarrow perfectworld
self's fear&questioning finallyeffaced of notgoodenought then alibi'slip.
yetmay liveon eternally
as belief's temptingchaff. Then ontobrother &pseudo teamball
needingtobepart butwanting toshow
Livinglife eachseason rootsprouting as stem ingame foughtwithin aswell aswithout
newleavesgrowing as nurture&need whileseeking lesself in smooth fullcourtflow.
for newlife's sunlight as freshflowersform
insuringreproduction throughnew fruit&seed. Inglory inlimbo being blanchedpetal
strugglingtobalance both D&O
Sungreenleaf givinglife throughmyspring trying being¬ inmy summerofquestion
protectionfromstorms comfortingwithcare secondguessing whether togive or togo.
feedingmycells as I grow within itsnurturance
yet that unmovingmiracle unmoved by myprayer Learninglanguage from summerbrother'stongue
withoutknowing hisreach neverfeeling histouch
for a meetingofminds on scarecrowcross mypetals wilting in summer'sdrought
with creepingdesire a stangling strawvine notusing stamenpistil inmy headlongrush.
for lifeverlasting in logicoflove
for strength ofallbeing that I cancallmine. Playingon playingas mylife fullofwords
askingfromcross for a voice I canhear
So I glory inpetals of unfailingperfection withmy I beingdeafened by desire'sdemands
a flower sofragrant beingmyown sweetbreath. leavingonly lonliness &emptyfear.
Selfpollinatingpride on crossofreflection .............................................
becoming fruitseed till summer'self choosesdeath. Yetmygame islong fullofright&wrong
.................................................. withmyflowerblossoming in contests wonlost.
Whathappens to GodFather whathappens to GodSon Parent'sneverwatching I play inthisnow
when elementalbeing is fullyembraced? unknowingamnesia is lesself's highcost.
They fallaway as father&brother
livingnameless&fullyerased Playing season's end stripping my finalface
yetmay liveon eternally of then&when &alwaysabove.
if bound to memory. Atlast livinglesself with effortlessgrace
at one with emptiedall &full of allove.
They livelives eachseason as youthfaces age
buildingstrength toface eachday's freshtask
of choosingaflower beingeach bee
creatingfertilebond of freshfamily.
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**VolumeOfAge** **Turkeys **
Even longafter prostate reaming Dogsniffing unaware of strangecacklingnoise
&diminution of fertilestreaming likechildren at recess absorbedwith theirtoys.
nostill in desire for orgasmic(non)creaming. Butwehadbeenwarned of turkeys sobold
they'dfrighten yourpets &leavechildren scaredcold!
Ignoringnature's nonchalance
thinkingmypassion intime growntepid So aswe walkedthrough thiswinter's barestbrown
stillflush with transform's eternal urge wecouldn't holdback our quizicalfrown
&procreation's endlesssurge. whenhearing withoutseeing whatwe hadbeenfearing
Tongue turning from enhanced wordsofseduction gobblegobblingcacophony across the nextclearing.
to substitutesucculence as salaciousecretion
for a satisfyingissue foreach fatherissue wench Thenpeering through pickupsticks branches&trees
though lackingsubstance of semen'squench. the onlymovement wesensed beingcaused by coolbreeze.
But turningaroundstealthily seeingbrazen soundmakers
Firingfromfull abdominaldamnation feelingfear whenfacedwith clawedavian breathtakers.
dopaminedomination dousingreason tostill
wantingnot oxytocinbliss Surrounded itseemed by poltergeists of feather
demanding fullest foulmouthedkiss. callingourdogclose sowe couldall copetogether
whilefiguring allfactors relieved astheraptor's
Lettingmother ofall betrayedinnocense din becamethin whentheirforaging movedon.
know well myfetish hasn'tgonefetid .......................................
still my lust'swill nosucklingchild Andso the legend of flightlessfear
still fullblown &blowingwild. increasing witheach nextround of beer.
PrayNow
Arewe supposeto praymore now Now facing yourend ourend
because of lovesapping cancer? in oursin of oursin
by malignantgrowth of sincerity
Shallwe holdher inourprayers insincerely I beg for me asyou prayforyou
asifprayers hadfingers askingonly for visitinghours.
asifmyhands couldheal
ormyheel couldstomp Asif toask when I canbecome
ravagingcells? yourlife &pain &death.
Asif unpracticed&unprayed
I can'thold. I can'tpray untrained untrained untrained.
underpressure of mortality. Asif I canbe anything otherthan
same same same
Who in God'sname do I think I am selfsame selfish &alone.
tograce hersuffering withmysanctity?
Whypray atall to a personalGod
Howdifferent was yesterday ifnotasking for personalforgiveness
whenmyprayer was diffuse for being a person
& intruth insincere for needingforgiveness
sinceyou werenot dying for starting&ending eachprayer
& I wasunborn. asif starting&ending a thought?
....................................................................................................
I thought while lostinthought
I couldavoid unmercifulove
&thus your mercilessuffering&pain.
Shameonmybrain.
Shameonmybrain
Howcan a prayer inmyhead
help her trapped inherhead
where noprayer cando a
damnedthing?
Perhapsprayer mustbeunheard
unsaid &nevereventhought
duringvisitinghoursonly
&only withoutflowers.
Fear StopPretending
Fearing Homosapien in eachallofus Stop pretendingfaith
wiseman perhaps but rarleyotherthan an excuse for notlearning
wisdom couchedinpotatoes an excuse for notworking
germinating as flowertops an excuse for selfindulgence.
pretendingfruit perfectlymoral
&seed Unknowing beyondreason
undeniablyimmortal. is felt whiletraining to stillness.
Love instead aslife's heterosapien Withoutrestraint
no wiseman but betterthan allwill becomesclear
with wisdomcouched in earth'srootcrops with allwon't dullingmyfear.
before germination as flowerless tops
living nonmorally &lesselfishly Ultimate
as elementalbeing. Desiringlifeternal
my ultimatesin
MoralAuthority wantingtobe forever
Seed overtree? You overme? &forever God'stwin.
Roots beneathstem? Me beneaththem?
Born in Hisimage
An author of oralkind hoping&praying forever.
looking whatwouldhefind
of kings&gods theletter M Increasingmypetition
makingmymajestymoral? thecloser I'mgetting to never.
Myself'spower moraltoo Dimmer
as I towhy &then whynot Christmastime
since my separation a tragic dimmerswitch
nearlycomplete. increasingeffulgence
of holidayspirit
Separate I canclimb&see tillwaking onthe26th
from highestcrown of tallest tree nopresents
that seedislesser &root&stem nocarols
&flowering also is lessertoo nohope.
sterile blanched scentless senseless
yet whollyunholy sapien. Simplystill dark &stark.
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Intramural games In convertedchurch Walls as outofbounds.
at our illfundedcollege. threepointarch centercircle Choir our weightsroom.
Brutecompetition. merginginprayer. Stage for closestfriends.
I too amrevenge Takingshot I want.
as story of tallgrasses Self untrained&unloving
death hiddenwithin. written in largefont.
Suffering. My test. Suffering. A test Beingsuffering.
Winters come&come&stay towhich I knowtheanswer The ectasy ofmypain
without a Christmas. &knowing suffer. beinglove atlast.
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CrossOfSelf
Finallybreakingdown fallingfrom mycross Finallyjumping gravityletting go.
in heap of misusedappendages fused tomypast. Dense floatingfeeling of beingmoreless.
But I'm willingtolearn serving newboss Suddenlylost in transform'sflow
before willing&serving became mynextloss. umbilicalsnapping me takingablow
Standingbefore then circlingaround while crashingback againstmycross
taking a peek at what'sbeyond. stunnedbyboth light&dark.
Feelingwarmlight softwhite surround Sharpainofglare mygrowingcost
a lifewithin butneverfound nonknowing atlast myself's lastloss.
beforemycross as puppetfool Atlast beginning my finaltraining
without a knife to cutmystrings to severcord with willess sword.
then onmycross cruelration's tool Enteringlight of I's deathflaming
beforemyfall exposingjewel. intorealm of nevernaming.
Yetstill afraid to findthose of lesself Is myox becomingtame?
quitting mydreams as leadingman. With everylunge mycord stillholding.
Afraid thatwilless I wouldbehelpless Yet everymoment a recoilgame
notknowingfreedom of beingwealthless. tilldazed with indifference a blanked self&brain.
Tying a bungee aroundmywaist Then staying as gentletransform'sdove
justincase changing myplan. lettingtie becomemybind
Unabletofathom what I faced holdingall belowabove
perhaps needingtoreturn inall duehaste. in rapture of simple emptiedlove.
Lost StillHanging Self'sSoul
Lost in thisnow Waningcrescentmoon Self fearinglifedeath inits separatecellsuit
I'm praying. stillhanging inmy studywindow positingmemory tosolve foreverafter
No. Evenmoreso longaftersun has fullyrisen in righteousabsolution
I am simplyprayer. onthis Eastermorning yet fearing forgetfullness
or anyother. with neuralnet'sdissolution.
Lost in thisnow
I'm in KingdomOfHeaven. Unknown Soul as sanctifiedspawn of memoryforgot
No. Evenmoreso Sapiens facingtheunknown conferringeternalife fromeach goodGod'swill
I am KingdomOfHeaven. labeling it with familiarity. with Spirit as His thirdface &sistersinner
Fish - Clown. Dog. Flying. ofcontrol incontrol
Lost in thisnow Spiders - Meshweaver. Blackwidow. separating in judgment each you&me
I'm all &God. Birds - Laughingull. Baldeagle. from transform's healingwhole.
No. Evenmore Gods - GreatSpirit. FatherInHeaven.
&muchmuch less. LordOfLords. KingOfKings. Soitgoes devil's longdesired win
self unknowingsalvation as this simplenow
No this. No now. Pleasing myself isolating each I with fearofdeath
No all. No God. withmy chosing pseudolife within compost'sdepth
And never ever anthropocentrism breathing thenwhen's stagnantbreath.
lost.
**Indisposed **
Papertowel dispenser asif indisposed Eachpull resulting in four fingertowels
indiscreet inits stubbornimmobility. with brownscalloped edge above.
Eachpull resultingin multiplescowls
Indefensible asif indispensable as I'm leftwith partialpaperglove.
whileflaunting indelicate delicacy
creating indelibledamningchagrin Atlast a solution usingbothhands
tomy proudefficacy one palmup one palmdown
eachpull resulting in jaggedtear a foolproofplan tobeat flimsybrown
asif a dare inmyresolution while realizingfullwell that onehandclapping
for restitution formy simple effort couldnever haveyielded
todry mybleepinghands. a smoothunwrapping.
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Evenkitchensink Threesquirrelschasing
in debrispile on frontlawn among seven entwinedcrowns
postrenovation. thendown clusteredtrunks.
Spatter from mypee Trailingband's tourbus Orangedots on greenslope.
landingondense spiderweb &its equipment trailer AutumnHalloweenharvest
sparkling asif dew. a lonely fartcar. or I'm drippingpaint.
Walledshearface or slope? Steelridge on strippedslope.
Its engineer'sdecision Seventeen gianthaulers
&worker'sduty. waitingfor nextload.
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LegsOnSnakes WhoCares?
Lesself'seeing seeingonly thisworld Singularmonster roamingmyearth
thanknogod forcourage mythicalbeing of supernaturalseeing
tonot embelish. havingitsway with whatis.
Eachbeing oneseason atatime Unknowingother
pure simple ineffable lifewithoutmother
unless myself seeingmore separate&alone.
withmemories joiningivory
in fabled elephant'sgraveyard Ifonly a naturaldistaster
mydreaming joininglight&heat couldserve asitsmaster
at funeralpyre of desire forcing thatonly toembrace
becoming ashenremains. hisbrother.
Supernaturally articulatedpencil Ifonly bybeinglonely
creatingagain what I neverwasnot cangods bringustogether?
graphite encasedinwood.
SpiritMind
Space Spirit as MindbeyondMind.
Havefaith inspace Mind as SpiritwithinSpirit.
as outer rind.
Howcouldheaven SpiritMind MindfulSpirit
everfail toprovide? fullof alleternity
&my eternaldesiring.
Havefaith inspace
of innerkind. It'salltrue ifnot atallreal
Howcould I ever pretendingjoy withoutitsfeel
failtosurvive? words replacingdeeds
wants replacingneeds
Leavingearth emptied within SuperNatural Illusion.
findingfulfillment elsewhere
asif SoSerious
lifeternal earned&free Whydo weplay the gameof apart
be an oxymoron asif earthneeds onemoreself?
or an irony. Better tothink ourlife a start
of something moreorless.
Seed
Seedofself yieldingfruit of judgment Thinkingnot becomingsmart
nourishingonly heaven's hell. forgetting I whilefeelingwhole.
Arrogant misunderstaniedng of Eden'smystery Cultivating transform'sart
comingfromapple that convenientlyfell ofbeing all&one atonce.
at feetofsapiens headless till Then celebrating singledart
feelingneed tohave a thought aimed drunk bylove to targetlove
&thinking a single thoughtlessact without my brain within my heart
being caughtalone enslavedtofact of thatwhich can neverbe separate.
facingfirsthand originalother .....................
beginningsearch for being'smother Self battingblindeyes
whoeven in embryonicgrowth seducingme with lifedeath
neveshared placentalblood. inworld of transform.
.....................
Fleshseed growinghard in soilofsuffering HigherPower
annointed initsown stonecold bloodred. Thoughtdistance between
Even earth'star couldn'thelp thoseliving God&me
where rainalone couldraise herdead. an infinitesimalinfinity
lessthan Michelangelo's
Dyingfully trustingseed's lifeforce Cistenegap.
burningself'scoat of growth throughtime.
Leavesbudding&spreading nourished with my ash Thereis nopower lessthan I
inviting tranform'slife of thisnow's eternalflash. &none greaterthan you&me.
**MADaboutLAD ** **TheySay **
We sodo wanto MakeADifference "Theysay if 60 isyour topspeed
hedgingagainstfaith beinginsufficient youcansave a bunchonfuel."
to guarantee LifeAfterDeath.
"I candothat" mysister insisted
Wouldn'therebe eggonmyface sounding heroicallysad.
if I onlycounted on blindestfaith
cruisingthrough mylife untrained "I'mcertain youcan you leadfootedfool
asif myprecious I totallydebrained but youdon'tdrive thatoften onstreets
onlytofind tomy sorrow'surprise zonedforschool."
shortlythereafter my timelydemise
mybody exuding blood bile&spit
butnever a trace of HolySpirit.
Ten NotMe
Four I's Top ninereasons
onelove to notbe a Christian.
fivewarnings.
Commandments:
Howdid myparents Me
makethecut Me
beingneither self Me
nor censure? Me
mymama*
Did GodSon No
or GodSpirit No
whisperlove No
to domineeringDad No
to abjure omnipotence No.
tolivebeyond fear&trust
tolivewithout tear&must (*I don'tgetit either.)
tolivewithinlove's
eternalstardust?
DIVINE VIRTUES Naming
Faith: Me. Forever. Beyond picking&chosing
Each softspringshower a joytofeel beyond winning&losing
withall atpeace inaworld tooreal. namingbeing our sinofsins.
Racoon jay crow reapingwhat theysow
inaplan judgedperfection inmy mind'seye. Pickingapart transform'slife
inventinglie of ideation
Hope: Me. Someday. chosing thisfromthat titfromtat
Eachspringshower a prematureflower lies hell'sgate as idolcreation.
as rabbit wren &tanager cower.
Frozenbud rapednest starvedeer forall I know Name FatherSonHolySpirit
leftalone withmysigh justme &mywhy. bowingtoicons of speech&thought.
Charity: This. Now. Famed FatherSonHolySpirit
This shower thatcrocus &always the caw in name&naming
awakeningourworld toits unwrittenlaw. whatself hathwrought.
Seedingarden with wellweatheredhoe
thenback tohouse &familialflow. Racing
Thoughtsracing
H.Sapien with nofinishline
Subbingmorality for fatality insight
homogeneous wiseones asif
challengingreality seeingisbelieving
fullyexpectingimmortality inwhichcase
if&onlyif I choosetobelieve
I treats self as minealone. &
finishmygame
Judgingfaithlessness intime.
as abnormality
sapiens driventobrutality Christmasyesterday
whenprotecting theirvanity asif
of infinitevitality mythoughts in eternalplay
fromanyhint of finality. coulduntear wrappingpaper
or putneedles backontree.
Homosapiens bettingon rationality
to understandself &other'spersonality Theyusedtodie
emphasizing individuality butnow it takes
asif myself a principality. a fewseasons
whatwith
While Heteros unseeking endlessate suspectcraftsmanship.
unknowingclearly their cellsuit'sfate
needn't count on divinity's blindestdate Lights firstogo
with allother being thisnow'smate. then bendingunbending
of branches
Soitgoes as Homosapiens show takingitstoll.
deepurefaith as selfisness.
Allinall
Soitgoes as Heterosapiens unknow tiptop angel
thatlove isin the lettingo. livingfarlonger
thanmyfaith
Religion &anything
Itsbeensaid otherthan
thatreligion myfirst
keepsthepoor perfect
fromurdering present.
therich.
Confidence
Itmayalsobe Losingselfconfidence atlast thanknogod.
thatherich Losingmypride &faithwithin.
controlpolice Forgettingwhere beliefbegan.
&armedforces Unknowingit as startofsin.
intheirarrogant
atheism. Distractedbykeeping myeye ontheball
shadowofselflost tolife withoutSon.
Commodities Fatherforgotten fastserve searingbrain
When rabbitsdeerbisonfishfowl simplebeingprevailing as ThyWill is undone.
becamecommodities
sodid ChristiansMuslims Losingwinning &losingloss
HindusJews &allother hitting somanymoreballs onthenose.
of anydifferent Beinglesselfish nonconfidenceruling
shapeform or color. becomingchoice butnot what I choose.
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Happening notdone. Askingthegolfer Hearingleavesfalling.
Isthat thewaylove iswon "Howmuchmoney didyouwin?" Or coulditbe coyotes
in unjudgingworld? He turns walksaway. closingin onme?
Love v. lonliness Music withoutsound.
degrees of separation. Idea sansargument.
Fear causinghatred. Poetry justhis.
Remember eachact Seekingcheapgossip Nearby squirrelchatter
whileforgetting eachactor. inorder tobe likethem. windingdown like a child'stoy
Becomingeachact. Whathave I become? as I sit to still.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
IfYouSeeHim Immortality
IfyouseeChrist in HisHolyLight Supernaturalbeing
gougeout youreyes forget thatsight. not necessarilyimplying
a supernaturalbeing.
IfyouhearChrist's mostperfectsong
sliceoff eachear forthey've doneyouwrong. Letmeindulge in mysticism
whilemaintaining my superioratheism
IfsensingHim with tasteorsmell notneedingGod toget what I want
cauterizethoseorgans sent fromhell. inmy privatereality of desire'sfulfilled.
If HisHolyTouch youfeel If alongmyway I happentoforget
burnyourflesh don't letit heal. then letmecontinue mypirouette
perhapsdizzying beyondcomprehension
IfyouknowGod inyourheart whileliving in perfect inattention.
reachinto yourchest tear thatmuscle apart.
Jesus
Ifyouknowgod inyourbrain Jesus as sapien - a cellsuit fullofmemories.
lobotomize thatorgan becomeinsane. Jesus as Christ - intellect's self.
JesusChrist on cross - eternalseparation.
Ifyourexcrement stinksofSavior Jesus beyond cross - lesself as love.
eat thatdung &allpride'sbehavior.
PickingChoosing
If youself be effulgent with emanation Mymemory a bible.
train todim &muterevelation. Somanystories suchrichscriptures
forbuilding an elaboratemansion
RightWithoutWrong within landscape ofmydesiring.
Fearing unanimityofminds
seeingangels&devils as differentkinds Myriadchoices for constructingtruth.
doomingour singleall Choosingsans reality's strictures.
tobe¬be being'spall.
Memory my bible ripeforpicking
Beingdevils unholyadvocate onlythefruit suitingmytaste.
keepingevil alive in facebeatific
rightwithoutwrong being songwithoutsound HowDare
our worldofwhirl in silencehorrific. Howdare singdeath
with Indiana fogshrouded.
Eachangel'sflight a fightodeath
eachdevil'sfight a flightfrombreath Raptors&rabbits in primalflight
at bestworst a beginning a thisnowablation unknowingtransform's gifts
of emptypuresight of eternaltransformation. havingnever soughtrefuge
in churchorstate.
SideShow
Comeone comeall Tornadoesforming in emptysky
parents bringyourchildren threatening silos&spires
children bringyourfriends &fields of thiseason's corn.
seewhateveryone's talkingabout
feelfear Tasselswaving between raptors&rabbits
smellfear being lifedeath inface ofsame
tastefear whilesapiens of church&state
see&hear fear huddle in stormshelteredself.
don'tbe afraidtoscream
don'tbe tooproud tooweep. Rhyme IfGod wrotepoetry
Yourverydestiny what formlessness
iswithin this tent. wouldHe nonchoose?
Suckup yourcourage. Knowing His
Youknow youcan'tresist. pastpresentfuture
Satisfaction or moneyback. unboundbytime
rhythmwouldbe
Enterboldly&meetyourfate. impossible
butHe'dbefree
Pulpit tomake anyall
Mycross mypulpit rhyme.
symbol of mysuffering .........
challengetomyself IfGod were more&less
tohang tobleed todie thanthought
slowbylittle fatbyfiddle whatwouldHethink
startbymiddle stopasriddle of Himself?
risingunrisen failingdecision
choosingwithoutchoice And wouldHebe
singingwithoutvoice merciful?
precisionincision
excisingexorcism Pleading as thoughtexpiation "Loveme" theyplead
for lifetimes of feedingdesire. through a cracked
secondstorywindow
Fermentation frominside theirdrama.
It'snot thewater in alcohol
baptising eachnewsoul intobeing. "ServeMe in evelasting
innocense&blessedness
Oursenses needhelp overcoming &I'll counthat aslove"
goodsense. comesthevoice
fromabove
Eschewingchlorophyll withme onthestreetbelow
destroying ourgiver'sbounty knockingon a bolted door.
drinkingpoison in Hisname'sake.
Atheist
Watertowine no trick atall. HavingfacedFather
Beingunderitsinfluence havingembracedSon
waytooeasily. havinghungforever
on self's unholycross
Random atlast an atheist.
MayitpleaseGod
that realitybe MyShadow
simplydisordered Myshadow movingwith mybody still.
butnot random Mybody at ease thus noact of will.
sothat I canhope Lesselfunknowing earth as spin
to someday understand unfeelingpossession
&find peace&love asmy firstsin.
asif myunderstanding
transform'smyriadfaces Allshadow inmotion allthought instill
will inform my desirous self alwaysteasing inits worldofwill.
will Lesself as myself's harshdiscipline
&conform tomy defenses. transform embracing eachbeing as kin.
Belief Impotence Defense
Belief&believer Impotence of God isin knowingall Offense isnow.
moredistant cousins lackingdistance tojudge my trip&fall Defense iswhen
than sorrow couldimagine fromgrace fromface of sindevildeath whichmustbethen
or grief couldconjure. sentencingloveonly with beatificbreath. beforehappening.
NoGod NoKarma Flying
NoGod yet moralcausation Unabletosupport expectations
asif elementalbeing injudgment scriptures&strictures unabletosurvive
holdingme accountable. the elements
flyingbuttresses firmlyplanted
NoGod yet reincarnation holdingerect God'spropriety
asifnot lifeternal &heaven'spromise
to cowardsofdeath. where elementalbeing beingtoogrounded
tobe blownaway by selfrighteousness
Asif mydeath desire &defense.
aninsult tome &meonly
undeserving harshmoraljudgment.
Sexuality
Fullcircle then God beyondphysicalrestraints
no universe canbeunfair yet burdenedbyperfection.
no nature canbejudgmental. Purefemale.
I cannotdie Puremale.
withorwithout
God. Genderambiguity ironically
impossible in world of belief.
TheAll
Did TheAll exist Genderconfusion ingenuously
before sapienselfconsciousness? apparent in world of reality.
ForsakenChrist as fallowgeist Retribution
separation as severance Death as retribution
of root to stem tothose unfaithfull
makingeachother todesire.
into them
TheAll becoming Certain of immortalilty
desire'sthrall yet no wordback
indefenseof fromthose setfree.
sindeath &
devil'spower. Christians&Buddhists
"Christians and buddhists often find
Rebirth themselves in agreement on the
Rebirth isn't reincarnation. values they hold."
Myflesh mymemories
goneforgood. Invalue is judgment.
Inholding is attachment.
Elements of myflesh Judgenot.
beingfreed bydeath Letgo.
becoming perhaps
a part of someone'spast ToDrown
insomedistant Fish drowninginair.
eternity.
WhatFather would
Distractions allowthat?
Twodistractions from doingthework
money&God. Beingallpowerful
&knowing waytoomuch
The former simplycellulardesire. itmustbehard tobegood
Thelatter feedingdefense'sfire. allthedamnedtime.
Eitherway nofeltneed totire WhoCares??
mypreciouself intraining Multiheaded disembodied
tobe lessme. tootruemonster of supernaturalseeing
havingitsway with mysimplebeing.
HoldFast
Holdfast to yourdream Knowingonly its sacredfaces
forlike divingduck blindtothers of simplerkind
itcan liftyou tosky I unprepared toface theirfind.
todie onthewing
or dragyou todrown JesusChrist
as rednosedclown Christ trueGod.
wherefloating is safestbet. Jesus realsapien.
Credit JesusChrist reallytrue?
"Christians giveGod allthecredit."
Madepart of supernatural.
List foursins in abovestatement. Madewhole in simplynatural.
Havinglisted foursins Forgery
washout yourmouth Sol beingforge farbeyond
withsilence. my faintlyfevered desire
mydivinity beingforgery.
Jungle
Lostinjungle Asif inmy wildestconceit
seekingGod'shelp. I think I couldmatch
transform's primalfire.
Reaching for friend'shand.
.................
Sittingpatiently
untilmypatience
islost.
----MORETOCOME?---
(MAYBEDONE?)
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